Theo POV “You’re doing great, Everly, just a little bit more”, the nurse says, and Everly screams. “I want drugs, and I need drugs, all the drugs you can get me. I can’t do this without the drugs”, she shouts as she cries. She holds my hands, and she is told there’s no time because she is ten centimetres dilated already, and it’s time to push. “I didn’t sign up to do this without drugs, and I want drugs. It hurts”, she cries, and I caress her back as she smacks my hand away. “Don’t fucking touch me”, she barks, and I pull away but stand next to her. I know she is in pain, and I am feeling completely and utterly useless. How is that even possible? “Come on baby, push”, I say as she screams at me in pain, holding my hand tightly. I close my eyes as I hear a baby crying. My entire world collapses at that noise. I never thought we would see the day. Everly was on bed rest for the rest of her pregnancy, and she got in a terrible mood. I tried to keep her company as much as I could, but