Giving up isn't an option anymore!
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You know the moment in your life in which you blame yourself for everything, and you just want to go back to the past perspective but you can't and you are stuck now in that situation in which you were not supposed to be stuck, but why can't we get through other people's mind and see how this world works? Is this hard to get the knowledge?
You know what? I shouldn't have come here. I should have thought thoroughly about the situation before coming here but I didn't. now I'm stuck in my room. The door is locked which I locked myself with myself and he was beating the door nonchalantly; singing some stupid song
"I want to relinquish in you, for- forever"-----------------------------------------------------------------------"Is she dead?"I heard a fainted voice when everything around me was in black. The wind around me has something different in itself. The first time I felt very light; with no pressure like I'm lost in thoughts."No, she can't be dead she didn't even marry anyone or have children. The fuck she never even dated anyone or left alone the kissing thing. I mean at least she should have lost her virginity before dying."" so Vanessa you want Amanda to lose her virginity before dying?""Ah, Mrs Parker I didn't mean that I mean..""After everything clears up we will talk!"Good for Vess because she can't keep her mouth shut. And I wanted to scream so badly that I've kissed Cole many times but then I realized if I did that I would be the one who was going to be in the limelight for asking so many questions for the rest of my life.Great just great perks of being Amanda parker."Wel
Who will you believe? your heart or your brain?---------------------------------------------------------------------It's been a week since that exhausting moment of my life happened in my own house but that incident also changed my relations with my mother, my friends and with the ColeI'm not going to admit that whatever happened was correct of course it was not but I admit that whatever happens had a sign behind it.And the school has changed. Changed for good. people started giving no damn to anyone to whatsoever think the popular students. There were not curious glances anymore only overwhelming gestures to hold on to.I think you guys remember the incident here in the school near the parking area at the gateway when Beatrice and Joseph both went furious and kissed each other noncha
"Loving is a forever thing" --------------------------------&&--&-:%%-------------;;;- It was breathtaking almost breathtaking!No, even that word wouldn't be enough to describe the palace or place what I can say? Well, it was marvellous and beautiful. It was like those whom I had described in my dreams of castles. And here I'm wondering How much rich one can get? And all the luxurious cars were parked in the parking zone when we were trying to find the place for our old model Desire. We have a special pass which the school has given us. I mean all the school students or members or anybody related to the school had this pass of special entry. I don't know why his parents are doing this? And if they want to; why they are inviting every contiguous body of school as if our existence would matter to them.
Unpredictions are waiting for you everywhere -+-++-+++-+-+--+--+--+--+-++--++-++-++--+--+- It's a school morning again, ugh I hate going to school. It is a stupid place where everywhere everyone is throwing tantrums. It's already seven in the morning and school is going to start one hour from now on. I've to get ready. "Fuck! fuck! fuck!" "Amy, what are you saying?" Mom asked from the kitchen. "Oh! Mom, I'm just pretending to be a duck that's why I said Quack! quack! quack!" Amanda, you're so dead dear I thought to myself. "And why that so? Are you pretending to be a duck? Anyways you're getting late for your school. Now hurry up." I quickly ran to the washroom to shower. The shortest
Nothing is real -+-+-+-+-+-+-++-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+ Vess is so excited about the party and I've never seen her like this before so I decided to go with her but it's not easy to convince my mom. Vess assured me that she will talk to her. As we headed towards the Mc'D Vess turned on the radio and guess what she started singing. "Oh oh Despacito! Bla!bla!bla! Despacito" her laughter echoed through the whole car. So, I also started singing. "Despacito! I don't know how to sing this songito and this is freaking amazingto Despacito" and we laughed so hard. I changed the channel and here comes Nicki Minaj's Anaconda and Vess started rapping. I don't know what she is saying but it's freaking hilarious to see her like this. So, I also started dancing at the same time we-we were laughing so hard. Then a voice came. "Look at these girls and their talent."
Affection is an astonishing thing -+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+;+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+- Amy...." A low whisper dragged me out of my sleep. I opened my eyes slowly, my sight was blurred and a figure was standing near me but my sight was still blurred. "Amy.." again that voice yelled. "Wake up wake up", then someone poured a whole bucket of freezing water on me. "Holy freaking bubblegums! What's the matter with you." I yelled. "Language! Watch your language young lady. Now wake up." Mom yelled. And there she stood Samantha Parker, my mom, in not so good mood. "Amanda Parker!! You've 5 minutes to get ready, now hurry up. And don't get late I won't allow you to be late for school." "But.." I whined. "Don't but with my lady." I quickly ran towards the washroom for a shower. "You don't have much time, eat your breakfast in school." Then she leaves. Let me tell you one thing, my mother is very strict about timing. I can understand it. She's a very busy woman as she's a lawyer, that's why
The difference between stupidity and genius is that genius has its limits. -----------------------------------------------------------Ever wondered what will you do when you don't want to do anything Nah you don't because I'm holding this phone and whoever is on the other side of it just want to laugh at my situation. I asked again,"Hello??????""Parker is so clumsy, clumsy is a nerd but Parker is an idiot while I'm smart as fuck.""In your dreams" I muttered."What did you just say?""Nothing so tell me what do you want and how did you get my house no?""I think you forget that I'm the star of our school and no one can say no to me if I want something" he finished. I can feel that he has his smirk plastered on his face. Ughh I just want to wipe that expressio
Don't judge emotions judge Intentions -------------------------------------------------Second time in a day I am completely drenched in cold water. I stood there open-mouthed and soaked, I wanted to curse him but I felt disgusted so I pulled my soaked t-shirt away from me and pushed away from the hair that was stuck to my mouth.Urgh!!I was just struggling to get away from my drenched shirt when I looked up to question him he was just looking into my eyes. His eyes were so hypnotizing. Oh God if I looked into them with the same passion he's looking then I will do something which I might regret later.Then look away damn it.So I started fixing my attire which is completely drenched in water. I don't know when and how he's in