My mouth watered the moment I spotted the food he cooked. It's seven in the morning, kaya mga pang-agahan ang mga niluto niya."I didn't know that you can cook." nakahalumbaba sa lamesa kong sabi. He's now cooking garlic fried rice. Wala itong damit dahil suot ko ang tshirt niya kaya naka-boxer shorts lang ito.He turned his gazed into my direction and smiled. I sucked in a sharp breath as his shirtless torso was exposed to me. Gawking wouldn't quite describe my state. "You didn't asked," the side of his lips rose. "All you know is to eat me.""Napakabastos!""Ikaw yun.""Whatever! I wonder how does it taste!"His brows shot; smirk is still evident on his face. Binitawan niyang bahagya ang sandok. "Ng alin?" bigla niyang pinausdos ang kamay niya sa hubad na dibdin niya. Iminuwestra ang katawan. Parang nang-aakit. His body was drool-worthy. He had a chiseled chest and the skin on it was glowing healthily. His abdominals were sculptured to perfection as his six-packs pop, instantly
Pagkatapos maligo ay dumiretso ako sa may vanity mirror para magblower ng buhok. I was only wearing a white robe. Naririnig ko ang tawanan at kantiyawan ng mga kaibigan ni Lazarus sa labas."Hindi ka na babalik ng seminaryo?" his friend asked. Manipis lang ang dingding at maliit lang ang unit kaya naririnig ko pa rin ang ingay nila sa labas. Kanino kayang unit ito? At nasaan kaya kami? Hindi ko pa pala natatanong sa kanya."Hindi na." It was Lazarus. Naghiyawan ang grupo. Inaasar ulit siya. "Welcome to the club! Si Garreth nalang ang last man standing sa grupo!""Sigurado ka na dyan, Lazarus?""Oo nga. Baka nabibigla lang ang titi mo?""Ang bastos naman, Trevor!""Ay pasensya na, Father Garreth.""Pero di nga? Sigurado ka na dyan sa desisyon mo?""Sigurado na ako sa kanya, Finn.""Goosebumps pare! Never thought that you would say things like that!" The group's laughter exploded. I could feel the heat growing on my cheeks. Napapailing ako habang hindi maalis ang ngiti sa mga labi.P
I woke up from sleep as I felt a hand seemed to assume a life of its own as it caressed and explored my body. I lightly pushed it but he started kissing his way down my neck, to my firm young breasts, his lips found their way to my left areola and nipple. "Shit. What the hell- Ahh. Lazarus!" I moaned with increased pleasure. I was about to stop him but worshipfully, he extended his lips around it in long, slow, repeated kisses, even as he caressed and gently squeezed my left tit. "Ahh..."For a long, long time he kissed and gentlysucked my breasts, his tongue running circles around the nipple as it first hardened and then receeded into my swelling areola.Gradually, his mouth engulfed more and more of my breast in his mouth as he continued to gently suck."Ang sarap, Lazarus..." He couldn't get enough of my tit in his mouth; hewanted to swallow it all, whole.My hands gently pushing his head away from my breast and down towards mytummy. He began kissing his way slowly down to m
Tulala akong lumabas sa banyo. Sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso. Gulong-gulo ang isipan.Hindi iyon imposibleng mangyari dahil ni hindi ko siya matandang gumamit ng condom o anumang proteksyon kapag nagtatalik kami. Sa sobrang sabik namin sa isa't-isa hindi na namin naisip iyon.O ako lang ang hindi nakaisip? Paano kung pinipikot ako nito?Pero paano kung hindi niya alam na ganun? We're both virgin before we did that. Hindi ba iyon tinuro sa seminaryo? Baka labag sa kanila ang iputok sa labas, baka isiping abortion na iyon!Mag-iisang buwan na simula nang mangyari 'yon. Inisip ko ang mga oras na may nangyari sa amin. Imposible namang, last week iyon nabuo, alam ko sa loob niya rin pinutok eh- nung pumasok siya sa kwarto ko. Hindi naman pwedeng ganun. Ang bilis naman. Ang alam ko 3 or 4 weeks bago mo malaman na buntis ka.Buntis. I shivered with that thought. Shit. Ako? Buntis? Kay Lazarus?If that was the case, if my hunch was true, are we ready to be parents? Am I ready to be a mothe
"Aviona?" he called. Hindi ako sumagot. Kumakain lang.Nilalantakan ko ang cheese na natira sa ref nang hingal na hingal siyang dumating. Nagliwanag ang mga mata niya nang makita ako. Subo-subo ko pa ang cheese sa bibig ko nang madrama niya akong niyakap. He pulled a chair beside me. Naestatwa tuloy ako doon habang niyayakap niya lang ako."Thank you, Aviona! Oh my god, I'll be a great father, I promise!" his eyes twinkled with excitement when he looked at me.How can someone become a good father? I think, it is dealing with your own problems in the most mature way that you can, so that your children can look up to you, so they can call you their hero. It means taking responsibility for your actions. It is sacrificing and it means putting your children before yourself because you love them more than you have ever loved yourself.Lahat nang nasabi ko puro kabaliktaran ng tatay ko. Sana naman hindi maging ganun si Lazarus. Well, I believe Lazarus would be a great father for our chil
Pinadausdos niya ang kamay niya papunta sa tiyan ko at marahan iyong hinaplos. Napangiti siya bigla. Nasa kama na kami at naghihintay nalang na antukin."Ilang linggo na kaya 'to?""Baka apat palang.""Nagpa-appoint na ako kay doktora. Bukas sana para magpacheck-up.""Excited ka masyado." humalakhak ako.I poke his nose and hold him close, brushing a strand of dark brown hair away from his face. Ang bilis. Hindi na ako mamomroblema pa. Sana palaging ganito. I bit my lower lip trying to stop myself from smiling.Ang sayang mapunta sa tamang tao na susuportahan at aalagaan ka ng walang pag-aalinlangan."Kung alam mo lang. Papapuntahin ko nalang sana dito kaso baka hindi kayanin ng schedule niya."Kung pwede nalang ngang papuntahin niya nalang dito. Kaso, baka mapagastos pa siya. Madami-dami ang gagastusin namin kaya dapat magtipid kami.Ang kaso kasi, natatakot akong lumabas. Ang tahimik ng mga magulang ko ngayon. Iyon ang mas nakakatakot. Wala akong balita sa kanila. Hindi ko alam kun
"Baby, what's wrong?" I was bitting my lower lip while my knees were trembling when Lazarus arrived.Tinignan muna nito nang nakakunot-noo ang dalawang tauhan bago nag-squat sa harap ko. Parang nagtatanong pero walang naisagot ang dalawa.He cupped my face, pilit hinaharap ang mukha ko sa kanya. He seems worried. "Baby..." he called.Para akong anak na nagsusumbong sa tatay niya. Parang gusto 'kong maiyak sa takot. "M-may lalaki do'n, Lazarus..." tinuro ko ang pwesto kung saan ko nakita ang lalaki. Nagtutubig na ngayon ang mga mata."Nakatingin sa akin na parang papatayin ako. Natatakot ako! Natatakot!" I added then I covered my eyes with my hands while tears streaming down my face.Pakiramdam ko may mga matang nakamasid sa akin. Kukunin ako at ibabalik sa bahay na 'yon. Ikukulong. Ayoko. Hindi ako papayag. Ayoko nang bumalik sa impyernong 'yun!I'm scared. Super. I know this fear isn't always rational, but my brain can't override my body's reaction to the fear I faced because of my
The water is cascading down my hair and all over my body. Suddenly, I can feel someone's eyes watching me as I shower. My eyes remained close as I rinsed-off the shampoo, along with all the stress and dirt last night. Gabi nang nakauwi ang magkakaibigan. Lazarus was so wasted last night. Kulang nalang ay matulog siya sa terrace sa sobrang pagkalasing. Good thing, Garreth helped him. He didn't drink much though, siya kasi ang magddrive sa mga lasing na kaibigan at didiretso na din daw siya sa seminaryo pagkatapos."Lazarus, is that you?" I asked."Who else would be watching you take a shower?" he jokingly replies back.As I opened my eyes, just in time to see him slip-off his black boxer briefs and step into the standing shower with me. Damn, he is really a sight to behold. I stepped backwards to allow the shower head to spray him with droplets that do nothing but accentuate his strong shoulders, glisten off of his arms and trickle down his chest. I tried not to watch the droplets