-----~[AMELIA]~-----
She's doing this on purpose. I just know it. She wants me to stay back for her. It is so visible on her face and I know that if I ignore it and just walk home, she is going to sulk and ignore me for weeks. I grit my teeth and facepalm myself within me. I really don't have a choice in this matter. Yeah I really don't. I just have to stay back for my baby. I smile and shake my head. "It's fine. I will stay for dinner Mum." I say to Mrs Mitchell and she beams ecstatically. The pure joy that explores her face at my reply makes me wonder. The issue is not different with Lily as well. The happiness I can see blooming on her face is priceless. What the hell is it about me that is making these people just…. I don't know….. so much to want to keep me at all cost? I am so carried away by my happiness at their happiness that I find myself chuckling uncontrollably with my palms on my flushed cheeks, I didn't know how my head managed to tilt to the right and fall straight on those mesmerizing crystal blue irises peering at me intensely. Jeez.... I immediately snap my gaze away and bat my eyelids nervously, without control, giggling uncontrollably. "That's great. I will go right away to prepare the table." Mrs Mitchell says and suddenly disappears from the sitting room as fast as lightning. I smile and I turn my attention to Lily when she suddenly gets up.What the.... " I'll be right back. I want to show you what I crafted for my latest project. It's in my room. Let me just go and get it. " What the fuck...... I immediately got up. " Why don't I follow...... " " No, there is no need. Just stay right back here and wait for me . I'll be back as soon as possible. " She says as quickly as she can but before I can protest she is gone from my reach. I bite my lip and watch her departing figure sprinting up the staircase to their rooms and I scratch my neck. There goes.I guess it can't be avoided no matter how hard I try. Definitely can't. The worst moment of my life has finally occurred once again and I am vibrating uncontrollably in my spot. I managed to comport myself and sit down back on the sofa I previously sat tangling my fingers together and toying with them nervously. Oh shit..... the fact that I am completely aware he is in the same room with me is wreaking havoc in my brain. My entire system is in a turmoil. I can barely breathe as I sit with my laps classed together, fingers entangled and lips pursed. After that long aching mind shattering silence, I hear him heave a deep sigh. Oh god please do not let him say anything. Just let him keep his mouth shut and relax in his position. do not let him try to infuse his attention into my life right now. I just...... "What's the matter Amelia?" His deep baritone voice jolts me out of my reverie and I flinch a little in my seat. I bite my lip and slowly tilt my head to the right to look at him. "Sir?" I ask giving him an Innocent questioning gaze and he chuckles. Damn that laughter. Why does every little gesture he makes render me stupid? Uuurgh.I..... Can't fucking breathe. He shakes his head with his relentless crystal gaze piercing deep down into my soul creating an unstoppable imagination in my memory, plastering countless images of kissing those mesmerizing soft looking pink lips of his...... Crap!!!! What the fuck is your problem Amelia??!!!!! Why is this just such a hard thing to do? It is supposed to be as easy as it sounds? Ignore him. Just fucking ignore the god-damned feelings!!!! Why is it just so hard to take off my......... Shit. I snap my eyes away from his lips batting my eyelids with embarrassment and a flushed cheeks when I notice that he really caught me staring at him in that stupid inappropriate way. I chuckle nervously. Oh my goodness. What have I done? I really hope he doesn't think of it that way. What the hell is my problem? Why is my body trying so hard to betray me this way? I don't want any sort of problem that will create enmity between me and any of Lily's parents. I just..... Shit. "You know you haven't answered my question yet." He says jolting me from my thoughts and I shut my eyes taking in a deep breath. You can do this Amelia. You can do this. Yes you can do this. It's not a very big deal. or you just need to try as much as possible not to make eye contact with this temptation of a man currently with you alone in the sitting room. I mean..... come on. I am really sick to the brain. He is not even doing anything. He is not seducing me, he's not casting me any seductive attention. He is just on his own. But a silly little fragile hearted me is busy raging with waring emotions just by his presence alone. I took a deep breath. "Uh.... I am fine sir. All is well, nothing is wrong with me. "I say with a smile plastering my gaze determinedly on my laps. " I sincerely doubt that." He says and my chest feels like it's about to explode. I need to get out of here. I immediately stood up. "Uhmm....... I think I need to go check up on Lily." I say and he raises an eyebrow as I attempt to leave the room. "I am not done talking with you yet." He says and my heart thuds. Crap. I halt in my steps and bite my lip clenching my fists together. I immediately turn back and avoid his eyes staring at the ground.-----~[AMELIA]~-----"I am sorry I didn't mean to, I just..... I just felt the need to meet up with Lily." I say and he raises an eyebrow. " While I was asking you a question? " I grit my teeth with nervousness at my extreme stupidity. Just what the heck is my problem? See what I'm talking about? His presence around me just turns my head in 360 degrees making me make silly insensible decisions. I just..... I feel the urgent pressing need to get away from his presence. He is just choking me so hard without even knowing it and it's... Urghh. "Look at me when I'm talking to you Amelia." He says and I gulp. Oh shit. I clench my fists together and maintain my fixated stare on the ground. I definitely can't do that. Heck no. It's not going to sit well with me. "Amelia." He calls my name softly and my heartbeat pounds rapidly without caution. I slowly lift my head up to look at him before immediately turning my head away. Somebody please help me!!!! Just help!!!! He finally sighs.
-----~[AMELIA]~-----His stare is persistent and soft, filled with the glitters of admiration, want, desire...... What the.... I really don't know if it is my imagination..... But that is exactly what I am seeing in those spectacular eyes of his that have long ago stolen my sanity. I swallow and take a deep breath finding it severely hard to return my focus back to the composed poem Lily is trying to show me as we stare at each other with neither of us backing out. "This particular one talks about meeting the guy for the first time even when........... " Lily's voice beside me slowly drifts into mumbles as I find myself getting engulfed in the flaming oppressive overwhelming aura emanating from the man a few meters away from me piercing me with the most arousing stare like I am some precious treasure that he can't take his eyes off. I myself can't even find any single amount of strength within me to look away. I just..... I...... "Dinner is ready." Mrs Mitchell's voice suddenly jo
——-~[AMELIA]~——-The dinner? (Sigh). I can't really say it went well, can I? (Scoff). I don't think so. You might be asking why. Well that's because I had no moment of peace. And I had no moment of peace because my current nemesis is relentlessly stalking me with those killer eyes of his. No matter where I go. No matter where I turn to. I am always catching him watching me like I'm some piece of a project is currently attending to. I am trying as much as possible to contain the turmoil going on within me. But his present actions are not helping the issue at all. Now he is confusing me again. What the hell is really going on in his mind? What the hell is he thinking?Why does he keep giving me those long scrutinizing stares making a butterfly flutter in my belly? This is shit…. urghh. I am currently relaxing at the front porch of the large edifice after that long intense dinner that had me gasping for air at the end. Trust me that mesmerizing god of a man really did a good job of sucki
-----~[THAT NIGHT]~-----She does the normal midnight rituals of cleaning herself and getting her bed ready for the night. Her thoughts are still as chaotic as ever with the thought of that mesmerizing man eating away at her memory. There is nothing she can do that will make her forget him. As it is every single time, she can't resist thinking about him. His image is forever imprinted in her memory like a curse and there is nothing she can do to erase it. In fact it's like it's already become a sweet hobby for her. Whenever she finds herself jobless, those enticing thoughts of him will joyfully knock on the doors of her memory and she will irresistibly swing the door ajar wide open for them to settle in and invade her mind as they want. she can't find any willpower within her to resist. The image of him is such a spicy juicy form to behold she can barely resist drooling even in her thoughts. Christ!!!! she sighs with frustration as she adjusts her nightgown on her delicate body and a
She takes a deep breath and tries to reason wisely. She can't let him in. Letting him in will definitely be a big spark off evil. A mighty storm of forbidding atrocities. Aaargh. Even though her body is telling her right now that she needs to let him in and have fun she can't. She has to resist. She can't do this. She takes a deep breath and removes her hand from the doorknob. "I am sorry mister Mitchell but I can't let you in." She says and he frowns at the other side. He then chuckles and shakes his head. "Take it easy, pretty Amelia. I am not here for anything else. I am just here to deliver to you something that Lily asked me to give to you. " He says and she bites her lip. " Alright, why don't you give it to me in the sitting room. I'm going to meet you there in a few minutes." He chuckles. "I'm afraid Amelia I am in a hurry you have to receive it right now I can't wait anymore. " " Okay then just wait a minute I am coming. " She says and he grits his teeth the moment he hea
-----~[AMELIA]~-----The next day arrives as quickly as ever with a flash and I find myself rounding up after long intense hours of home sanitation with mum. It's been a stressful day and what I need right now is a full dose of relaxation to make up for all the energy I have spent cleaning and tidying up. But then as I slump back on the sofa in my living room to take a breather, I remember that I still have to visit Lily this evening as I have promised her. That girl is so not going to be elated with me if I fail to fulfill the promise I gave to her. Urghh. What a day? This is the hardest strength spent day I have ever experienced. But nevertheless I still have to be faithful to my friend. I have to leave this wonderful comfy home of mind and visit her just as I have promised even though my greatest nemesis lies waiting in that apartment of hers. I have to do this for my friend and I really don't think anything crazy is going to happen since I and Lily are both going to be togeth
-----~[AMELIA]~-----I take in a deep breath as I approach The familiar Mitchell residence after a short while. It surely doesn't take too long to get to her house as it is just about three blocks away from mine. Pheew. I take in a deep breath trying as much as possible to cool off my spiraling emotions. Cool off Amelia. Cool off. You can do this. Yes you can. Yes I can definitely do this. I briskly approach the front porch of the apartment about to knock on the door when it suddenly swings wide open to review the beautiful mind crashing face of that handsome Superstar of my heart.He smiles the moment our eyes meet and I feel my heart explode in my chest. Crap. This day just got a lot worse. Will I be able to go through the rest of the day in my normal senses after this moment?Mr Mitchell smiles the moment our eyes meet and he chuckles. “Hello there, pretty Amelia. You came almost right on time.“ He says flashing me that beautiful smile of his and I blush profusely. Oh god. Why
-----~[AMELIA]~-----I take a deep breath feeling a huge lump in my throat as I observe him taking his seat beside me and breaking the cap that holds the cover of the lemon juice keeping it sealed. little actions such as this that makes his muscles ripple and reflex makes my heart throb with excessive want. How does he keep doing this? how does he keep managing to keep the strings of My heart attached to his paws controlling them anyhow he wants with just little menial actions of his? He really has my entire spirit soul and body within his grasp and whatever happens to my soft fragile heart depends on what his next actions are going to be. I really can't help it and I feel totally helpless about the entire situation. I can't stop looking at him as he opens the juice and pours in a little quantity in the glass cup he brought along. He tilts his head to look at me and catches me staring at him. He smiles and I feel the adrenaline spiking in my body accelerate to a whole new frustrati