Cont.

“Do you play an instrument?” His strong deep husky voice hit my ear drums and sent my body into shock.

“The clarinet and violin.” The words just flew out of my mouth as I was in a trance.

He smiled as I reached into my bag and pulled out my clarinet case, I never travel without it. I assembled the parts of my handmade clarinet with my name carved carefully next to flowers. His eyes widened as I began to play, Russian Dance written by Tchaiovsky. My music tutor brought it back from his visit to earth now it is my favorite.

Ms. Carter came out of his office in shock at the sound of my singing clarinet. The time passed fast during the classes but during lunch I sat in the back of the school feeling uncomfortable around how people carry themselves. Suddenly Chris plopped himself next to me, he seemed bothered.

“Everything okay, Chris?”

“I just don’t understand why people don’t accept me as I see myself. I see myself as a woman, God made a mistake when he made me a boy.” He Said angrily.

I looked at him with a face of offense at his words and replied, “God never makes any mistakes, you were made in his image and a born a boy because he saw you as a strong man, a head of the household who leads his family in the right direction, a man who is his son. The mistake was you assuming your situation is God’s fault, you made the choice to be a woman and that is your free will but you were born a man because that’s what makes you as unique and beautiful as you are now. Why not be who you are but not change your beautiful image that God has blessed you with. What you love should not determine how you look.” He Stared at me shocked at what I said and sat quietly deep into thought.

The rest of the school day passed and after school Vanessa met me by the front of the school and Mrs.wright picked us up.

Upon getting home I went to take a bath. My mind began to wonder what is going on in this realm of earth. Why would people want to change the beautiful image they were created with?

I took off my clothes and sat in the tub letting the water rain down on my body, this was the best way to mediate and center my thoughts. I began to feel all the energies that are inhabiting the earth and I was oppressed with all of the sadness, hate and evil that are strong in this realm.

I then can see visions of the history of earth and what happened on it’s grounds. murder , Greed, enslaved people, sorrow, war, divison and very little joy is all I saw. Tears fell from my face for the people of earth, I began to pray that they would see how this destruction is showing how lost they are. Until now I have never known such heavy heartedness.

I ended my shower there and left the bathing chamber to go to my chambers. Mrs. Wright was passing by and stopped me looking into my face.