Chapter 7

Uneasy

Louen's POV

I was staring at my reflection through the mirror while combing my hair, hindi ako makapaniwala na magkakagulo sa club dahil lang sa nangyari kagabi.

At isa pa hindi ako mapakali, I feel tense and confused at the same time even though I don't know what's the reason for it. "Ok ka lang?" tanong ni Rie sa akin ng mapansin niyang kanina pa ako nakatulala dito.

Hinawakan niya ang braso ko at inayos ang buhok ko, "Kaya mo bang magperform ngayon?" tanong niya, she looks so worried, nginitian ko siya at tumango, pero alam ko sa sarili kong hindi pa ako handa.

Natatakot ako baka pag lumabas ako doon ay magkagulo muli ang mga customers, Erille sigh before she shakes my arms, making me look at her and she said, "Ganito na lang ako muna ang mauunang sumayaw ngayong gabi mamaya ka na lang pag ok kana" she said and tilted her head before she smiles at me and give me those, I got you look.

Nginitian ko siya at tumango, "Salamat" bulong ko, bumalik si Rie sa paglalagay ng lipstick kaya tiningnan ko muli ang saking sarili sa harapan ng salamin.

I really feel uneasy, I don't know why...

"El ikaw na sa main stage" tawag sa akin ng isang dancer pero agad tumayo si Erille para sa akin at sinabi, "Ako muna nag mauunang sasayaw ngayon" sambit nito, "Pero sabi si El"

"Ako nga sabi" Erille said and go outside, huminga ako ng malalim bago yumuko sa table at pinilit intindihin ang aking sarili, naguguluhan ako sa aking sarili, at nararamdaman.

Hindi ko alam kung saan ako hindi komportable, kung saan ako nakakaramdam ng kaba? Kung para saan ito kakaibang pakiramdam na ito? Makakasayaw ba ako kung ganito ang nararamdaman ko.

I try slapping my face para umayos na ako pero parang wala itong talab sa akin, tumayo ako at sumilip sa mula dito sa staff room, natanaw kong sumasayaw sa main stage si Erille.

Lahat ng lalaki ay pinagnanasahan siya habang iginigiling niya ang kanyang bewang at bawat tricks na ginagawa niya sa harapan ay katumbas ng perang hinahahagis sa kanya.

She lay down on the floor, seducing every man's eye that lay on her body, this is the domination na tinutukoy niya. Parang inuutusan niya ang mga ito na mag bigay pa ng mas marami sa kanya gamit ang kanyang katawan.

Bawat paghaplos ng kamay niya sa kanyang katawan ay tila parang apoy na nagpapainit sa mga mata ng kalalakihan.

Tumalikod ako at bumalik sa aking upuan pero ng paupo palang ako ay, "El" tinawag ako ni Ma'am CHerille, umikot ang paningin niya sa bong staff room bago niya tinanong, "Nasaan si Erille?" she asked.

"Nasa Main stage Mamo" one of my co-dancer answered her, and then she looked at the stage before she went inside and walked towards my seat. "El sumama ka sa akin" she said and quickly grabbed my wrist.

"P-Po?" tanong ko pero hindi niya na ako binigyan ng chance magtanong at idinaan ako sa gilid kung saan hindi makikita ni Erille at umakyat muli kaming umakyat ng second floor at gaya ng kahapon, sobrang bilis ng pagtibok ng puso ko.

Nanunuyo ang lalamunan ko habang papalapit kami sa pintong iyon ulit, my heart is pounding so mad, that it really gives me a hard time to breath properly.

My whole body feels so uneasy, my blood feels like it is exploding in tenses.

I know behind that door is that man I saw last night, and thinking of him behind that door, makes me weak.

"Wag mo na lang sasabihin kay Erille ito" Ma'am Cherille said and we both stop in front of this black matte door. Halos tumalon ang puso ko mula sa aking katawan sa sobrang lakas ng tibok nito.

Hindi ko na magawang magsalita dahil naghahalo-halo na ang kaba at kakaibang pakiramdam sa aking buong systema, hindi ko alam kung anong maaring mangyari sa loob ng pintong ito pero isa lang ang alam ko.

I'm weak for this man behind this door...

She open the door and let me in before she close the door, the feeling I felt last night happens again and this feels like a deja vu.

He refrained from facing the window and faced me with those dark stares, strong aura and dominant appearance. He's like the high among all men.

He's like an alpha male wolf that could kill me in just a snap, "El" he called my stage name like it was the most beautiful name in the world, how could a simple El sound so beautiful like that.

Mas lalong bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko sa bawat hakbang niya papalapit sa akin, I could see his veins on his arms while his hand is inside his pocket, he's simple black matte shirt gives him that dark aura.

He stand in front of me and say, "Nice to see you again El" nanlalambot ako habang patuloy na naririnig ang boses niya, at halos tumaas lahat ng balahibo ko sa katawan ng haplosin niya ang dulo ng buhok ko.

He lean closer and sofly kiss me on my cheeks, that's the first every kiss on my cheeks that feels so sensual and tempting, I feel like it was hypnotizing me and making me fall for the most dangerous trap he prepare.

I could feel him sniff on my neck and slowly touch my thin arms and slowly rub it with those warm palms, his other hand slowly wrap around my ways, as he move closer making out body touch.

"You smell so nice" he whispered into my ears purposely touching my helix. I could smell his mint breath and manly scent.

I feel so weak and small when I'm in his arms even though I'm 1.68 meters tall. His tall and big with this masculine body and his scent can also make me weaker. Everything about this man makes me weak, I can't stand him.

How can I dominate him when in the first place I already feel under him. "Would you dance for me?" he whispers and gently kisses my ear helix. I don't know but I am like a puppy who quickly follow what he said.

I felt him grin before he face me and say, "Not here" he said and reach for my hand before he hold it so gently and open the door for us, lumabas kami sa silid na iyon at idinaan niya ako sa likuran ng club kung saan ang emergency exit at paglabas namin doon ay may Red Ducati 6098 R na nakapark.

He open in using his car keys and open the door for me, para akong robot na kasasunod lang sa nais niyang gawin, hindi ko magawang tumanggi sa hindi malamang dahilan.

He drove us somewhere a bit far from the club, I felt so suffocated inside the car. His scent smells so good that I can't handle it anymore, that makes me so weak, tila nanlalamig ang mga kamay at paa habang nasa loob ng sasakyan niya at dahil magkatabi lang kami parang ramdam ko ang aura niya.

We stop in front of a big advance building, we enter the wide door beside and it's like an elevator for cars. We reach the rooftop where there's an infinity pool with beautiful lights and this black penthouse above this monter building.

Isa ito sa pinakamataas na building na nakita ko, My dad have already made buildings like this but I could say that this is kinda amazing, the structure of the building is so powerful.

Lumabas siya sa loob ng sasakyan ng maipark na ito at binuksan ang pinto pa ra sa akin, "As you please" he whisper before he smirk and gently hold my hand. We went inside the penthouse, and as soon as we stepped inside the lights automatically opened.

The black walls that I thought suddenly turned into a glass wall, my lips parted as I looked at the whole view outside, this amazing.

My eyes roam around the place, "Wanna live here?" he ask, natigilan ako dahil sa sinabi niya at agad umiwas ng tingin at umayos ng tayo. I know he brought me here for his secxual needs.

And if this is the day I'll lose my virginity, I will face it. "You can live here if you want too" he said and reach for my hand and walk up the stairs, the second floor is filled with high ceiling doors, and it all color black.

He brought me to the last door at the end of the hall and opened it, I was stiff when I saw a pole inside that room. Don't tell me he already brings a lot of pole dancers here?

"I put this pole here yesterday for this" he whispered in my ears before he gently pushed me inside and closed the door. This room consists of one pole at the center and a black contemporary canopy bed in front of the pole and a leather chaise lounge chair at the side, nothing else but this three.

He slowly let go of my hands and walked towards the bed while taking off his coat and loosening his neck tie. He sat on the brim center of the bed in front of the pole and rested his arms a the bed.

He clicks something on the small remote on his hand and suddenly the room turn into a dim blue lights and a music plays.

I know why I'm here, I'm a stripper, I should do my job as one.

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I hold the pole and look straight to his eyes, as he dominantly stares at me. Watch me like I'm the most beautiful he has ever seen. Fire in his eyes is see-through, temptation and possession.

I started moving my hips, playing with the beats of the music and started lifting up my body in the pole and started making pole tricks.

"Trust me, trust me, I don't like being alone thinking bout ringing your line, I wish you would come home but I'm just tryna balance my space, I'm just tryna protect my space" his stares starting a flame inside my body,my blood is going crazy, he's like a liquor that makes me drunk.

He's all attention is on mine, he's not taking off his eyes on me, watch every move I take and senxually clenched his jaw and gulf.

I slowly get drowned in his presence and set me on fire, I close my eyes and feel the music as I give my passion into this dance. The soft tone of music makes my body feel hot.

I go down and stand up behind the pole, staring at those eyes, he stands up and start taking his step close to me, I don't know but I continue dancing while he stand up in front of me and wrap those warm arms on my waist.

He lean on my neck to take a sniff and I let him have crumpled feelings, that makes me go insane.

"I don't really need the pain but I love to feel the pain maybe I could use a break, so we just might have to wait, 'cause we're way too in love, Just to fuck and let go 'cause we're way too involved, Just to cut and not call" the music keeps playing and his lips started touching my neck, and his hand sofly caresses my back.

His left hand slowly went down on my hips down to my thighs and gently lip it up, reason for me to stand dancing and hold into his arms for balance support. But he held my hands using his right hand and put it above my head and leaned it on the pole.

He started leaving wet kisses on my neck and up to my jaw before he started giving me soft kisses on my cheeks. I just close my eyes and start feeling his sweet kisses and the way he makes me feel so delicate.

His thin lips are so soft, the way it touches my skin builds a hot temptation inside my whole system. The music keeps playing and the seduction the lyrics bring adds more sexual sensation with every touch he makes.

I weakens when his lips touch mine, slowly moving it and gently sucking my lower lips, he's pinching my thighs a bit and move pinned me in the pole using his body even more, that makes me feel something bulge on my stomach.

The way he moves his lips is like drugs that could start to rule my whole body and soul, heat is surrounding my body, I could feel his left hand touching the edge of my dress and slowly lifting it up.

Touching my two-piece bottom, and teasingly pulling the garter down, until he removed it on my legs. He stops kissing me and looks at what he gets, he urges a smile before he tensely stares at me and sniffs at my two-piece bottom.

I don't know but seeing that it just heated up my whole face, I would like to cover my face out of embarrassment but he locked it above my head. I just avoided his gaze and try to look away, but he held my chin and make me face him.

"Don't look anywhere when my eyes are on you, I'm possessive, I want all your attention" he whispered before he let go of my bottom on the floor and continued kissing me again.

I started kissing him back but my eyes widened when I felt that warm hands on my wetness, "Hmm" hindi ko alam kung saan ng galing iyon pero hindi ko maiwasang mag react sa bawat pagtama ng maiinit na palad na iyon sa aking balat.

"I'll start" he whispers and goes down to my next, starts kissing and licking my skin making me whimper in heat. He's hands start playing with my wetness as he keeps me distracted to his possessive kisses on my neck.

His movements slowly started two get rough as he inserted his finger on my wetness, he let go of my hand before he lifted me up and pushed my weight through the pole as he started thrusting his fingers inside of me.

I wrap my arms on his neck and lean my head on his shoulders, as I keep gasping for air because what he's doing down there makes me lose oxygen on my whole body. I breathe heavily and he moves his hands faster and continues to be rougher and aggressive.

Then he started sucking my neck, "Hmmm" I whisper and bite his shoulder as I shiver on it because of the pleasure I'm feeling down there. He continues doing what he's doing on my neck and in my wetness at the same time.

I'm going crazy, this pleasure is drawing and stimulating so much strength on my body, I hold him and hugged him tightly as I felt something inside of me starting to build up, I know that's a women orgasm and I don't want to let it go because it would be so embarrassing while his finger is inside of me.

"Don't control it El, let me make you satisfied" the moment that he speaks and thrusted his finger deeper, is also the moment I release that liquid down there. I hide my face on his neck as he removes his hands on me and holds my waist.

Bumaba ako sa pagkaabuhat niya at patuloy na itinago ang aking mukha sa kanyang leeg, I feel him chuckled before he gently pushes me away to see my face and slowly remove my mask.

As he saw my bare face he stopped for a second before he aggressively cupe my face and kissed me. He kissed me like I was the most precious thing he owns. "Now I really won't let you dance there anymore" he whispered between our kisses.

After those kisses he pulls my dress down revealing my nakedness in front of him, he gazes at me like he's going to devour me, before he kisses my eyes, nose, cheeks, and lips. "I'm really owning you from this day" he utters in a husky voice before he make me turn my back on him, and I saw a mirror behind the door, that face the pole and the bed.

I could clearly see my whole nakedness through my reflection, and also his dark eyes that stare at my reflection also. He kisses my shoulder gently by not breaking those stares and he slowly wraps his hands on my small waist and slowly moves down to my wetness.

He just let me watch what he's doing before he went one step backward and started unbuckling his belt and opening his pants. "Hold into the pole will you" he ordered while still locking those hot stares on me.

I followed what he said and held onto the pole with my two hands. He pulled my waist one step backward and slowly pushed my back to bend over the pole. I could see myself in this position before he let out that hard thing he's hiding.

I could almost fall on the floor witnessing that kind of thing, is that supposed to be that big? Would that fit me?

He bends over my back before he makes me look at him and kissed me on my lips, as he started positioning himself.

I close my eyes so tight in fear of what it would feel like, am I gonna rip apart with that thing?

I felt the tip of it on my wetness and started penetrating me, "AHHH!' I shouted in pain between our kisses, making a stop and looking at me with frowned brows. "Don't fucking tell me..." he stops, and tears started to fall from my eyes.

It's so painful! I'm gonna die..

"You're a virgin '' he whispered before his eyes darkened even more and clenched his jaw.

He removes his things slowly and I cry in pain and carry me and put me on the bed before he positions above me. He gives me a sweet peck on my cheeks before he wipes my tears and says...

"This time I'm really marking you as mine"