EUNIQUE
“I love you.”
Kaisser kissed me upon whispering those words. His voice and touch sent shivers to my spine and coldness to my skin. But I didn’t mind the hype of my nerves, I let him own my cavern the way he wants it to do.
His hands caressed my cheek as he deepened the kiss. I’ve never felt this crazy before. I’ve never felt this excited before.
All the blood in my body came rushing to my cheeks as he laid me on his bed, hovering on top of me. He continued to kiss me as he placed his hands on both sides of my waist.
I let out a moan the moment his tongue found its entrance into my mouth, licking and owning every corner of it. I let him do what he keeps on doing and made myself enjoy it.
Tonight, I’ve decided to take it to the next level. I wanted to give him my everything. It’s not that I don’t care about the consequences, but as a goodbye gift, I want to make him to own me fully.
His hands roamed around the hem of my dress, finding their way inside, towards my bare stomach.
Every touch that he does makes me want him more. Every kiss he offers makes me want to go to heaven. I am no saint nor an angel but these sensations make me feel heavenly. It’s like I’m with the most high. Or am I just high? High up from my love for Kaisser Bennett.
I gasped when I felt his hands cup and massage my breasts, circling and kneading them.
“Kai…” I couldn’t recognize that voice. Is it mine?
“Hmmm…” Kai moaned as he buried his face on my neck, sucking that one sensitive spot. I couldn’t stop the moan from escaping my mouth as I felt the electricity in me rising up. I’m feeling even higher.
His kisses lingered on my neck for a few more minutes before traveling down to my shoulders, down to my chest. He raised my dress to my head taking it off before throwing it somewhere around the room. He trailed light kisses on my chest before reaching my now exposed breasts, sucking my nipple while his other hand played with the other.
I’m going crazy. I’m damn going to crazy with all these feelings setting in right now. I feel so hot, yet I don’t want anything but more. I want this hotter. I want this more and more.
“Ugh…Kaisser,” I moaned as I felt one of his hand touch the center of my thighs. My mind went haywire the moment I felt that same hand tugging the garter of my underwear.
His lips crashed on mine on a very passionate and determined kiss. I tugged on the hem of his shirt and removed it from him. My heart almost dropped when I saw his toned body. So hot, so damn hot.
I didn’t even notice that he finally got rid of my underwear until he parted my legs wide while his thumb circled on my clit. I almost shouted in glee. I’ve never known doing this would give me numerous unknown sensations that I have never felt before.
He unbuckled his belt and placed his pants down. I was so amazed when I saw how turned on he was. He’s right there in front of me—proud and very ready. He crashed his lips on mine again and making me lost in his own little tongue.
He was caressing my core when he stopped and looked at me with piercing brown eyes. “Are you sure you want do this?” he asked as he caressed my face. “We can stop now, honey. You don’t need to pretend you want this to happen—”
I stopped his words and pulled him closer to my face again, giving him a deep kiss. No, I don’t want to stop. This is my plan. This is what I should be doing now.
I want to feel him…even for the final time.
I hugged him tighter as I felt him poking on my core. Damn! I want him now. I don’t know how bad it would hurt but I want him in me now.
I shouted out loud when I felt him filling me up. A mix of pain and completeness is building up inside of me. This sure hurt like hell but the feeling of completeness made me feel really elated.
“Ssshhhh,” he hushed me as he wiped the tears I didn’t know have escaped from my eyes. “I’m sorry.” He said it more than five times before offering me the deepest kiss of the night.
I was lost in his kisses when I felt him slowly moving in and out of me. The pain is slowly disappearing and another emotion was taking in. Pleasure.
I feel him quickening the pace until I felt like I wanted to reach something. I don’t know what that would be but I still want to reach it no matter what. I need to reach it now.
All the happiness in my life can never match this bliss I am feeling right now. I feel like I’m about to enter the happiest place—heaven.
My heart started to race fast the moment he kept on hitting that one spot that made me moan for his name over and over again.
“Eunique…”
“Kai…”
It took a few more thrusts before Kai collapsed on top of me. He rolled to my side and pulled me close, kissing the side of my head. “I’m fucking in love with you, Eunique James. Soon you’ll be my wife,” he whispered, making my heart ache in pain.
Tears started to fill my eyes as I heard those words from him. I swallowed a huge lump in my throat before saying, “I love you, too.”
I love him. I love him to the depths of my being but I’m leaving you right now.
I’m sorry, Kaisser Bennett.
I’m really sorry.
EYE TO EYE“We hate to let you go, Miss James. You are one of my most prized employees,” Anthony Son, my boss, said when I handed in my resignation letter.I gave him a small smile. “I’m sure you’ll find someone even better than me, Sir,” I replied.He sighed and nodded. “Are you sure you’re ready to go back to London?” he asked.I nodded and smiled weakly. “Yes, Sir. It’s been years. I think it’s time.”It’s been four years since I left the United Kingdom for my parents’ approval. I hated leaving but I didn’t have a choice. If I didn’t go, my parents would despise me. This is their dream for me—to become successful in my own field, for greener pasture.It pained me every single day that I was away from my homeland. My heart clenches whenever I see the things he’s given me. I know I don’t deserve
IT’S OVERMonths before I decided to come back to The United Kingdom, I had the idea of how Kai and I would meet again. I imagined it normal and planned because we’re going to talk about the reasons why I left and the reasons why he stayed, if he stayed.But this…this is not what I have planned.I am caught off guard and defenseless. He’s standing in front of me with eyes narrowed at mine, eyebrows creased.My heart almost dropped on the ground the moment I laid my eyes on him. He looks different. Since the last time I saw him, his features matured. His gaze got even more intense. His jaw is even more perfectly carved. And his body…I could only purse my lips and sigh inwardly.I only stopped staring and when he cleared his throat.“What’s with the fun?” he asked but he was looking at Kris.I swallowed a big lump in my throat. I expected this. After leaving h
WAITING LISTThe intensity of the pain I am feeling right at this very moment is almost unbearable. Hearing those hurtful words from the person I value the most makes it extra painful.I was crying the whole drive home and he didn’t even do anything to calm me down. I was crying ugly inside his car, beside him but all he did was drive. No words of comfort. No anything at all.I wiped my tears with my handkerchief and immediately got out of his car the moment he pulled over our gate. I didn’t look at him, nor thanked him for the lift. I didn’t need a ride home. I needed him to take his words back. But I know he wouldn’t. And it’s all my fault.Eurick saw me as I entered the house. His eyes widened when he saw me in this state and walked to me. “Nique, what’s wrong?” he asked, worried.I smiled weakly and shook my head. “This is nothing. I’m just emotional because
THE LASTMy throat ran dry when I heard Kai’s question. An employee with loyalty? An employee with a word of honor? Why is he asking me this question? Has he not moved on from me? From us?I want to know, too. If I was only allowed to ask that question to him right now, I would’ve asked it.Miguel and Paulo looked at me, waiting for my reply.I stared at Kai who’s busy reading my resume. Did he have to read it? I am aware that he knows everything written in it.I cleared my throat. “I am true to my word,” I started and Kai looked up and stared at me, with narrowed, intimidating eyes. My heart is beating fast but I needed to defend myself. I needed to get this slot. “When I say things, I really mean them—”Kai scoffed. “Really?” He smirked.I pursed my lips in a thin line. “Yes, Mr. Bennett,” I replied. “I know myself. When I
CRYKaisser took a very deep breath when he released me from his arms. I immediately felt the emptiness in my heart. I never thought I would be this empty.He looked at me as he took something out of his pocket. “Here. Wipe you own tears,” he said in a very cold tone as he handed me a handkerchief.I looked at it and shook my head. “No, Kai. You need to hear me out first.” I wanted this to end. I’m going to tell him everything now. I want all of this to stop. If he hears my explanation and still decides to leave me, I won’t blame him.He looked at me and pursed his lips in a thin line.I wiped my tears with my palm and swallowed the lump in my throat. “It’s my parents,” I started and snorted. “They wanted me to finish my studies abroad for better chances of getting the best job in the future.” I looked at him and his eyes are on me, waiting for me to conti
WELCOMEI cried the whole day at a park I passed by when I left Nildex. I didn’t care if people give me weird glances and sympathetic stares. My heart is breaking and I don’t have anyone to blame other than myself.I have been away for too long. Four long years. All these times, I have only been thinking of how Kai could forgive me when we meet again. I have always thought of how I could have him back to me. I have always thought of how he would be able to find someone else to have apart from me.I may have hurt him a little too much for him to look for someone else to love.Or maybe he stopped loving me when I left? I don’t know. It doesn’t matter anyway.I went home very late and just thought of the best excuse to tell my parents when they woke up. At least I applied at Nildex. I’m not expecting to get hired, though. I’m even thinking twice now if I really want to work there.
I KNOW WHAT TO DOI stared at him upon hearing those words. I don’t know if I should be happy or not. I’ve been wishing for this moment to come, the time where I can be with him in one workplace. But would I still want it now that I can see how happy he is with someone else?“You just hired me,” I said, repeating what he just told me, in disbelief.He stood up and crossed his arms across his chest. “Yes. I did. So, don’t waste your time and energy applying to some other companies,” he replied. “You said Nildex is the best company for you to exercise and apply what you learned, right? Now that you have the best, would you even look for something lesser?”I was stoned at his question. I don’t know if he’s still talking about the company or about something else.“Why did you hire me?” I couldn’t help but ask. I’m so confused. Does he r
YOUR GIRLFRIENDIt wasn’t that bad after all. I just needed some time to adjust to the new atmosphere but I’m getting by. My colleagues are all bringing about happy vibes so I’m happy. At least I can be happy, even just for a moment.“Who wants pizza for snacks?” Heina asked everyone in the room.Almost everyone raised their hands and the boys even shouted, “All on you?”Heina rolled her eyes. “I won’t ask if it wasn’t, dummy!” she told Charles who asked the loudest.I chuckled on my seat as I reviewed the new applicants for the company. I’m just too happy to be one with them. Being in one company with Kai was bad enough, having ill-mannered members would’ve made it worse.Charles stuck his tongue out. “Buy a lot then!” he beamed earning a glare from Heina.Sofia smiled and looked at me. “Miss Eunique, what else