“What?” She was understandably confused. I sat ran a hand through my hair before letting them relax on my lap. “What I am saying is, I am fucking gorgeous.” Emma rolled her eyes before I could continue. “But if I am an 8 then you are a 10. you may have pubescent body and braces right now but everyone says it, even I see it. When you are done with your . . . awkward years, girl you will be a sight to behold. And even if you were turnip faced, you should only have sex when you want to and when you are ready not when people think that you should be. I have known you all your life Em and that is why i am pained to see you sell yourself short.” I tried not to cringe as I said the last sentence knowing how hypocritical it may sound considering five minutes ago I was wailing over a guy who probably didn’t care. “Are you just telling me this because I`m your sister or you really think so?” “I am telling you this despite you being my sister you are so annoying that you don’t deserve to hear
Catherine was one of the people who who agreed that dreams were a reflection of ones inner thoughts or fears. Which is why this dream made absolutely no sense. Fine she had a crush on her professor, but half the population of the class did and the person she was in love with was Adrian. She had even developed the habit of mapping out their whole lives in her head, and occasionally the back pages of her lecture note books, yes it was high school-ish but it wasn't her fault that he looked so dreamy whole dozing off in class, and not a single hair out of place, She wondered how he did that, in her case even on her good days by the time she got back home, it was not a hair in place. One part of her contemplated diving back under the blanket and another was saying it was best to get up rather than putting off facing the harsh reality that is her involvement in this life. The former won and just as she rest her alarm she noticed her phone screen turn on signifying a notification but not
All through the way, my mind was clouded by the thought of Adrain. The dick didn't make an effort to call and check up on me and that hurt badly. I heaved a sign, which was more of frustration than anger. Which made me think if I was exaggerating things that weren't there, how was I sure if Adrian really liked me not to talk of love. "Was I placing myself where I shouldn't be?" I facepalmed myself thinking of how ridiculous I was to think a rich, heavenly like bring would settle for a nobody like me."Oh Catherine dear," I murmured, pitying myself as I picked the invisible dirt that was in my fingernails.I looked outside the window of the moving taxi, there seemed to be a bit of a traffic and a lot of horning, thankfully the glasses were rolled up, reducing the sharp sound and noises of the wild life outside.I checked the Time and realized I had just some minutes left and wished the driver could go any way fast but it wasn't possible from the traffic that was moving so slow. I heav
It was quite alarming each time, Mr Brandon comes somewhat close to me while we walk to the restaurant. I get the high sensual feeling and it was so high that I hardly want our eyes to meet, scared he might be able to read what I feel.It downed on me that the night club was having a huge effect on my thinking and everything fucking turns me on. Emerald once told me that maybe because I was still a virgin that was why I hardly think straight which might now begin to make sense.I reached for the door but was stopped by Mr Brandon who held my hand midway, the electrifying feeling I got from his touch made me remember the faceless man in the strip club. How much I wish to see him, and now my honey pot is taking a toll on me.He open the door and offer I go in first and I swear again I felt like a princess that I should have been, he was the only person so far who has ever treated me with such sweet gesture and I can't help but love and appreciate it.Funny that I was worried sick of my
Grrizzzzzzzzz! Grrizzzzzzzz!I struggled to turn off alarm without opening my eyes. Yes it was my alarm that sounded like that. It originally sounded like `Ringggggg! Ringggggggg!` But it was a like million years old. I scooted to the edge of my bed and tried to reach for the alarm eyes closed and to snooze it, just five more minutes, five more minutes of bliss, my hand not fully awake swiped and everything on my nightstand ended up in the floor with loud crashing noises which jolted me awake and led my to scrambling movements that had me sliding off the bed, my tangled bed sheets wrapped around and entrapping my left leg.I quickly held on to the floral patterned curtain at my window and ended up pulling the whole thing off as I ended up on the floor, the curtain over me, my alarm clock still of course ringing.My name is Catherine and I hate my life."What the fucking hell is wrong with you."A 40 year old woman barged into the room with an overnight mask raised to the top of her he
Catherine.Adrian Peterson, the new transfer student in my class who just walked in now. Tall, rich and egoistic and a bad influence, I nearly sighed out loud. The man of my dreams. In my 20 years of life I've never been in love, didn't even believe in it but this, this is it. Mrs Catherine Peterson, rolls right off the tongue, doesn't it? Or thoughts rather since no one knows of my love for him. Except of course Beast and Emerald. They think it's just a crush and he's a jerk who doesn't deserve my affections but they don't know him like I do. Since the first time I saw him slam the door on a lecturer I knew our first son's name was going to be Adrian junior. Yeah, he's an antisocial guy with anger issues but he has his reasons I'm sure.The class ended and as I was walking out of the lecture hall, I was trying to get my vibrating cell phone out of my bag while walking and bumped into Adrian who seemed to have been distracted too.He mumbled an apology and I couldn't help it. I giggle
Catherine.I strain my eyes and try to read my horrible handwriting in the dim light, hating myself for not writing well."You keep that up Catherine and you'll get blind before my hip bones stop working." I look up at Garcia who was already looking down at me and my pathetic organic chemistry note."Gar, I need to study, I'm having tests and exams and I have no idea what they've been teaching and my head feels blocked." My voices choked at the end I hate how weak I sound."Attempting to blind yourself in the dark isn't going to help, come on now, keep those books or get a day off." Garcia scolded but I can tell she is being caring.She's a sex worker in the gentleman's club I work at because calling her a prostitute is rude, she is a thirty five years old and has a body to die for. She is an immigrant from Mexico and when she couldn't get a job because she didn't go to school, she settled for the job that had made her leave her birth country. I admire her strength.Though she says th
Catherine."Hello?" I call out in the dark, feeling very much like I'm in a horror movie, a bad horror movie if I'm being honest.I pause, I even stop breathing for dramatic effect you know, waiting for the gold eyes and growl and then I'll see a sexy man sitting right there and he'll sniff the air and tell me he can smell my arousal, wait first, am I aroused? Nah I don't think so.None of that happened of course, instead I hear a command."Don't switch the lights on and stop that thing you're doing with your leg!" The same deep voice snapped.Maybe he is a werewolf, I'm totally fine, it's not like I've been reading werewolf books. I have not. At all."I said stop it." I look up, eyes desperately searching in the dark.I'm a foreplay kind of girl, I assume, it's not like I've ever kissed anyone, well I've kissed Beast in third grade but that doesn't count, back to the situation at hand, they say not seeing makes everything more intense, yeah no it doesn't, I'm freaking out in my leath