I had a great time out with Jackson’s mum, she’s so friendly, turns out I can be close to a mother figure without being under threat. She is truly amazing. We shopped and she kept encouraging me to go so many different clothes that I loved, I never really had this many things before because it wasn’t easy to pack up and run if I had too many things.After we got home Jackson came to our room and asked me to have a chat with him and his brother Finn.Mates.They were my mates. Both of them. Brothers. But my mates. How did that even make any sense? I don’t know what to do now, I’m laying in bed worried about having to choose and break one of these men. But not only breaking one of them but breaking their bonds as brothers! How was I supposed to do something like that? I couldn’t believe that a few weeks ago I was alone just worrying about keeping myself safe and now I had to worry about who to give my heart and soul to. It seemed surreal, I never pictured myself in a problem like th
“Finn? You can turn back now, thanks for the hoodie.” He turned and smiled, I could tell he like me in his clothes, just like Jackson did when I wear his T-shirt’s to bed. “I couldn’t sleep and decided to go for a run, I hadn’t shifted in almost two years so you can imagine how great it was to run around for a few hours!” I giggled at how silly I must seem.“Two years?! Goddess I don’t think my wolf would ever let me get away with that. He used to go crazy when I made him wait a week while on school trips with humans!”“I know it must seem crazy but it was the safest thing for me, I covered my scent so supernaturals couldn’t tell I was one of them be it wolf, vampire or witch. I couldn’t risk anyone knowing me or what I was.” I looked down at me feet and sighed. “What’s got you up at night then?” I made eye contact as I sat and tapped the ground beside me.He walked over and sat next to me, this was our first proper interaction with each other but I wasn’t worried. In fact I was extre
I hated having to share her. The idea that she might pick Finn over me was driving me crazy. I couldn’t deal with the fact she had two mates, let alone the other being my brother.I stayed up all night in the gym going through many bunching bags. I went to see her in her room yesterday but she was asleep after her run. I found her laying there in my T-shirt but Finn’s jumper. I was so angry I could hardly hold my wolf back. I understand she has a choice to make, but why would the moon goddess do this to me? I know I hadn’t waited for my mate, I really wished I had now, maybe this was my punishment for my man-whore ways. She might pick him and I don’t know if I’d be able to deal with that, would I be able to stay as an Alpha with a broken soul and my mate being with my brother in the pack I’m supposed to run? I don’t think that would ever be something I could deal with, even if I asked them to leave the pack I doubt I’d be able to function as a good enough Alpha to my pack. Walking b
This last couple of days with my mate had been amazing. Our run went well and we spent the entire next day together! We made brownies together and I’m sure we got more flour over each other and the kitchen then in the actual mix. Let’s just say that the chef wasn’t impressed when she came in to make lunch and found us in that state! I was always the serious brother but now I felt carefree and happy. If this is how Jackson felt when he was running around avoid his duties then I understood, it was an addictive feeling and I wanted more. More fun, more happiness, more to her. Misha. The goddess that owned me and my soul. She was everything and I was nothing, to be in her presence and hear her stunning voice was to be in heaven.If there was ever an embodiment of the moon goddess on earth, she was it. Stunning, brave, powerful, and yet soft and kind. How after all her hardships in life she became this amazing woman I will never know. The strength I refer to isn’t her power, while that is
Jackson sat down behind his desk just as I walked in with flushed cheeks.“Been running? Or just tripped over thin air and got embarrassed?” A rumbling laugh fell out of his mouth.“Hey!! That only happened once and you swore not to bring it up again!” I glowered at him and crossed my arm over my chest. “Okay, okay, I surrender!” He held his hands up, “then why, my sweet, are you blushing?”“If you must know, I lay on my bed and then remembered you wanted to chat to us so I rushed to get dressed and get here!” I lied, I didn’t want them to know I had heard their earlier conversation. “Anyway, where’s Finn?” “Oh, he’s just getting us some coffee.” “You two seem civil again?” I smiled warmly.“I suppose we are love, I care deeply for him, he’s my blood, my wolf has just been on edge around him because of... well you know why. But it doesn’t mean I won’t one day get over my wolf and be his brother in the public eye again.” He smiled back at me with a cheeky gilt in his eyes, god I lov
I was fuming, how could she think so little of herself? How could she believe that we would let her go alone to die? Didn’t she know we loved her?! I was ready to start shouting again when i heard her whisper, “I could have had my revenge, I could have been free, but I can’t have their blood on my hands too. I’ve taken enough lives already. I can’t do that again.”What is she on about? She needs to know this is a kill or be killed situation, if she had just let me finish she would have heard my plan! She started to whisper through sobs again, “I can’t become a killer again. I won’t survive it.” My heart lurched, my poor mate, she’s so broken. Who has she had to kill before? “I need you to both sit on the sofa and take a hand each. I need to show you something. I’m sorry if your opinions of me change, I will take the rejection that I deserve, but first let me show you.” I started to speak and she pressed a slender finger to my lips, “just do as I ask, both of you, please?” The spa
(FLASHBACK CONTINUED...)Just keep running, don’t stop.My aura was rolling off me in waves and I could see fighting it to continue the chance was taking its toll on his warriors, they had started to fall back no matter how hard they were trying to resist. The Alpha roared in anger and pushed himself more. I was too tired to keep up this pace. But he was gaining on me so I kept trying.Just keep running, don’t stop.There, what’s that noise? I can here a strong whooshing sound... a waterfall!! I ran knowing if I made it I could relax as I fall to the water below, they wouldn’t follow me down a waterfall! Just keep running, don’t stop.My legs were a blazing fire of pain, I was slowing down even though I seemed to be pushing myself harder.Just keep running, don’t stop.My legs felt like they were weighed down with lead. But I was at the edge now, I leapt over the cliff leading to the waterfalls deep drop. I closed my eyes.Pain. That’s all I could feel. Pain erupted throughout my b
Jackson and I had been sitting here in his office for a long time. I know one of us should probably have gone after Misha but we were still processing everything that had just happened. She had shared her memories with us, she had been through a lot, she had been responsible for the entire packs death that everyone in the werewolf community was still living in fear of. Everyone thought whatever mystical events had occurred there would soon follow and kill every pack in the blink of an eye. Nobody could ever know it was her, but in a sense I felt safer and better for our pack knowing there isn’t some dangerous force of nature out there killing wolves. But our poor Misha, she’s lived with that ever since knowing, however unintentional it may have been, that those deaths lay in her hands. At the age of 15, it’s no wonder she kept running even though she could have easily dealt with her mother and her previous Alpha, she hid as a human because of the guilt. “I’m going to go find her,