*PHOEBE'S POV*
What the hell was that?He just stormed out of my room like he was running from getting laid. I know how to do my shit and that would have been proven if he just stayed and let us get naughty. I sighed heavily.
I thought that Alphas had a high sex drive, or is it that he thinks that I am a virgin? Oh no! Was he in love with someone else? I mean, all he had to do was to say so.
Even if he had someone else, shouldn't he get rid of that person for me? My number one rule was never to fall in love, because every beast man or woman, or shifter had their awaited mates. The mate bond was that magnetic pull that drew two souls together, to love each other for eternity.
Going against the mate bond would anger the goddess, and whoever performed the rejection would face some karmic stuff that would cause the bond to be severed. Rejection came with pain, and I deeply desired for Hudson to want to spend his life with me.
Alright, I needed a plan to handle this runaway mate fiasco. I'll talk to Chad tomorrow for more details about Hudson and see what's up with that dude.
My wolf, Keke whined after he ditched us as though he didn't like what he saw. Didn't he find me appealing? I ran my hands over my boobs and curves. My body was very sexy and I could give it to him in a way that would make him come back for more. Only women should play hard to get, but I am not a quitter. Let's see what he does the next time that I get him alone.
'His room is two stories up. Let's go see him.' Keke cries.
"Brilliant idea!" I told her. I threw on a bathroom robe to cover my skimpy night gown and explored my way to find the room that would give off his scent. I sniffed the air as I stood at the top of the stairs.
I turned left, and found the sweet morning dew mixed with chocolate scent. I stood before the door and tried the knob. The disappointment of it being closed jabbed at me, but I knocked and waited.
Ten minutes passed and I was still there. "Wasn't he in there?" I asked Keke.
'He's there.' Keke told me, 'I spoke to his wolf.'
"Did you ask him why he's avoiding us?" I pouted at my failure to accomplish seeing him.
'He won't tell me, but he wants us.' She said with much hope.
"Then tell him to help."
'He says that he tried but Hudson is hardheaded.'
Fine! I will track him down tomorrow and make him talk to us. He's going to pay for treating me like this. I went back to my room downstairs and stared out the window at the moon. Is this going to be one of those stressful mate bonds like a damn love triangle? I wanted all of him, or none of him.
Keke and I had to come up with a strategy in case he had already fallen in love with another she-wolf. Thinking of the strain and discomfort that would result from that particular circumstance, I palmed my face.
Keke scolded me, 'Don't think about things like that. Be positive, Phoebe.'
Positive? Of course, I want to think of nothing but the best for us. Making sense of the Alpha's detachment from me was adverse to the long-held hopes that I had for years of happily ever after.I took up my phone and decided to talk to someone. Joana was probably busy fucking. At least one of us was getting laid. I scrolled through my contacts and found my friend with benefits guy, Jerald. I messaged him.
Me: Hi boo, what's up?
Jerald: Missing you. When are you coming back?
To be honest, this should be my new home as Luna to the Alpha here. But the uncertainty of that future was too great to say never.
Me: Soon, are you alone?
Jerald: No.
Me: Bootycall?
Jerald: Yes. But she's not like you, babe. Nobody compares to you.
I rolled my eyes. I know that he's just playing with me. Jerald was mateless and we fucked each other whenever we were not seeing anyone. I must admit, we cheated on our partners from both sides. My conscience was free because they weren't our mates.
Me: Don't let me interrupt your good time.
Jerald: She won't give me anything. If you were here, I'd be inside of you right now.
Me: (laughing) try harder or go take a cold shower.
Jerald: You are going to pay for that when you get back. That plumped ass of yours will be spanked.
Me: Don't tease me.
Jerald: It's a promise.
Me: Night babes.
Jerald: Dream of me, sweetheart.
It would be nice to shift Jerald's personality into Hudson's. I smiled at the idea. Jerald made my days better because he was consoling all the time. Would Hudson even be envious if he learned about Jerald? I have my doubts. He might be content that he has an excuse to ignore me.
Moon Goddess, please help me with Hudson. I don't know how to prove to him that I am the one that should be by his side. Not for a title, because if he were an omega, I would still be swooning over him till death. Give me direction and guidance to win Hudson's heart.
Keke, my very naughty wolf, sent me explicit pictures of us fucking with Hudson, which soothed my tortured spirit.
Closing my eyes to let the fantasy take me into the imaginary paradise. Before his arms wrapped around my waist, his hands moved down the side of my body, feeling my curves, and his thumb brushed against my flesh through the thin nightgown. I can still feel the strength in his arms, abs, and chest.
My freshly changed underwear was damped and I ached for his touch, his lips, and his cock. Damn, I want him. The addiction to his scent and physical presence are driving me crazy. Without touching myself, and with only those naughty thoughts in my head, I climaxed.
I finally went to sleep.
-PHOEBE'S POV- With my mission in mind, I swiftly went to the bathroom and freshened up. I had to be early for breakfast and then head for the training grounds. Joana hasn't checked on me and I am not bothered by it, especially since I've got my own share of problems to deal with. I combed my blue-black hair in one at the top of my head and ran down the stairs. A few pack members were already seated in the large dining room area and I scanned the room looking for that one particular man. He wasn't there, neither was Joana nor Chad. Some of the guys who were eating were checking me out and I grinned, knowing that I am one foxy chick. I walked to the buffet that the omegas had prepared and shared myself a nice breakfast and sat beside a group of girls. One of them eyed me keenly and snickered. "Good morning," I ignored all their looks and gulped down my meal because I had to catch that sneaky big Alpha. "You are new here?" The red-haired one asked. Duh! Keke thought that she was n
*HUDSON'S POV* (One Month Later) Dwayne came to get me in my hotel room. It was time to return to the pack. The convention was fun, and that was owed to my partying buddy and Beta. I visited other packs of old college buddies from Alpha University and it felt like the good old days before I had Alpha duties. My Beta had his way with as many ladies as he could and I pretended to join him, in separate rooms. Thoughts of Phoebe crossed my mind. I missed her scent and my wolf was driving me crazy for running away from her. It was not an easy choice. I know that she can find happiness with someone else. True love does not hurt the ones we supposedly care about. Freeing her would be my way of expressing my love for her. A spear of pain nips at me every time that I think about her leaving me. Moving on is difficult; it felt like there was no light to guide me out of this horror. The longer I was away from her, the more likely it was that she would gradually fade from my recollection. In t
*HUDSON'S POV* Pacing back and forth in front of my room door, my wolf pleaded with me to see her. The fact that she stayed back and waiting for my return was indication that she was being relentless in seeing me. If it's not today, I am sure that I would have to face her some other day. 'Open the blasted door,' Regis growled at me. "And then what?" I scowled back at him. 'Talk to her, genius.' He said agitated, 'We can't avoid every woman on earth, especially our mate.' I breathe hard and opened the door. This one woman had the power to leave me dumbfounded. My senses heighten every time she comes around and I think a supermodel can't have anything over my fabulous mate. She was wearing a yellow button down sundress patterned with violet moons that stopped just above the knees. Her shapely figure was not too hard to see on the outline of the dress. Her black hair was down with a headband that kept it to the back. A hand reached out to touch my chest as she smiled. She pushed me
*PHOEBE'S POV*Candice picked me up around 7pm. I was wearing a strapless black bodycon dress with my hair done in a ponytail. My make-up was of a slight dark shade and I was pleased with my look.Candice chatted a lot and I responded with yes, but I was barely listening to what she was saying. I was feeling hurt from what Hudson did but I had no one to talk to about it. Saying that I was his mate would be a claim that he would have to acknowledge. From the looks of things, he wasn't going to do that.Hudson has no desire for me and I don't understand why he shuns me. Tonight, I was going to find a boy to dance with and have some fun. I cried enough in the forest as my wolf howled her pain. No more crying for me.We parked across the street from the craftsman house. It was a beauty but a little small compared to how high and mighty Nicole was. I pulled down my dress because he rides a bit when I sit.Some people were on the outside lawn grass, some on the porch while others were insid
*PHOEBE'S POV*His murderous aura filled the room, the music stopped and everyone bowed in submission except me. Brian looked at me in horror. I was dumbfounded.Hudson approached me in one swift movement, we stood face to face with his hot breath hit against my forehead. His nostrils flared, and his face contorted with a death glare. However, his eyes shifted from my mine to Brian's.He grabbed Brian's throat in a crushing grip. Brian's feet flapped off the ground as he struggled to breath. Everyone watched in awe and I felt the need to something.The solution that I tried was to reach out my hand to caress Hudson's chest. People said the mate bond could calm your mate through appealing to the sense of touch, so that the sparkles generated that peacefulness.I prayed silently for him to calm down, his breathing slowed down, and his eyes slowly returned to its normal green shade."It's okay, Hud... Alpha Hudson." My wolf was pleased that he was jealous and willing to fight over us.Th
*PHOEBE'S POV* Riding to the pack house with Hudson thrilled me. I kept side-glancing him. He was so handsome and his kisses were the best. He ignited the fire in my core, it throbbed from the longing to feel him for the first time. Inside, butterflies fluttered in my tummy, giving me that warm lovely effect. Things were looking up, and the optimism floated in my heart. In silence, we got to our destination. He glanced at me before getting out of the car. The pack house was scanty. We went up the stairs, he opened his room door and allowed me to enter first. He removed his shirt to display his sinewy gorgeous abs. The urge fought me to go and caress them, but I shook the idea away. It's time to have that talk if we were ever going to resolve our issues. He went into the closet to change from his jeans into grey sweatpants. My wolf and I wanted to see him without them. The disappointment almost made me cry. He's seen me naked but I have yet to see him. I patted the bed to my right
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-PHOEBE'S POV- This had to be a trial by the moon goddess for Hudson to go through. His pack members respected him, and loved him. His pack was the largest and most flourishing throughout all the northern continent. The accomplishments achieved under him had already surpassed what his dad had done in the past. It's hard to grasp that he had this detrimental limitation. The Alpha heir was critical to the continued strength of the pack. The next Alpha had to come from the Carter's bloodline. "It's okay if you don't want to be with me. I will set you free." He spoke softly, as though I wasn't supposed to hear. "I have to give up my title, which means that you can't be Luna." Did he think that I was after power and status? Honestly, I'm attracted to him because he was my mate. My future was destined to be with him. Suddenly, I remembered that the council had chosen candidates for him to take as his mate. Would he have had the mating ceremony with one of them if his impotency was solv