LUCIANO I could not concentrate on a single thing after Jade told me to leave her alone. A day had completely passed since we had that brief outburst of anger and all I just wanted to do was to grab her towards me at that moment and kiss her so passionately so she could understand that my emotions were intertwined with hers.I could never leave her alone. Not even if she begged for it or a gun was pointed at my head.I will not say I love her because love is a foreign word to me. I do not think I will be able to love anyone. My mother loved my father dearly but it did not fix their broken marraige. Her love was just not enough to do it.But I do care for Jade alot. I cared for her more than I cared for myself. I cared for her the moment I was told that I would be her husband. It was initially going to be Raffaele who would marry her but the man could not just keep his dick within his pants. He had gotten Aurora pregnant out of wedlock then so my father on his deathbed instructed

Nothing mattered to Luciano at that point other than beating the living day light out of his step brother.If possible he wanted to kill him while he was at it.How dare he say such rubbish against his wife! His own wife!There was no way Luciano was keeping silent!"Separate them!" One of their cousins, Petro, yelled the moment they both began their heated combat.Punches, kicks, the awful sound of bones cracking filled the air with blood dripping on the ground from both brothers. Luciano was too angered at the moment. "Restrain Luciano!" Matteo growled, as few of the brothers tried to hold Luciano down and stop him from delivering fatal punches to Raffaele."Fucking let go of me!" Luciano growled with such a blood thirsty rage, knocking them all off and punching some of them in the groins before continuing with his hard blows and punches at Raffaele who was already battered up and bleeding badly.His entire features screamed of pain which oozed all over him. Luciano had blood spl

LUCIANO I was nervous, more nervous than I had ever been in my life. My heart was beating so loudly against my rib cages. A part of me told me to take the big step and knock on her door while another part of me urged me to leave her doorway and go back to my room because I know she probably hates me now.God! Fuck! Ever since Jade had helped me tend to my injuries, I had not seen her again throughout the entire day. It seems like she just locked herself in her room.Even for dinner, her maids took her food to her room. She has not stepped her feet outside and it is getting me so worried.I have messed up. I know I have. I just did not want Jade to see me and feel pity for me or see me as weak or defenceless because of my injuries. I did not want her to think her husband was weak and he demanded pity. I doubt she would understand me. Even watching her cry yesterday as I was getting whipped filled me with a greater rage than before for Raffaele. I also did not want her to cry in fr

JADE I limped along the grassy floors of the pond, kicking stones with my one good leg and pushing off twigs and branches from my way.One time I am happy and the next time, I go extremely angry. I am honestly fed up with this bumpy emotional ride between I and Luciano.We can never stay happy for a minute together.Something must definitely try to get us apart."Urgh fuck! He just can never understand me. I do not want him to touch me. It is my body for christsakes. Why is he flaring up! I am not doing this to get payback or to get at him for what happened between us yesterday!" I angrily scowled to no one in particular as I kept on walking into the stark black darkness that enveloped my entire surroundings. I was boiling on the inside, exasperation almost making me to forget to breathe."Calm down Jade. Do not get too mad. Just calm down" I halted in my uncoordinated steps and inhaled deeply.Maybe I was just overreacting. I need to go back to Luciano. We need to learn how to sett

JADE Was I too harsh on him? Oh God. I suddenly had this extreme pang of guilt gnawing at me. Even the warm shower which I had did nothing in calming down what had become of my nerves.The hurt Luciano felt by my actions was seen through his choice of words. I did not mean to get him that much upset. I just wanted him to realise I did not like seeing the maid sensually rub her fingers around him like that.Fuck. That stupid maid! I think I really need to learn how to communicate very well in this marriage and not keep distance with Luciano. Now he wants to go meet one of his mistresses. This is the second time he is speaking of meeting his mistress for affection and not me.Oh my God!I placed a hand on my temples and exhaled deeply. I need to go talk to him.I quickened my steps across the halls and stumbled upon one of his guard. "Have you seen Luciano?" I asked him with anxiety written all over my face."Yes but he does not want to be disturbed" the guard stated."Why? Take me t