Soon did I realise that Mrs wade wasn't upset that I was a pedophile to other children too, but only that I had currupted Adult and made him weak in a sense that still seemed uncomfortable to comprehend. Only that a political career and ambition seemed more important that anything else. I felt sick to my stomach. I had Allied myself to a family that was destined to hate and reject me... This was not out of love, our marriage, but of advantage, he saw me as a therapist, not a pedophilec one, and saw the potential in grooming a normal boy from me... Damaris was ignorant, but not her husband Bruce, who knew that we were to meet, not just by fate but a pre-planned deal. It still seemed incomprehensible to accept. I had been wincing then from a stunning rejection by a man that had disvirgined me, and also rejected me after use. It had been Philbert's moment, to prove the loyal. Although he was not as handsome or strong like a Texas ranger. I hadn't actually loved Phil, but I saw him like