Rosie pov,
"Hey Gundu..get up..hey gundu..get up"..
I hear someone voice near me..Who is that ??..It sounds like varun voice..Why he is distrubing my sweet sleep !!..
"HEY GUNDU..GET UP NOW"..
After hearing shouting, I opened my eyes and looked around me in shock while wiping my drool...Why I'm in the car??..Whose car is this ??..As I was wondering where I'm now, I saw his face..My love..My varun who is hovering his face over mine..He pecked my lips and told me in a soft tone,
"Come inside quickly.."
And then he went inside his house without waiting for me..
That's when reality banged on my mind..My mind rewind of all the memories whatever happened 3 hours ago..May be this is his home..Its a beautiful home included with garden..I like his home.. I miss my home and family..Sorry appa,amma, and anna..Forgive this stupid..
After taking my bag from car, I begin to go his home..As I was walking, some thoughts were running on my mind..Will his mother allow me to enter their home or tell me to sleep outside??..
By shooking my head, I pushed away my thoughts and reached near front door.. I was waiting someone to call me inside but no one is there..I don't see anyone inside or outside the house..Can I enter the house without asking permission!!..What if they chase me out..Oh my god!!.. What to do now ??.. Lets wait outside..Yes..Let's wait..
As I was waiting outside, the night time cold breeze constantly brushing and passing me smoothly.. And at the same time the fragrance of flowers which are waiting to bloom spread happiness in my heart..Past one hour, I was waiting outside by sitting in his house front steps while admiring his garden..One hour has passed, Yet no one asked me to come inside the house..Is he staying alone in his house ??.. What to do!!..Let's go back to Ooty..But what will i say him If he asks me why I left his house without informing him..I know very well about his anger If I go from here without informing him, then surely he will kill me..Yeah..Thats sure.. Its better to wait here than die in his hand..
All of Sudden, all the light went off and darkness enveloped around me..God!!..Why the suddenly ligts are turned off power ??..I searched my mobile in darkness with a fear..As I was searching my mobile around me in darkness, I heard a voice near me..
"What are doing here??"
"Ahaa!!..God!!..Save me"..I shouted and placed my hand on my chest and closed my eyes tightly in the fear.. Did he bring me to ghost house to kill me ??..I tightly closed my eyes and start to murmur myself
"Jesus save me..Jesus save me"..
As I was praying in fear, I heard laughing sound near me..While hearing laughing sound, I opened my eye halfly and saw the light come back on.. I opened my eyes fully and turned to see who.. Its Varun..
Noticing my stare, he looked at me with teasing smile and asked,
"What are you doing here??"
Before hearing my reply, he told me again,
"Anyway, come..Lets go"..
He held my hand and dragged me to his home..Actually its two storey building..Ground floor had hall, 2 bedroom,dinning hall and kitchen..And first floor had one bedroom and hall..Before seeing his house fully, we reached inside his room.. Wow..His bedroom looking beautiful with fantastic interior design..His room looking beautifully as how I like..His bedroom contain queen size bed with nightstand on both side , a sofa set, a vanity set, three layer wardrode and also the study table near to the door..I really like his room a lot..
"Can you tell me single things which you don't like in him"My mind whispered me
My varun is perfect in everything..If we truly love someone then none of their flaws are visible to our eyes..Even their flaws look beautiful for us..
Anyway, Why i am in his bedroom ??..Is he not going to give me a separate bedroom??..What will i do??..Where will i sleep ??..Ofcourse he don't allow me to sleep in his bed..And also its a queen size bed, So it will be difficult for both of us to sleep comfortably without touching..
After thinking for a few minutes I came to a conclusion..lets sleep in the floor..Yepp!!..Let ask him just a bedsheet and pillow!!..After 6 month, I can sleep in bed..Yeah!!.. Its perfect idea..let's ask him..but where is he,??
That's when I saw him who is already laying in the bed and looking at me with smrik..
"Va..Varun".. I called him in soft tone
"Yeah"..he replied casually..
"Can you give me a bedsheet and pillow" i request him with a smile..
After thinking few seconds, he said with grin..
"Okay..Close the door and come here.. I will give it to you"..
"Okay".. I replied with smile..
After keeping my bag near to the sofa, I went to close the door..After locking the door, I went near to him..He just looked at me with some unknown emotions..
"Whatever it, you just get bedsheet and go to sleep"..my mind reminded me
"Varun..Bedsheet" I asked him
"Yeah..I forgot..Here take it"..he extend his hand to give me bedsheet, I went little close to him to get it..
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Instead of giving me bedsheet, he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him..Due to sudden spasm, i landed on him.. In a swift second, he made me lay on the bed and hovered me..
I was under his body by the time I thought about what happened here..I tried to get up but he was not ready to move even an inch..
"Varun..Leave me what are you doing??" I asked him while trying to get up..
"What i am doing??.. You will know and feel when i am doing it"..he replied in husky voice..
Suddenly he kissed my lips passionately..Its was sweet yet alluring kiss.. I felt like he was conveying his love through kiss.. I also kissed back him with same passion..Within second, he removed my clothes and his..Before processing anything, he entered inside me and stay still without moving and hugged me tightly in the way there is no gap between us..He stroked my hair and tenderly kissed me and whispered in my ears " I miss you Gundu..I miss your lovely body"..
When I heard his words, I felt alive again..I felt like I got reasons to live my life again..I felt my heart beating faster again after tired of so many disappointments.. I carved so much for his love..I carved for his smile..I carved to see his glare..I carved to see this smirk.. I carved for his touch.. I carved to hug him tightly..Now i got it.. I got his love after so many hurt,insult and pain.. Again, I am ready to endure all pain for his love
I felt like I want shout and tell whole world my varun missed me..yeah..May be my varun is in love with me..Varun love Rosie..Its enough for me..His love is enough for me..
As I was moaning his name again and again, he continued his attack on my body.. In his each thrust, I felt my toes curled up in pleasure.. After our first round, he increased his speed ..Slowly pleasure begin fade and pain start to rule over my body.. I felt unbearable pain due to his each violent thrust.. So i tried move away from his grip but he locked me under his body by his tight grips on my both hips..He continued his pace further without minding my pain..
"Varun..please slow down.. its paining"...i said with whimper..
"What its paining!!.. What you did to me is more painfull than this"..he said in a angry tone..
Thats it.. Again he broke my heart...how many time, he will broke my heart..he just trying to hurt me using this..Thatsall..No love..Nothing..Its his way of giving punishment..After that i don't tried to stop him.. I cried silently for my stupidity.. Let him do whatever he want..but suddenly he slow down his pace and moved slowly with care..He leaned towards my face and kissed all over my face and also kissed my tears and said in a soft tone,
"Don't cry Gundu"..
I know.. Again he was trying to break my heart by giving little hope..So I don't replied him..Just cried silently..After few rounds, he left my body and lay beside me..Everything was over.. I tried to get up from the bed but he hugged me tightly and snuggled his face on nape of my neck and told me in a hard tone..
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"You have to sleep in this bed with me for 6 month..Its your punishment for destroying my life..Do you understand it gundu ??".. I nodded and cried silently..
After few minutes, i fell asleep in the exhaustion ..Before falling into deep slumper, i heard his voice,
"Love you pondati (wife)"
And i felt kiss on my forehead..Again I'm thinking something stupidly may be its some dream..
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Rosie pov, Ring...Ring.. Hearing my phone ringtone, I wake up and tried to get up from the bed..Because of body pain, I get up from bed with difficulty.. Varun..Is he animal ??..What he done to my body..Everywhere full of his bite marks..what to do with him?? Why he was behaving like this ?? He hate me na?? Then why he is touching me ??..Even forcing me to sleep in this small bed..Damn bed.. I couldn't even able turn while sleeping...Everything is confusing as hell..Let's leave that topic and attend the phone call..Call from office..What will i tell them ?? After picking up the call, i answered "Hello sir..Good morning".. "Good morning ma..why u don't came office..Is everything okay?? Sir asked me from other side of phone.. "Sir..actually due to some problem i came to my hometown..can you give me 6 month leave af
Rosie pov, After dressing up in Saree , I start to go downstairs.. As I about to reach last step, I heard his mom voice.. "Where is she?? Still sleeping??.. What she is thinking?? I know how those type girl are ?? Characterless girl?? Is her parents don't teach any good thing, thatswhy she did all those things to my son..Because of her mannerless behaviour, I could not able to hold a wedding for you.. Many good family's are asking your hand for their very educated and beautiful daughters.. Still I couldn't able to do anything ..All this happening because of her.. Varun.. Speak with advocate once again.. Try to get divorce as soon as possible, I don't want to keep characterless girl like her in my home".. Varun nodded and replied like an obedient boy.. "Okay mom.. I will do as you say.. Don't get angry.. I will manage everything.. You don't need to worry about her " Oh!!
Rosie pov, Suddenly someone touched my shoulder, i turned to look... Its manju..she wiped my tears and told me "Don't cry anni( sister in law)..everything will be alright..believe me..now have your breakfast".. After saying it, she extend her hand to give me breakfast plate..Before I could reply her or get a plate from her hand, We heard his mother voice from dinning hall.. "Manju..tell her to eat little..may be its will help her to reduce weight.." After telling it, varun and his mother continued their laughing section.. After hearing their laugh, loud cry ripped right through my heart.. I cried loudly.. Manju hugged me and patted my back and told me repeatedly, "Everything will be alright anni".. Manju released me from her hug after my cries dried down and told me, "Here have this food anni ( s
Rosie pov, After cleaning whole house, I took little rest in his room.. Evening his mom called me and told me to prepare evening snacks and dinner.. Therefore, I went downstairs to prepare it. After preparing food, I arranged dishes in dinning table and went back to kitchen to wash vessels.. After few minutes, As I was washing vessels, his mother came and informed me that everyone had their food and also asked me to have my food.. After replying her okay, I resumed to do my duty as a maid.. Almost I wind up all the work in kitchen.. Yet have some more dish to wash.. I haven't eaten anything since last night.. I feel so tried because of my constant fasting.. My tummy is pleading me to have food.. Even though, I decided to skip dinner again while rembering their morning insult.. Few more minutes Rosie.. After
Rosie pov, There is the famous line "The one thing that never changes is change ".. Last 2 year, I have always believed that I would never see varun again.. But, everything has changed.. I met him again and currently I'm living in his house.. I always dreamed to live with varun in his house.. Now my dream has come true.. Even its for 6 month, Its enough for me.. I will cherish this memories in my heart deeply.. At some point in our life, something unexpected will happen.. That can make our life upside down, but if we trust in ourself then we can move forward in our life with happiness..My thoughts are cut away by aunty voice.. "Rosie.. We are going marriage function, so you don't need to prepare lunch and dinner for us".. Aunty informed me with smile and went to get ready for marriage function.. Two months passed since I came to varun house.. Many things changed.. After that night, aunty didn't comment
Rosie pov, After Switching off kitchen light, I went upstairs.. Aunty and mama still not reached home from marriage function.. On the way to his room, I saw varun sitting on sofa in hall.. After changing into my night dress, I came out from bathroom.. When I came out of bathroom, varun is not in the room.. Where is he ??.. Then I heard his voice from hall.. "No dear.. I am always free for you.. Yesterday also I messaged you, still you talking like we are not talked for month.. Yeah I know.. After 4 month, the problem will solved.. Don't worry, I will be there for you.." Is he talking in the phone??.. Anyway, Who is that??.. Surely its some girl.. He messaged her yesterday means he is chatting with her daily thatswhy he is always busy with his mobile.. What he meant by saying that after 4 month problem will be solved.. Is he talking about our divorce !! ... Yes, correct .. He
Rosie pov, His bitter words pierced right through my heart. Reality slapped me hard against my face. Pain was burning around my heart. It was unbearable. I felt numb. I loved him truly but what I got return, only pain and insult. I don't want to be alive. I want to die. I want to leave this world. Please god take me and relieve this pain from me.. I cried out loudly while keeping my hand in my chest. "Ya bit*h, take off your dress and lie down, i don't have time for those nonsense " His voice reached my ears.. * Mature Content Warning* After wiping away my tears harshly, I removed my dress and lie down on bed as he told. He came top of me and hold my chin and make me to look at him and told me sarcastically, "Now your are behaving perfectly like a bit*h". Hearing his words, I closed my eyes.. Impact of his harsh and soul killing words, tear
Rosie pov, Some people may change deliberately themselves but some people change because of their situation. The people who are change because of the situation even if they try to go back to their old life, they can't. Because, the path they have traversed has already broken their heart into uncountable piece. My thoughts pushed away by manju voice. "Anni(sister in law)" "What manju ?" I asked her in low tone.. Currently we are going to varun room. I already told her countless time I can go alone but she is very adamant to not leave me alone.. "Anni. I asked you why you changed?. I miss my old anni who gave me sweets to get know about my brother.. I miss my old anni who would talk with me with cheeky smile.. I miss my old anni whose eyes will shine whenever I talk about my brother.. I miss you very much anni... Please talk to me like old days".. Manju replied me with tear filled eyes.