Goddess what are you doing? How can she smell that amazing and make my wolf believe she’s my mate when she’s Jackson’s?! I’m so confused and angry, I know she’s with him right now and I just want to run to her and mark her as mine! I hate the idea of his filthy man-whore hands being all over her. ‘MATE’ my wolf keeps screaming in my head. What kind of horrible trick is this?! I go to my fathers office, I need to ask him what he thinks is going on. “Alpha?” I say while knocking. “Enter” “Hi” I say with my my teeth gritted to farther to avoid sounding disrespectful. “Hello Finn, I’m glad you came to me, care to explain your outburst earlier?” He looks at me like I deliberately did something wrong. I run my hand through my hair and sigh, “I don’t know what to do,” I admit, “I’m so confused, I’m wolf is determined that she’s my mate and goddess does she smell intoxicating. But I don’t understand how that’s even possible, I felt my mate die, how can she be my mate? And how would sh
God, this bed was amazing. I slept like a baby, I’m awake now but I’m so comfortable I don’t want to leave it ever. Then I remember I’m still in last nights clothes and I haven’t showered! Remembering that Jackson was going to check in on me I remove myself from the covers and run to the shower with my bag of clothes. Goddess even the shower looked like heaven, a huge waterfall shower head and such a big space that it looked like a small wetroom inside the bathroom itself. It’s as I stand under the warm water that I think about what to say to Jackson. I told him about my mother but I didn’t tell him about the fact that I’m not a human, would he try to run from me if I did? I don’t understand it tbh, I can’t believe I trust him so much, I have heard about mate bonds but I was told I’d never have one because of my mixed blood. So it can’t be that and I just don’t understand what’s going on. I just feel so guilty that he’s been so inviting and honest with me and I agreed to stay withou
She stared at me dumbfounded and worried, “you’re... you’re a wolf?” She starts to pull out of my grip and I can’t help but panic. “I can’t believe my senses are so dormant that I missed this,” She cups her face in her hands, “I can’t stay here then, because my old pack will request for me to be returned.” My mouth drops open all over again.“Don’t say that, of course you can stay! I’ll protect you from anything.” I reach out for her and pull her into me again, “you were in a pack before? Are you trying to say you’re a wolf too?” I didn’t understand what she was trying to say, my mind was running a mile a minute but all I could focus on was making her stay.“Not exactly, i lived with my mum and dad in a pack back in America.” She was, “that’s why when i told my Aunt and her mate about what I saw my mum was kicked out. She was made rogue.” Oh goddess, what is happening?! “So you are a wolf?” I question again.She sighs, “it would be so much simpler if I was, you see my mum is a wolf,
I gave Jackson a weak smile and turned back to his father. “When my father heard he couldn’t believe it, he wanted to get me out as quickly as possible. My mum ended up killing him because she couldn’t stand the idea of leaving her pack and defying her Alpha. She hadn’t meant for me to see so when I screamed and ran she came after me. I went to my Auntie Mays and her and her mate told the pack council about what I told them. The Alpha had no choice to make my mother a rogue as a result, even though he was glad that she had stopped my father.” I sighed and wiped off my face.“He then said he would ‘take me in’ and care for me even though my Aunt wanted me. She realised what was happening and one day during my wolf training, she gave me a bag with some clothes and money and told me to run, she told me not to stop and never to contact her as I wouldn’t be safe. The Alpha would hunt me and so would my mum. I was upset and wanted to stay with her but I was so grateful she found a chance fo
It has been a week since I’ve been at home, my wolf and I can’t take being away from our mate anymore. Just knowing she’s in the house with him is driving us crazy. Dads been asking the elders about what is happening but nobody seems to understand as this hasn’t happened before.Apparently wolves have been known to find their second chance mates while they’re still with their first destined mate but they’ve never known it to be between brothers. They’re not even sure if that should be possible. Nowhere in any of the history books written of our kind is there even one mention of this.‘We have to see mate, she will know it’s us not him’ my wolf is pacing, I haven’t been able to let him out since we smelt her because he would go to claim her and I can’t let that happen until we understand this. But I can’t hold back from seeing her anymore, I won’t claim her as mine but I have to see her, before anyone can say anything I find myself marching towards the pack house.Goddess, please let h
“Come in Jackson.” I cringed, I had to control myself but goddess was it difficult!“Alpha, Finn.” He nodded at both of us and came to sit in the chair next to mine with a grunt escaping his mouth, he wouldn’t look directly at me. I guess I get it, I may be his brother but I’m still ‘competition’. “Jackson, I - I’m sorry. I honestly wish this wasn’t happening but I can’t help it, it’s not me, it’s the bond. I’m sorry brother.” I couldn’t hold it in anymore, a stray tear made it’s way down my face.“Finn, look at me.” I reluctantly looked my brother in the face and he finally made eye contact with me. “I don’t hate you for this I’m just mad at the moon goddess for doing this to us. You deserve a mate but Misha is mine, I can’t just walk away even if it’s for you. I hope you understand, I don’t want to hurt you but I need her, I already love her.” He looked at our father who looked just as lost as us. “I’m sorry, I just needed to know if I was imagining it, but I know now it’s real an
I had a great time out with Jackson’s mum, she’s so friendly, turns out I can be close to a mother figure without being under threat. She is truly amazing. We shopped and she kept encouraging me to go so many different clothes that I loved, I never really had this many things before because it wasn’t easy to pack up and run if I had too many things.After we got home Jackson came to our room and asked me to have a chat with him and his brother Finn.Mates.They were my mates. Both of them. Brothers. But my mates. How did that even make any sense? I don’t know what to do now, I’m laying in bed worried about having to choose and break one of these men. But not only breaking one of them but breaking their bonds as brothers! How was I supposed to do something like that? I couldn’t believe that a few weeks ago I was alone just worrying about keeping myself safe and now I had to worry about who to give my heart and soul to. It seemed surreal, I never pictured myself in a problem like th
“Finn? You can turn back now, thanks for the hoodie.” He turned and smiled, I could tell he like me in his clothes, just like Jackson did when I wear his T-shirt’s to bed. “I couldn’t sleep and decided to go for a run, I hadn’t shifted in almost two years so you can imagine how great it was to run around for a few hours!” I giggled at how silly I must seem.“Two years?! Goddess I don’t think my wolf would ever let me get away with that. He used to go crazy when I made him wait a week while on school trips with humans!”“I know it must seem crazy but it was the safest thing for me, I covered my scent so supernaturals couldn’t tell I was one of them be it wolf, vampire or witch. I couldn’t risk anyone knowing me or what I was.” I looked down at me feet and sighed. “What’s got you up at night then?” I made eye contact as I sat and tapped the ground beside me.He walked over and sat next to me, this was our first proper interaction with each other but I wasn’t worried. In fact I was extre