Luciano had come back home with me after the date and we’d spent time talking about anything and everything. It was nice. Luciano I realised is the only guy I’ve felt this good with. In a very long time. I’d taken a break from the dating pool after high school, I’d gotten into talking stages yes but those never worked out because sooner or later I’d just grown annoyed and disappointed with the amount of men who didn’t satisfy me. Not sexually but more like after a while, everything got bad. Every bad flaw about them was exposed and what I saw? It was certainly not pretty. In the middle of our conversation we’d heard a knock on the door. Luciano got up to go answer and when he opened the door I could sense the change in his body language, he seemed really pissed. I couldn’t see who was at the door exactly but I was feeling too euphoric from the date to care. Today was already bad enough so really any more bad stuff and I’ll break. He turned back to me. “I'll be right back. Stay here.”

I was at the club now and fuck, I gotta say, this is pretty nice, I haven't been here in a very long time. I immediately went over to the bar to grab myself a drink. I might as well buy the whole bottle to be honest. I plan on drinking out my feelings, no sorry drowning down my feelings tonight. I can't deal with the amount of times they keep coming in to my mind. My heart feels broken. I've grown more tired and pissed off by the tiniest interactions. My mom. She has no idea about it. I would tell her but she was so sure about Luciano. She was right though, he has a wall in his heart that someone will crack down; sooner or later. That person won't be me however. And she was right I really liked him. My eyes light up when I talk about him, I force it to go away when I start reminiscing on the happy memories we'd made together. He'd made me so happy but the thing is out of anyone else, he has brought me the most pain. I sit sometimes and cry. Cry because it all changed so quickly...why c

I reached the park earlier than the note had said and now I was just walking around aimlessly looking for something to do. I still have no idea what I'm going to say to this guy but I've never been a planner. I'll say what comes from my heart. I really hope that this does not get ruined. It seems like every damn time me and Luciano make up and have our good moments some bat shit crazy thing ends up happening and our plan gets ruined. Just then I heard someone calling my name, I turned hoping it was Luciano but my stomach dropped when I only saw Vincent. Great! What exactly does this guy want and what exactly is he doing here and how did he know where I would be?! I started walking away as fast as I could and pretending like I didn't see him but he caught up to me. "Go away Vincent just go away. I don't want to hear any bull shit that you have to tell me. I do not want to hear it ok? Do you get that? Huh? You’ve already caused so many issues for me. Leave.” I told him but he just stood

"What are we?" He repeated. I have absolutely no idea."Well I'm not really sure...no one's asked anyone out officially that is"Ok then. Will you be...Will you be my girlfriend Gabriella Rosa?" A smile spread on my face. Will I be the girlfriend of Luciano Martini? "Hmmm, I don't know. I really don't know. Should I say yes to you? Is it worth it? Are you worth it Luciano? Hmmm. Yes. Of course I will Luciano. Just as long as this doesn't turn into a stupid bet again. Can you promise me that? Can I trust this promise?" "I promise you Gabriella that I will be the best boyfriend I can be to you and I promise that I am not using you for any bet And if I, at any point what so ever do end up being a jerk, amore mio I give you my full permission to make it known.""That's so sweet, don't worry I will make it very known that you are being a jerk if I need to. It's my strong suit. Let's hope that it won't happen too often though, I say too often because oh gosh Luciano you are a man that is m

We were now at the house, sorry mansion, very very big mansion. This place is absolutely gorgeous, I can only dream of one day living in a place like this. It probably costs an arm and a leg, it’d probably cost me sorry a whole arm and leg to be able to afford this place. But, for today I’m going to enjoy the experience of being in a mansion and being a rich person. Sadly it’s not forever though. I am still freaking the heck out about this whole thing though. I just...I just really want this to go well, you know? It’s not just the plan that’s stressing me out but this is I guess the first time that I meet the whole family and it's a bit intimidating. Me and Luciano have become pretty serious and now I’m going to meet his family. All together. I really hope that their dad is not as…intriguing as his kids are. Amara and her silent treatment. Luciano and his bet. Vincent and his bet and big secret. First impressions mean everything to me, if you give someone a bad impression the first ti