Before I head for the shower, I decide to give Grams a quick call. We made out to call every weekend anyway. Looking at the clock, I hope it's not too late in the evening. Thank god I have a long charging cord for my phone. Otherwise, I'd be stuck next to the socket. Just to gain enough power without it turning off right away, I wait ten minutes for it on fast charge. Grams picks up after the third ringing. She must have been waiting, which makes me feel guilty."Hey, Sweetheart, you back this late? Your phone was off. I was worried.""I'm fine, Grams. I still had some homework to do with Jake, and my phone had died out.""Who's Jake? Someone you met at college? Is he your boyfriend?"Typical Grams, ever since I turned eighteen, Grams has been looking out for someone I could marry and settle with. I have to chuckle that this is our first topic of the night."How about I tell you about my college first?" I suggest as I am not sure how to tell her this is my Jake and not a new Jake. I

Have I ever been so excited about going skating? Not that I could remember. Jake and I used to skate every day together. We kind of swapped sandpit against skateboard. To be precise, for a short while, we had the sandpit and our skateboards at the same time. Whenever I fell and grazed my knee or something, Jake would be right there worrying more than my mom. We actually crashed quite a few bones together before we kind of got really good at this shit. As it's always been challenges between us, I know he isn't going to go easy on me today either. Which just makes it even more exciting. For the first time ever, I am so excited about going skating. I don't even know what to wear. I toss loads of clothes on my bed, getting a little frustrated. Tossing them over again and again. Usually, I never care what exactly I am wearing. The main thing is that I have my statement shirt and my cap. What the fuck is wrong with me?I texted Emi on my way here too, she already made out to meet with Ian

Waking up next to Sam yesterday morning was one the best things in years. Although it was the third time waking up next to her, it was different from the other two times. The first time, I didn't know who she was until we woke up, which ended in a disaster. The second time, even if I loved it, it scared the shit out of me how she'd react once she wakes up. This time, it was us as a real couple, and I love it. We fell asleep exhausted and happy, my arms wrapped around her with her head on my chest after making love with each other. Waking up next to her just made it perfect, feeling her, breathing in her scent, and seeing the smile on her face when she called me Babe. In that second, I was more than happy to open my eyes.Crap that sounds cheesy, I know. But that's how it is, with Sam it's exciting in anyway, whether we fuck hard and she sure took me by surprise liking it the rough way too, especially with her history. Or simply making love with each other. I couldn't say, I'd prefer t

Cuddled up to Jake on the backseat of the cab, I still can't quite believe he did all of this for me. This day has been nothing else but amazing. To be honest, no denying I felt like strangling him in between. Like when we went to buy that dress, or when that stretch limo was stood in front of the door. For a moment, I thought this was going to end in a disaster, I hate these super posh things. It's not just that I hate them, but they scare the shit out of me. One wrong movement, and you are the center of attraction.What Jake did for me tonight was simply amazing and perfect. Never ever would I have dreamed of a date like this. With all those candles and the table with roses and the food it was dead romantic and as crazy as it sounds, to me it was classy too, even in a skatepark or perhaps exactly out of that reason. Jake, in a tuxedo, looked ever so hot. Not something I would want to see him in every day, I like my skater boy, but damn he did look hot in it and the tatts on his neck

Most of what happened after the call last night is blurry. In the one moment, I was having fun on a party until a phone call destroyed my little world. Jake's arms are wrapped tightly around me while we are both lying fully dressed in my bed.Blurry parts come back to my memory. Jake rocking me back and forth in his arms, reassuring me he isn't going to leave me, while I am crying my balls out and repeating something I can't even remember right now.A soft knock at my door wakes Jake up too. Emi comes into my room, with two coffees in the hand. An unsure smile on her lips, she strolls directly towards me."Hey Sweetheart, how are you feeling this morning?" Her voice ever so soft and full of worry."Like the walking dead?" I try to fake a smile."Oh Sweetie, I am so sorry. I know how much you loved your Grams." As soon as the words have left her mouth, I start sobbing again.Now I vaguely remember how Emi was here too last night, after Jake called her."I-I need to go. They said they n