All Chapters of Submissive Desires: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60
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CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE: Feelings
Speaking of--wait, why am I even talking to him? And shouldn't I be avoiding people like him? Especially because he's a man! Ugh!But I admit, even though I've mentioned before that the trauma is still there, I feel safe with him, and I've started to trust him--especially since I've seen for myself that he's a good person. So, somehow, I should feel light and secure when he's around.Yes, feelings are not involved, but sometimes I don't understand what I'm feeling--especially my heart, ever since I saw him and now that I'm talking to him and we're sitting close to each other, even though the distance is small, our bodies seem to draw closer with every movement.What am I even saying? Goodness! Am I still normal?I snapped out of it when I heard my phone ringing inside my bag. I immediately opened it and saw Laurene's name on the screen. I stood up and moved a little away from where I was sitting earlier before answering Laurene's call."Hey! Where are you, Lola?! Why does it seem like
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CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO: 'Till next time
"Adam, by the way," I said as we simultaneously introduced ourselves, speaking our names in unison. I briefly lowered my head after shaking hands with him and quickly pulled away.At that moment, when our hands touched, it felt like I was shocked. Especially when I saw Adam smile at me. Ugh! Lola! What is happening to you?!"Anyway, we have to go now..." Laurene paused for a moment and faced Adam."If Lola and I happen to see you again, we would be glad to spend time with you. Just the two of you, right?" she said, emphasizing her words while looking at me as if she wanted me to nod along with her silly idea. She then looked at me and then at Adam with an evil smirk.Both Adam and I looked away from each other simultaneously. I suddenly cleared my throat.What is Laurene saying? Urgh! It's so embarrassing in front of Adam!"Let's see each other next time and talk about a lot of things, especially with Tyler. I know he would really like that." I said, looking at Tyler, who nodded with
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CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE: Lola
Adam Lopez"Adam, when will we go out again? Will you bring Lola with us? Let's go for a stroll tomorrow, please..." I sighed at the expression etched on his face, and he even attempted to make puppy eyes just to convince me and give him another chance to go out again.I leveled myself with him, holding his shoulders. "Not right now, Tyler. But I promise to take you out again. I also want to go on outings with you. Okay?" I said persuasively, speaking gently to him, hoping he would just agree."I don't want to! Besides, you can take me out anytime, right?" he stubbornly replied, avoiding eye contact with me, and crossing his arms in defiance.Darn! I thought he was more mature now. I removed my hands from his shoulders as I stood up and sighed. I suddenly looked elsewhere before speaking and facing him again."Okay, fine. But I won't bring Lola--""What?! You should!" he said, sounding a bit annoyed, and I noticed that Mother Isabella and Amy were probably listening to our conversati
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CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR: Her Picture
I lowered my body onto my bed, spread my arms, and now I'm staring at the ceiling. The room is dimly lit, with only the lamp post outside the house reflecting into the room, casting a reflection on half of my face.I closed my eyes briefly due to drowsiness, but before that, Tyler suddenly entered my mind. I briefly thought about telling him that I am his true sibling and the real biological father.What if I tell him the truth while he's still young?Although I know it will cause him pain and disappointment, including Salde--my father, I believe that at his young age, he will understand the reasons why we decided to take him to the orphanage.In fact, besides the plan I made to visit my father in the province, I will also bring Tyler with me. Because I have already made the decision to take him to Monte House and let him live in the province for a while. I will take a leave from work to spend a few days with my father, together with Tyler. And if it is possible, although I want to li
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CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE: Event
Lola ValderramaI wore a red slim-type fitted dress that reached knee-length. The long sleeves were fitted and it hugged my body perfectly. It was Laurene's suggestion for me to wear this when we went shopping at the mall and saw Tyler and Adam.Speaking of Tyler, I suddenly remembered for a moment how mischievous and adorable that child was. I hope we get to see each other again, and maybe it's not impossible considering what Laurene told me the other day, it seemed like she had something planned. But whatever it is, I'm content with just seeing Tyler.And about Adam—yes. It's like something pushed me to see him again.I shook my head abruptly. While doing so, I felt a weird sensation. It was like a ticklish feeling in my stomach, and I found myself smiling now, almost like a crazy person.What the heck!? Why did he have to cross my mind? I should stop it!Then, I fixed myself up and decided to approach the large mirror behind me. I examined myself and checked if everything was in or
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CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX: At the Conference (Continuation)
"Oh! Lola! You're already here!" Jane greeted me happily as she approached Summer and Candice."You're so damn gorgeous! You outdid us with your outfit and beauty tonight!" Candice jokingly remarked.Speaking of which, Summer was wearing a white satin dress with a slit, while Candice had a black top that revealed her cleavage and went down to her thighs. Meanwhile, Jane was wearing a dress with a deep V-neck and a lantern print with a touch of polka dots. It was pink, matching her skin tone just like mine."What else can we expect? Duh," our crazy friends laughed together and high-fived.They tried to examine me from head to toe, and Summer pretended to be shocked as if she were choking. I just rolled my eyes, and we all chuckled.Crazy. Well, I know I look good and so do they, of course!"By the way, where's Laurene? Isn't she with you?" Summer looked around, hoping that Laurene might be there."Well, she's probably taking longer because she's with her boyfriend. But they're probably
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CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN: Talk With You
"Lola, I'm glad you're here. Thank you for coming..." He stuffed his hands into the pockets of his black striped pants, matching his striped suit that perfectly accentuated his well-shaped body and handsome face.Yeah, I can't deny it, especially when I saw him approaching me. I caught a whiff of his cologne and even his breath as he spoke, which suddenly made me nervous and stirred up unfamiliar feelings that I couldn't quite comprehend.Damn. I must be going crazy. Ugh!"W-well, you're welcome. Of course, it would be embarrassing if I didn't show up after you invited me..." I shyly replied, slightly lowering my head, and then chuckled softly. Suddenly, I looked up at him.And at that moment, we shared a brief laughter.Speaking of which, Heaven's speech and the conference are already over, so the party has begun. The atmosphere has become lively with music playing and the sound of well-known people engaging in conversations and dancing on the dance floor.Jane, Summer, and Candice h
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CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT: The Moment
"Oh, by the way, congratulations on the successful conference today. I know your company will continue to thrive," I said, trying to steal a glance at him, a slight smile on my lips. Then I shifted my gaze away from him, focusing on our path, while my hands held onto my small red purse."Thank you, Lola. Well, I hope so. And I know that through this, many opportunities are waiting for me," he replied, a sense of joy on his face as he spoke."Yeah," I said, nodding along. Then I continued with a playful tone, "And when was the last time I heard that your business didn't make it to the top? You even surpassed me." We both laughed as we continued walking."Not like that," he chuckled softly, scratching his head and sliding his hand back into his pocket. Then he continued, "But in my opinion, I can't compete, especially when it comes to painting. You are the most talented and skilled girl I know, and that's the compliment I've heard from others when it comes to you."Based on what he said
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CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE: You Again?
It seems like he wants to court me, and I can tell that he respects me. He also respects my feelings. But honestly, I don't feel happy in my heart, and I'm not ready. I don't want to enter into that kind of relationship yet. I hope he understands if I tell him now.But when?! How should I tell him? Yes, it's better to admit to him early on that he shouldn't expect anything from me. I don't want to give him false hope. I don't have any romantic feelings for him, especially after reflecting on it these past few nights. Yeah, that's what my heart says, but my mind is divided.And about this... because, if it happens, I might just end up hurting him. And I don't want that to happen. That's it. Damn! Urgh!How should I do this?!"I love you, Lola..." at that moment, I didn't realize that I had been staring at him all this time. Urgh! What the heck am I doing?!And wait... what did he say? He loves me?!"Can you give me a chance to be a part of your life?! I damn love you, Lola, and I'm not
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CHAPTER SIXTY: The Reason
Adam LopezI leaned against the wall, took a cigarette from my pocket, and lit it using the lighter I also had in my pocket. I took a deep breath before exhaling the smoke. For a moment, my teeth clenched in frustration because I didn't expect to see that earlier."Darn it! Fuck! Did they do it on purpose? Right in front of me?!" I almost shouted because it felt like my heart was about to explode with unknown emotions.Yeah. I don't know why I'm not happy with what I saw earlier between Heaven and Lola, especially when I witnessed that idiot Lola just allowing herself to be kissed like that by that damn Heaven.Damn! Why should I care about him? Shit! I should stop this! I shouldn't have bothered them earlier. Stupid! What is she to me anyway?! I said to myself."Hey, man! Why are you here? Do you have a problem? Are you heartbroken? Share it with me, maybe I can help you," I almost angrily threw the cigarette butt on the ground after quickly taking a drag. I composed myself and faced
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