Chapter 13

This is just another day but not normal. Every Sunday, I considered it as my rest for all the pain. I just focus my mind with my lord.

I dress myself with a blue below the knee dress. Always remember, that if you're going to a sacred place like church, you should wear something presentable because, if you can't respect the Lord with your cloths, then you're not fully respecting him.

The Lord may not command you to wear something formal but you should know it. As I get to sit, I cried because I know, I made a lot of mistake this past few weeks, and that's because of Bullet. I'm sorry for not thinking right just because of a man. I'm sorry because I think, I'm changing myself just to be accepted.

I wiped my tears and continue to say sorry. I want my old self. In just a span of time, Bullet immediately made a havoc in my life. And I'm kinda regretful because I let him in...

Because of what happened to me, I promise to not change myself for someone or just to be acceptable, 'cause the Lor