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Trying To Resist
Trying To Resist
Author: Iris

Little liies

Foremost fragment of life lies in college life. Lifetime essence we gained in college. Humanity and maturity both enter on a selfsame timepiece. It's not like you are not allowed but it's us who don't want to be stressed afresh after covering the stress of entrance. So as we already had the blueprint, why we vanished our olden time. I thought a little about my studies till it didn't come on the semester test. 

             Teachers and student relationships never lie on the same line. Teachers' ideology remains till marks and attendance. 

  

       Students just not used to kill time but also in the way where no one's gonna find the single corroboration. Can't even think about anything out of a relationship. I initiated a slogan for the one who enjoys their life alone,"let's sleep in peace, in future you won't have a single piece". 

          It's early morning; no one is gonna see what's beyond one kilometre as it's a foggy environment. I am just bellowing as loud as I can in the campus park. And after gathering by bunch just like grapes. I started with horoscope prophecy. The guard came running but not like an actor who used to run for their love. He won't let me earn a penny to run my livelihood. It's not about money, it's something which relaxes my mind, when I used to comfort others. From dusk to dawn they just lay in hope, I made them believe. I indeedes to shut the shop, which I started with excitement. 

       

          It's ok as I am already getting late for my college. Before entering the class I used slim pick drops of rose water and shaded a little black under the eyes. In front I knocked the door, first he yelled and said, "please be a little close". Seeing my red eyes and dark circles he said to me in a very polite manner, " Dear, where's your assignment? ''. And after analysing the whole, I gotta know that David was in the canteen. After not submitting, he scolded me and used me to use tissues in front of class. My mind, "YouTube I want to kill". 

     Being hushed, I joined khushi and geshu. They are my spoilers. Khushi was my cousin's sister, geshu was the one who informed us about every detail of class and lectures. I will introduce my rivals later. 

        As the lecture finished we all just went to the canteen as you know the intention behind it, after seeing him from far away I shouted, "mottu aaj kon bachayega", which means; fatty I won't spare you as because of him I got punished. He tried to run with all the food but he forgot that he was in the company of my little brother; dhruv. Dhruv initially pulled out his leg as a breaker; David fell down and a cold drink caught by me. After uttering the drink, I just scolded Dhruv, forcing him to move as fast as he could. Not only was he gonna be punished, it made me go to hell if my mother saw him in the canteen. Injuncting him to move as fast as he can. Freely continued with David, asking him, Where is my assignment? "It's in my stomach, the girl next to you took the work for 50%extra money", he says in trepidation. I just controlled and forgave him by saying, " Know you're gonna complete and I won't let you have a single penny. 

        We are five: dhruv was the elder one from us, David, Khushi, Geshu and I used to look after each other for a long time. It's not easy for all of us to be in the same college; Dhruv was studying in 12 standard. 

      Today, it's Geshu's birthday, we all made him feel a bit low and all planned a party. We went to a club to enjoy ourselves. Both me and Khushi were content to be happy as our minds rolled towards one direction only. After chilling it's time to go back home. 

       I had keys, so I entered the backyard doors like cats. Messaged Dhruv, still he was cold with me. We knew we had to enter unknowingly, otherwise it's not beneficial for me in the future. We can't even be caught by him. Silently entering my room's window with the help of a pipeline, as I jumped in I saw my brother. I want to kill him because of him only I want to be a rat. But he covered behind khushi so he was lucky enough. 

      Because of my mother's only dream I had to choose this subject, I won't be a part of this stream. I am a demanding fashion designer in my dreams. She was very strict and seeing my father's images from the album made me think a little differently. He has a very simple, kind personality as he was over-ornate with studies only. He was no longer with us. My mom was very intelligent also as you are going to know what I am talking about in future. She was not polite like my father was. 

         My brother was in 12 standard, he was a little bit like me, but my mother was full from stress. Whole while worrying about his future. I can't understand what's happened. 

   

           He was 2 years younger than me And he used to be a man for both of us. He couldn't allow us to stand in front of boys; I used to scold him in front of his friends. We all are alike . Khushi and he both lay in the same direction from me. 

            Mother won't allow me to visit my friend on holi. Holi is a festival of colours, an atmosphere overflowing with joy and colours. When geshu came home, asked for permission to allow both me and khushi, she always let her back by any means. She dislikes colours. When his friends came to pick him up they used to say, "ok ma'am you won't allow to play with dhruv, let me play with you", and just to avoid them she needed to allow him to go out. But still it's not like I needed to sit idly when everyone was enjoying themselves. My colony had attached roofs from one house to another and all my friends came on the roof and from one to another we used to play; another day every house aunt used to scold us but it's not gonna be imprinted on our minds. 

I loved to learn different languages and talk to strangers through I*******m and F******k, just to make vocabulary perfect and fine history. I had 12 friends throughout the whole country, they all belonged to different countries. I also let them learn what's true about India. We used to invent something different on a daily basis. I can't let you know my invention so early.

         David came into my life when I was twelve years old, not having enough to know what's right for me. Being a little dumb everyone used me for their profit. We both met at Taekwondo class and we both are national players. It's not about what he feared from me but he won't let me feel different from the track. 

           Khushi was my cousin. Both my and her fathers are brothers. They used to be doctors, it's something which we learnt from the beginning. They both died in an accident and her mother got mad and was admitted to a mental hospital. My mother took all of it the same and never distinguished from anyone on any basis. 

              Mother allocates everything into three parts. She never let us celebrate birthday. Or I can say we never celebrated birthdays. We played at my mother's siesta, she came with a broom and we tried to run away. In Summers we all used to go for walks not for being healthy just to search mango trees and to seize them as much as feasible from us. 

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