Short update...I woke up when someone sit beside me. I open my eyes and roam it. I saw jhezter sitting beside me while looking at me. My eyebrows frown asking him why?. But he just stare at me with pain in his eyes. We just stare each other. No one speaking. Jhezter gulped before lie down at my back and hug me tight. He kiss my nape. I ignore him i still have resentment on him. I let him hug me before i fell asleep. “I love you” he whispered before i totally fall asleep. Joy woke up in another day. But everything change this past few days. Since jhezter go in her room that day jhezter change a lot. Jhezter focus his attention to her sister. Caring the baby on the whomb of her sister. Loving her sister that like there's no tomorrow. Seeing jhezter like that made my heart broke into pieces. But im still asking. Why jhezter change. Even talk to her. Jhezter started to avoid him. Why jhezter change faster. Im sitting on the sofa in my veranda while watching jhezter and my siste

Im feeling this way again. I am here in my cr vomiting again. My energy lost because of so much vomiting. I stand up and wipe my mouth of dry towel. I think i can't go to school to day. Im feeling weak. Maybe i should take a rest today.“Are you up to school today?” May asked when she entered at my room. “Nope im not feeling good” i honestly answered. “Okay, then take a rest. Bye see you later” She wave her hand before leaving. So what can i do today? Lie down in a whole day? Im curious did i have sick? When im feeling okay im gonna go to the doctor to check my health. Maybe i have sick. But what kind of sick? I get my phone near at the table to lose my boredom. I open my Facebook acc, so i can scroll-scroll on my newsfeed. Im in the middle of scrolling when someone post appear on my newsfeed. It's a palabok. I feel starving because of that. I want palabok too! Where can i get it. I Stand up and get my waller. Im a quite feeling good now. I think palabok can relieve my sicknes

“So are you going to say it to Warren about that in your whomb?” May asked me. Were here in apartment sitting pretty in the couch. It's been a week when i knew that im pregnant with Warren child. But im still thinking if im gonna tell it to the guy. “I dont know” I lean my back. “Warren have rights to know about that” May said while pointing her tummy. “Soon if i have confidence to tell it about this to him” “Okay it's up to you, eh sa pamilya mo sasabihin mo ba sa kanila?” “I don't know im scared what will they reaction if they know that im pregnant” i get a pillow behind me and hug it. “What next your going to do?” May lie down on the sofa. “I don't know, di kopa alam all of this still processing on my mind. I can't think right now im still shock” “Yeah, you should take a rest and don't think to much. But dont forget to take care of your self and the baby inside of your whomb.” I smiled.“I want Balut” i said while pouting.“Geez saan kanamn makakahanap ng balut dito?” “I

“saan kayo galing kagabi ni Warren at pag dating ko'y wala pa kayo aber?” nakapameywang na tanong ni May pag labas nito ng sariling kwarto.“Kumain lang kami sa labas saka nag lakad lakad sa gilid gilid” I answered. Lagpas alas nyebe na kami bago nakauwi kagabi. Kung saan saan pa kami nakaabot sa pagagala matapos kumain.Warren is now cooking in the kitchen. Its already seven in the morning. I woke up seeing Warren in the kitchen cooking for our breakfast. “Sinabi mo na?”May walk close to me. While playing her hair rolling it like a insane. My forehead frown “Ang alin” May rolled her eyes. “Geez, ayan oh” She point my tummy. Okay i get it now. “Hindi pa, para kasing masyado pang maaga saka i can't tell it right now yet, gave me more time to think” I stop speaking when Warren appear infront of us. “Lets eat, breakfast is ready!” He invited, I find him handsome wearing apron. And messy hair. He's also wearing a sando shirt, so you can see his muscular arms. “iniisip mo jan, tara n

I woke up in unfamiliar room. The atmosphere is white. Wait i am in heaven? I close my eyes again and open it. I roam my gaze in room.The smell of place is familiar. Im in a hospital? The dpor opened and Warren came. His face is look like worriedly.“Are you okay now?” He ask when he came closed to me. He hold my one hand. “Wait me here, tatawag lang ako ng doctor.” Im wondering what happened why im here. Who bring me here? Warren came back with the doctor. The doctor check me.“Ayos kalang ba iha?” i nodded.“Yung baby ko po, kamusta?” i hold my tummy and rub it using my hand.“Don't worry iha, your baby is fine. Buti nalang at malakas ang kapit ng bata kaya hindi ka nakunan. Everything is fine, I'll go ahead. ” Said Of doctor and leave.“Buti nalang at nakita kaagad kita, at nadala dito sa ospital. Anong bang nangyari sayo, nasa gitna ka nang kalsada puro dugo?” “Mahabang storya.” i response.Umupo ang lalaki sa tabi niya saka hinawakan ang tiyan niya. “Buti nalang at walang masa