Deep Confession

Alley POV

After Derek demanded I go home from the lake Ethan led me back to his car and I just followed. It was well after midnight and honestly after the amazing orgasm Christian just gave me my legs were a bit wobbly. Was that supposed to happen? So much I didn't know but loved how he constantly forced me into the unknown.

"So, anything you want to talk about?" Ethan asks opening his door.

"Nope."

We were silent a few minutes driving out of the woods. I wasn't sure what to say and suddenly felt a little awkward. Not from Ethan, just from everything. The beer and weed did go to my head fast, but that was hours ago and I was already passed my high.

Now I was just exhausted but my mind just kept replaying every moment with Ace. The way he showed up there and never took his eyes off me, watching me kiss Ethan while he kissed Jess, how he blew smoke in my mouth, dancing, actually dancing, and then the whole lake thing.

I guess he does want me. That should make me happy, right? Nope, it