Geoff: Goddammit.  She was scrambling in my arms, but I just tightened my hold on her. What the fuck was I thinking?  Hate me. Loathe me. Despise me. That stupid fucking monologue got me into this shit. I stared down at her face after slamming the door on the boy's face.  Her eyes were bloodshot and her face was wet with tears and snot. She was a beautiful mess. Her lips were also red and swollen. Anger immediately filled me.  "Did you kiss him?" She blinked at me. "Fuuuckk you. Put me doooown." Yes, I could deal with her anger. I gently put her down and she took a step forward. I immediately caught her as she tripped on her own feet.  She slumped to the ground and faced the ceiling, giggling as she tried to make snow angels on the floor.  I crouched down beside her.&

Dinner at Yvette's was lovely. She made jalapeño poppers, seafood paella and a delicious chocolate pie for dessert.  The whole Garcia clan was welcoming. Yvette's husband, Anton Garcia welcomed me with open arms and her son, David Garcia was cute in a next door boy kind of way.  I pretended to be happy, but really I was thinking about Geoff the whole time. I wasn't very good company that night, but no one pointed that out, and for that I was extremely grateful. I would definitely do dinner again with them and I hoped Yvette would invite me again...maybe when I wasn't feeling so down.  I thanked Yvette for dinner, said my goodbyes and drove back home. I jumped out of my truck and wiped away my tears. God, I was miserable. It's like someone is piercing a blunt knife through my chest over and over again. As soon as I walked through the front door, Geoff was on me, pinning me to the wall beside the fron

I parked Geoff's car in the driveway and slumped my head against the steering wheel. How in the ever loving hell will I get him inside?  "Geoff. Wake up." I shook him hard.  He jolted.  "Come on baby. We're home." I got out and opened his door. I leaned in and held his face in my hands. "You have to help me out here Geo. You have to stay awake honey. I don't want to drag you and I can't lift you all by myself. Got that?" He got out on unsteady feet and slumped against me. I wrapped my arm around his waist. "Easy." I locked his car and managed to get him to the front door. I couldn't unlock the door without putting him somewhere. I made him lean against a pillar and made quick work of opening the door.  "Geo. Come on honey." He could barely keep his eyes open, but he leaned against me and stumb

"So I'm not just your fuck buddy?" "No." He said vehemently.  "Hate me. Loathe me. Despise me. But, don't fucking love me. Otherwise, you'd consume me. More than you already do. Until there's nothing left of me without you. I've been telling myself this for days. It doesn't matter now. You're mine and I want you so much. Back at the Bratva, I closed off my emotions. It was the only way to survive. But, seeing you always increases my emotions tenfold. I'm not blaming what I went through for my actions. I'll make it up to you, but you're staying with me." He squeezed my thigh and I was pretty sure my panties were soaked.  "Now that's the Geoff I know. The demanding insufferable ass." He shot me a look.  He drove us to the airport. "Didn't you bring anything with you?" I asked him.  "I knew that I had to bring you back. I didn't

Three years later :"Geo." I groan as Geoff flicks my abused nipple. "You're a monster." I huff when he starts sucking on my other nipple. "I love your tits, dorogoy. It's not my fault they're irresistible."Somehow, after all these years, Geoff can still make me blush. I run my hands through his golden hair and stare into his grey eyes I love so much. The longer we stare at each other, the more heated our gazes become. I run my palm down his naked chest, lightly brushing his golden curls. It doesn't stop there though. I venture further down and am not surprised to find his erection in his sweats. I cup it and stroke. He closes his eyes and I touch my lips to his. An abrupt bang on the door jolts me awake."Ramara, dear. The kids are waiting for you.""I'll be down in ten, Yvette." I holler, despite my throbbing centre. I look beside me and find the other side of the bed empty. It's becoming more frequent these days. I don't know how it started, but I miss him already.With a sig