" Yes I don't think I have told you yet but elizabeth here is my girlfriend " he said and smiled with pride as if he had won the lottery while I sat down with my heart feeling all tight from guilt. " I am so sorry betty, I didn't know " Cheryl apologised immediately, her face turning red from embarrassment" There is nothing to be sorry for. we only just got together and you can't be sorry for falling in love with someone " I muttered and Alex smiled at me" You know what guys. this air is too cold and tense. let's change the game " Curt said but we all knew he felt bad because cheryl didn't like him the way he liked her. " I'm in support of that, I'm thinking seven minutes in heaven " Kelvin said with a smirk " Ew you just want to do dirty with us girls " cheryl said " Well let's play it. " Cole said winking at Alex who was blushing like a fool. " Okay so we are still going to be using this bottle but just a different game. " kelvin said and Adam came back to sit down" Dude wh

The next two days in school has been hell. Shawn and Adam weren't talking to each other anymore which made Curt and kelvin hang around alone. I was the center of the problem. If only I had kept my stupid feelings to myself and not say a word to Adam.Now shawn hates my guts and it's understandable because I used him and pretended to like him but I don't understand why Adam is avoiding me like I am some plague. I just said I had feelings for him and is it so hard to just reciprocate my love. I actually feel like a slut and the whole school is talking about me. Apparently somehow the school knows that I am in love with Adam and thinks that I cheated on Shawn so I am the bag guy. " There you are " Alex said as the door to the janitor's closet opened, revealing Alex cheryl and cole. At least these three don't hate my guts like the population in school. I'm surprised that cole is still hanging around me. Even cheryl because she liked shawn and Adam is her brother. " You can't hide foreve

ELIZABETH" Mum!!! " I yelled and flinger my suitcase away as soon as I saw mum's car I'm the driveway. she opened the door wearing a big smile " Honey " she said and I wrapped my hands around her neck. her arms wrap around my waist as we hug each other tight. " I have missed you mum. you look so good. " I said " Next time I will leave your bags on the road you hear me " Alex warned as she dropped it next to the door. I grinned at her " Come in for dinner Alex. " mum said and I nodded my head staring at her. I didn't get to ask how the dinner with Cole's family went so now is my chance. " I would love to Mrs Walkers " Alex said and bit her lips because she said mrs." It's fine you are allowed to make the mistake. now come inside and let's make dinner. we have a lot to catch up on guys. " she said and we went into the house with mum. I was the happiest because now I can be with my mum again.After dinner the three of us sat in front of the house on the porch as we laughed. we tal

ELIZABETH:" You are like a cosmos flower these days " mum said that morning when we were having breakfast. " Cosmos flower? " I asked her looking up from my toast" Yes because they are the most beautiful when they are blooming honey and right now you are the most beautiful " she said and I smiled." Mum " I said and she looked at me. " my nightmares stopped " i said and her eyes shot open. she stood up from her seat and walked over to me." You stopped dreaming? " she asked me as she held my shoulders. I laughed at her expression" Yes mum I stopped dreaming. it's been going on for more than a week now. I didn't tell you earlier because I wanted to be sure and now I am so sure mum. he is gone " I said and she hugged me so tight." I'm glad honey. he is gone and he will never find us here. you should start living your life now okay " she said and I nodded, tears falling from my eyes. " You should start living your life too mum " I said and she broke the hug and stared at my face. "

Mr Mike told us to turn in our English essay project in our next class and then he left our class which concluded the end of the class. our next class was the last class this year before our final exams would start. After the exam we were getting out of this shitty school finally. Thank God we didn't submit today because I would be balling my eyes out by now because my assignment was on the dressing table in my room. I left it there yesterday when I went out with Adam. Since we have been dating I have been spending more time with him than reading and doing my assignments. Before I knew Adam I thought my life was complete but now I knew how boring my life must have been if hanging out with just one guy makes me forget a lot of things. People began to leave the class one by one and I was about to leave when I felt cold hand on my hand. I turned to look at Adam who was currently touching my hand before getting the signal he was giving me. I'm guessing he wanted us to wait till the clas