Nadir
(Into the future)
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"How could you? !!!" I yell at him seeing him injured and binded hurts me a lot, I have loved this man cared for him and stood against my family just because of him I waged war against the pack for his sake and he turned out be the biggest mistake of my life,
"You murdered my father and my mother you claimed to be my mate and betrayed me I suffered in the hands because of another just because of you I had to flee from and here you are claiming to be my mate ?" I ask growling and my voice thundering as I watch him proceed towards me,
"I love you Nadir it was a mistake I never meant to I was driven insanely by greed and it happened without me knowing who they were"
"And I'd be sure to make sure you don't ever get a chance to make such a mistake ever again I Nadir reject you as a mate"
Swiftly I move swiftly towards the desk before me picking up my pocket knife and driving it into his sides as he falls to the floor screaming I'm agony and pain as blood gushes out of his ribcage,
"Prepare to be executed tomorrow and I could show you no mercy of any kind you treated me worse remember now it's my time to pay you back and I must remind you I have no shred of humanity left in me, you made me become this"
"You can't do this to me I refuse to be rejected "
"Say that to Celeste our moon goddess when you meet her and if you ever get reincarnated you will die a painful death each time and by my hands shall it be".
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( Back to the present)
The rain drizzles slowly yet I'm entirely soaked I stare at my reflection in the little pond before me my naked reflection glares back at me,
It had began to rain as soon as the full moon was over and I'm far away from the packhouse my curious wolf had taken advantage of my situation and wanderd far away when she was in charge,
"Damn !!!" I yell out totally frustrated, thankfully I've been a careful one I always had my clothes stacked somewhere in the woods however the rain isn't helping me as my senses are a little jumbled and mynostrils are filled with the scent of nature,
I feel the breeze blow hard against my body as goosebumps rise on my skin I look carefully around to check for anyone seeing no one in sight I run as fast as I can in my human form deeper into the woods I try picking up familiar scents which would lead me to the storage unit,
I stop to halt seeing how lost I am no one in sight yet I'm standing tall naked to the core, I hear feets walk towards me slowly yet menancing almost like sneakily,
It can't be… no it mist not be … ,I'm doomed what if they are tourists or maybe a pervert? Am I being filmed right now? I'm embarrassed to the core as I blame it all on my slut of a wolf and I'd be sure to give her a piece of my mind once I get to safety
"Gosh!! Put something on " I hear a voice say behind me causing me to leap and turn in a defensive posture,
I snort on seeing jason, his face turned away from me and a bag stretched out towards me,
"What's that?" I ask him crossing my hands over my chest covering the tiny bits of nipples I have which has now become hard,
"Take the bag and put something on isn't this akward for you?" He asks pushing the bag against me,
"Whatever" I snort jerking the bag off his arms I unzip it to find a tank top and joggers in it,
Without moving from the spot I pull the clothes over my head and wiggle inti the joggers,
"You can turn now" I say to him picking up the bag from the ground and dumping it to his face,
"Im guessing that's your way of saying thank you then you are welcome"
"Oh please, did you have to come running here don't tell me my father had sent you to do this?" I ask tasting the bitterness of my words on my tongue,
"Your father sent me no such thing besides I warned you last night didn't I?, I told you getirng drunk would not help matters"
"Me? Get drunk? You must have seen stuffs"
"Yeah whatever I had long shifted back and I didn't see you around I was worried about you"
"Worried? I guess you've been out without your lover this time"
"Will you please stop teasing?"
"I can but I won't"
"Your choice we need to get to the pack house soon"
"What's up with the rush?"
"It's not a rush just me wanting to get into my duty I dont know why you always find a way to lure me out each time"
"I didn't lure you out besides I bet Oliver dies more luring out than I do"
"Stop whining Nadir I and Oliver are friends we aren't even that close "
"Yeah tell me about it how close are you to? Close enough to shove each other's cock Into your assholes?"
"And what might you mean by that?"
"You don't need to act all straight when you are with me your secret is totally safe with me jason"
"What secrets? I'm nit gay can't you see ?"
"I tried seeing it but I can't anymore after your performance"
"What performance?"
"I heard your moans jason and I could hear Oliver's tighs flapping against your butt he just be a pretty good driller"
jason lokks away from me flushing oink with embarrassment he just ahve been taken by suprise,
"How did you fine out?" He asks me atull avetung his gaze away from me,
"I was up practising all alone and the next minute I hear people pushing themselves agaisnt the wall, I tried being respectful but you guys were All over the place eventually I had to sneak a peek and imagine how shocked I was when I saw Oliver and then saw you"
"I'm not gay Nadir it happened that way, I was turned on he was turned in and we both couldn't hold ourselves"
"not that you couldn't hold yourselves you decided not to but why should you Oliver is your lover and I guess something did turn you on"
"I'm not gay"
"Yeah yeah you aren't gay you fan y girls yet you sleep with boys"
"Oliver is my first "
"Dint act all coy and call yourself a virgin"
"Fjrge I started this conversation with you let's go home, your father would soon call me in fir duty and you know how bad he hates being late"
"Are yoh sure you dint want us to hurry home because of Oliver? Perhaps you still have unfinished business with him"
"Nine I'd your business and except you want to ship me with your dad I am in haste because your dad had ordered me to give account and details if out previous meeting with the council"
"Council council council when will instop hearing that name? It give me the creeps I'll be sure to get rid if them once I become Luna"
"You do not want to get ahead of yourself now do you?"
"Whatever just move I have important things to do"
"After you my lady" he says gesturing for me to love forward I fake a smile as I walk along with him in absolute silence,
Did he really forget my birthday or is he acting out just to surprise me later? I doubt that's the case however,
jason had never been the type to forget my birthday he is always the first to wish me and gift me with a birthday present but things seems to have changed lately knowing he cared about no one except Oliver these days I was upd haveover looked it but it's hard seeing your crush become gay all of a sudden and it hurts my pride the more that he had actually friend zoned me these days,
My heart throbs when I see him with oliver and aches when he speaks to me with plain innocence but doesn't take me to be anything more than a friend I've caught him countless times screwing Oliver and I hope that isn't the case today,
His phone rings as he raises his eyes to meet mine, I nod giving him permission to pick up the call,
He mutters some words causing me to roll my eyes he speaks like this when it's Oliver on the line,
"I'm sorry Nadir but I might have to ditch for a while it's Oliver on the line and it's important"
"Damn you jason why is Oliver always on the A list? Have i not been your friend since childhood? All I ask for is just one day"
"Woah easy girl I'll be back soon"
"When you are done banging? Can't you tell it apart? I love you jason"
Nadir "Do you have anything to say to Nadir ?" jason asks causing me to snap out of my imagination,"No, you can go but funny how you were in a hurry to meet up with dad because if your duties but seems like plover is way important than being a gamma""You know nothing is placed above the pack I just need to stop by his place I'll be back okay?""Yeah be …"He runs off even before I get a chance to stop him, I smile watching his broad shoulders and string biceps swing along with his body movement,I mist have been crazy thinking I could confess my feelings towards him I'm extremely lucky it was all an imagination, once I tell him how I feel about him the friendship between us would be out to an instant end,Truly I have feelings for him and I am pretty ashamed to say I have masturbated countless times thinking of him I want him not just as a friend anymore but anything else and more, I would not mind being His mistress or dick buddy everything about him turns me on, drag my feets a
CHAPTER 3jason,I rub my eyes against my temples frustrated and worried, I have never missed Nadir's birthday I have always been the first one to sing her a birthday song and present her with a gift but this year I've failed her,"How could you forget her birthday? This is why she objects to our relationship she is your best buddy and I'm not holding anything against it,But you placing me her doesn't work well with me, once again you've added to the list of reasons why she doesn't like me""I forgot a bit because of you but because …""It isn't an excuse even if it wasn't for me you spent time with me what would she think of that? She would say I managed to coax you into doing things my way""I'll just …""Whatever you have to say we can talk about it later but right now just get your ass out of my house and fix it with her you still have few hours to get it right,It doesn't need to be a fancy party just a little surprise is okay now get out and be fancy"He pushes me out the room
CHAPTER 4NADIR"Mention away and I'll make it happen"She smashes leans on me and her lips into mine without pulling away sucking on my tongue hungrily,I pull away from her completely dazed and surprised wondering why she had done that,"You are gay aren't you?" She asks looking flustered causing me to wonder where this conversation flowed from and the direction it's gon lead us to,""I'm not" he say as js rub off my saliva which has dropped down to his lips causing me to look away totally embarrassed,"Lies, you enjoyed that kiss didn't you?""I? You call that a kiss? It was so and disgusting""Which makes you out as a gay I had to test my theory""Then don't ever test such lame theories on me I might not be so love next time" he says as he stand from the bed and walks away from me,"I'm not sorry just so you know and take back this bracelet he can have it back""You wish to it yet it's wrapped firmly around your wrist""I had to just so it would get lost to can have it now""Keep
CHAPTER 5nadir"Let go of me" I mutter in between words almost choking as I'm unable to breathe,"Fine I would only if you give in first, surrender" he says causing me to choke harder as he tightened his grip around my neck,"I su…" I look to my father cutting my words short, I can't disappoint him, he has done way too much for me besides I have been working my ass off each night for the past four months giving up on everything would not help me in any way,I push him off a little, distracting him as I kick him in the groin with my left leg causing him to let go of his grip on me.Immediately I pick up the dagger slitting his wrists and yelps in pain leaving me totally contented and fulfilled,A scornful look appears on Brian's face which makes me smile at him, nu father looks just as proud of me as he ever had,"Now it's all complete, agnes has proven herself to be strong enough to take my place as alpha, I call on Celeste our moon goddess to bear me witness as I pass down my posit
Chapter 6Everyone stares at nadir unsure of how she got her hands on the fabric dangling midway in the air, slow murmurs erupts among the council who seems to be shock at the turn of event, xylan seems to be more suprised as she never mentioned anything about a fabric to him,Beta Jackson stretched forth his hands to receive the fabric from nadir who seems to be standing aloof proud of herself for catching them off guard, "This should be enough for you track whose over is responsible for my father's death, I guess I'm done hereand I'd need reports soon and by soon I mean in earnest"They all rise as she walks out of the hall with her so called mate by her side, On getting to the room she heaves a sigh of relief, crashing onto the bed, she walks towards her bed accompanied by xyla who stares at her as if trying to access something,"You didn't tell me anything about a fabric"She halts in her actions looking him in the eye she can tell he must be pissed but i never thought of bringi
Storming away from the balcony into her chambers nadir seats in her arm chair fuming with anger, she almost blew it off out there succumbing to her anger but caged it all in and luckily Jason left just before all hell was let loose, "What do they take me for? A puppet alpha?"Nadir had never liked the idea of having a council she always though it to be a dumb thing, she felt a council was nothing but just a waste of time why would she ask couple of dumb old people for permission before making decisions?,She makes up her mind immediately that she will not condone such an attitude from them. She has been Luna for what a week and they've started taking steps,To hell with them all, she'll just have to show them what she's capable of and wait.Stepping into a car Jason relaxes in on his back unable to get the icy cold image of nadir away from his mind all he tried to do was explain what he saw and try to help out but nadir wouldn't hear of it, he still finds her actions surprising she t
Nadir could sense a particular familiarity with the same touch from xyla, she tries brushing it off her mind, not wanting her totally awkward dream become a reality,Besides whoever was behind her didn't speak neither did she see his or her face,xyla notices the change in countenance, and immediately becomes becomes worried he wonders why she's always like this with him, one minute they are both rolling around, acting cute, laughing and in love and most times it takes an ultimate switch to either awkwardness or withdrawal, He withdraws his hands from her shoulder slowly embarrassed enough not to look in her eyes,"Xyla I didn't…"Cutting into her sentence, he hesitates at first but restrict himself,"I know I shouldn't have, we aren't that close for me to go around touching you on the shoulders or coming up into your room at night". He sniffs slightly embarrassed, still looking away from her looking down to his feets.Nadir perplexed not knowing what to do in this situation, she fee
Chapter 9Both friends halts in their actions, looking at nadir like she's some total wierdo,she didn't just not deny, she mentioned a name for fuck's sake!!!!"Did you just say xyla?" Tabitha asks totally confused,First her friend had sex which is a huge blow but the fact that she did that when her father died makes a double blow, now her mentioning a total stranger makes a triple blow,Jake on the other hand stands jaw opened agape staring in disbelief and another look which is unidentified plastered to his face,Nadir stays on her chair giving the bad girl vibe crossing her arms across her chests, she knows for the first time in her whole life of being friends with both Tabitha and Jake she became unpredictable,Nadir has been the One to always admonish Tabitha against her wayward lifestyle and call Jake wayward because of his constant parties and binge drinking but now sheade herself the total psycho,"Did you just mention xyla?" Jake asks still surprised, he seems to have some r