Sebastian I head to check on Ava and she looks fucking cute clutching my pillow.Fuck she looks cute Howl mumbles. I know I stroke her cheek and to think I didn't want her. He mumbles curse words and sighs."Son, I look at my dad, she okay now?",I nod."Yes dad she is on meds now to stop the puking but we still need to watch her",he grins."I'm happy for you son, he pats my back, you got a good mate",I smile at him. I sure as fuck did and I'm blessed. The only thing that is messed up is our deals to keep Howl Motorcycle club going but I will fix that. Good thing we are millionaires or this would really be a financial blow. I stroke her cheek again but my cell dings and I step out not wanting to wake her."Hello",I hear a laugh."Alpha Sebastian, I'm confused this sounds like Roman but he is dead, we need to meet"."Who the fuck are you? Why do you want a meeting?",sinister laughter sounds."Because you killed someone I'm close to",I sigh."Who?",I get a cuss."Roman Matthews",I grin

Sebastian povI hold Ava even after she falls asleep in my lap and I love it.A knock makes me look up and Spencer walks in and smiles at me."Awww brother she is so tiny, he sits and has a grocery bags in his hands, I appreciate you letting me stay here and I promise I won't cause trouble ",I grin."She is tiny and thanks Spencer I will pay you back once I get her in bed this pup drains her",he smiles. He opens the bag and starts pulling out chocolate and the fucker went crazy. He got every chocolate candy and bar he could."Damn Spencer I only expected chocolate kisses or one bar not the whole store",he chuckles."You didn't specify what to get so I grabbed everything that seemed woman approved",I smiled as Jason entered and shook Spencer's hand."Brother",both say after a hug."I came to see if you wanted me to put her in your room so you two could talk",I sighed."Please",I handed her over and she frowned in her sleep but didn't wake up."Your okay honey, he adjusts her, its Jason

Ava povTwo damn pups are in me and I feel fear as I look at my belly. Sebastian is thrilled while I'm terrified but I'm trying to hide it."This sucks",I rub at my belly."Here baby I brought food",Sebastian walks in looking like a snack and my pussy throbs. Why does he look this damn good? This isn't fair I fume as I eat and take my anti nausea pills. Spencer walks in and smiles at us."Here honey I brought chocolate ",he sits and I look at Sebastian with worry."Bro are you good?",he shrugs.Sebastian pov"I just need to build my energy up but other than that I'm good. I'm also sorry I fell asleep on your bed I didn't mean to and I hope I didn't offend anyone ",I sigh Spencer was watching Ava yesterday and drifted off both were fast asleep when I walked in and for some reason Howl and myself didn't get mad."Stop, I growl and he looks down, your healing and I know you would never cross lines with us",he nods."I just fell the fuck asleep so fast I swear I feel weak as hell",he mutt

Sebastian pov I fucked up with her and I knew the second my snapping at her about heirs to the pack and club I fucked up. She went quiet and I felt her withdraw. Once I put her in bed I made excuses to run. Doc looked at me with anger in his eyes as he focused on Spencer. I sat at my desk cussing myself when he entered."She is a mess, he says fast, I went to get supplies and listened in on her sobbing. She is hormonal alpha and you snapping at her isn't good to do",I growl."She is my mate, I growl loud, she needs to be safe not stubborn ",he sighs. "Look Sebastian I get that but you basically voiced she is a baby factory and nothing else. That look she had I've seen it before on she wolves whose mates gave no fucks about them. She will shut down if you keep saying shit like you did",he storms out and I cussed myself as I raked fingers through my hair. My dad walked in and sighed as he sat."What did you do?",I huffed."I snapped at Ava, he sighed, I was upset she almost fell and sh

Sebastian povAfter telling the guys about sharing Ava both looked shocked at me. I chuckle."Calm down",I say as both glare at me."Sebastian, I look at Jason as he glares at me, that is cruel to joke about",I chuckle."Don't think I don't see how you both stare at her. You both love her or fell in love with her and I see why. I fell in love when she let me hold her. I fell hard but my stupidity almost made me lose her. I won't fuck up again like that",both smile and we rub her trying to relieve pain some more. My pups kick hard and she whimpers in her sleep. Fuck that looked painful. "Damn you got soccer players in there",Spencer says his fingers going to her belly. The kicking stops so he keeps a hand there before going back to her ankle. I will fix my attitude around her she doesn't need me being a dick to her anymore. She doesn't need the stress. She needs to eat though I'm worried about her lack of wanting food. She sleeps as we rub and I feel her shiver."Are you getting tired