Alley POVAll week I was spiraling but I couldn't let it win. By the time Friday came I lost it and tried to confront Christian but as always, he brushed me off. I left the lunch room and texted Ethan. I didn't want to just run into someone else's arms or use Ethan, but he was the closest friend I had at that moment.Christian was acting like we barely knew each other and Derek was being weird towards me all week. He seemed ok but put a huge barrier between us. I was upset with him for the way he lost it with Ace but I didn't say anything about it. The next day he left with some of the seniors and basically hasn't been home.He calls and texts me, but it is just distant. He completely shuts out Layla and barely talks to her too. He isn't mean. Just acts like I'm nothing but his little sister and Layla is my friend. I haven't completely forgotten what Layla said either but I understood where it was coming from. She apologized a hundred times but I think she knows I'm more closed off no

Alley POVWhen I found out Ace had gone to Seattle early my heart felt like it literally shattered. Every day that passed I prayed more and more he would be home for Christmas. Usually, the three of us spend Christmas break together. Ace always had some charities to attend to, but was never gone for more than a day.I sent so many messages to him that I knew I was bordering pathetic. I had so much I wanted to say to him but he wouldn't listen. If we didn't have a screaming match soon, I would surely explode.Christmas Eve, I spent in bed with movies playing in the background. Derek offered to stay home with me but I just wanted to be alone. Layla, Ethan and Katie had their family events to be at so I took this time to just wallow in self-pity. Besides my mom barely knew what day it was let alone it was a holiday so there wasn't much else to do. Even if she did, I would be the last person she wanted to spend time with and I was thankful for that. My phone was on my pillow with Ace's m

Alley POVThe devil of my dreams was grinding against me, demanding I was his tonight. I won't deny it felt so amazing how his body reacted to mine but I wasn't a fool. He was claiming me as his weekend whore and I would never be just some ass for him to fuck. I should have told him to fuck off but I was weak for his attention. I was becoming that pathetic girl pinning over a man that would only use her up and throw her away. I hated it, yet never felt so fucking good in my life right now. His mouth molded to mine, his body pressed to mine, and his very large hard cock rubbing back and forth against me was driving my body wild.He finally broke the kiss leaving both of us gasping for air. "Now Alley. Let's go." He demanded and I burst out laughing."Told you I would win dipshit. You always crack first." I spun around leaving his arms and Ethan quickly grabbed me in his."Fucking savage Alley." Ethan chuckled."I'm not your weekend whore and don't ever treat me like one again." My voi

Alley POVAfter Derek demanded I go home from the lake Ethan led me back to his car and I just followed. It was well after midnight and honestly after the amazing orgasm Christian just gave me my legs were a bit wobbly. Was that supposed to happen? So much I didn't know but loved how he constantly forced me into the unknown."So, anything you want to talk about?" Ethan asks opening his door."Nope."We were silent a few minutes driving out of the woods. I wasn't sure what to say and suddenly felt a little awkward. Not from Ethan, just from everything. The beer and weed did go to my head fast, but that was hours ago and I was already passed my high. Now I was just exhausted but my mind just kept replaying every moment with Ace. The way he showed up there and never took his eyes off me, watching me kiss Ethan while he kissed Jess, how he blew smoke in my mouth, dancing, actually dancing, and then the whole lake thing. I guess he does want me. That should make me happy, right? Nope, it

Alley POVI don't know what is happening to me right now. Why do I constantly give in to him? I was completely naked on his bed with him sitting between my legs staring at my body. I didn't need to wonder if he liked what he saw. I knew that hunger in his eyes and he was always so blunt about what he was thinking.I moaned when he cleaned me up with a rag. For some reason these stupid little acts of caring were making me want him again. Then he bent down and kissed my pussy. I don't know what he was like with other girls but I couldn't believe he was like this with them too. Probably my own stupid self-trying to make me feel special but I wasn't going to lie and say I didn't love the way he made me feel.He leaned back down taking my lips again and we just laid there making out for at least a half an hour. We felt every curve of our body's, testing what got a reaction from each other. My hand slid under his pants and grabbed his ass and he moaned out. "Do you know how long I wonder w