"Lets go"..he said and start to walk..
After reaching his car, he opened the front door of car and made me to sit on the passenger seat of car forcibly..
Ugh!!..My bag...Its in hostel room.. Nothing much in that bag, just some my old clothes which i taken with me when I came to ooty..
I saw him got into the car through driver seat.. Ask rosie..Ask him about bag..Rosie, Be confident and ask him boldly..I motivated myself and called him..
"Va..Varun"..
"What"..he asked with irritation
"My bag is in the hostel..My dresses are in that bag..May I go and pick it up ??".. I asked him in a soft tone..
He thinked for some time and replied in hard tone,
" Yeah go and bring it soon.. I don't want to spend my money for useless thing like you"..
It would be a complete lie If I say his words didn't hurt me..Its hurt a lot.. Unknowingly, my tears start to flow..He shouldn't see my tears, therefore I tried hard to control my tears..More I tried to control my tears, more it starts to flow constantly.. I have to get down from this damn car..
I got out from his car and start to go hostel to get my bag while wiping my tears..All this time, i don't even look at his side..If i look at him, then surely i will break down more..Anyway, my tears don't going to change his heart which is already overflowed with hate for me..
After entering inside the hostel room, I start to pack my dress and other necessary things..Within 5 minutes, I packed everything.. I took the bag in my hand and walk out of the hostel room and locked the hostel room..
When I was about to walk out of hostel, I remember that I have to handover room key to hostel warden.. Therefore, I went to see hostel warden and informed her that i am vacating and also handovered hostel key to her..
After finishing hostel vacating formalities, I reached near his car and heard his voice who talking with his mother on the phone..
"Yes mom..I understand.. I know you guys also hate her but what can I do..To obtain divorce, I have to do this..Yeah..Don't worry mom..I know how to handle her.. Yeah, after 6month we don't need see her useless ugly face..Mm..okay Mom..bye"..
After listening his word, I don't have strength to walk anymore..I sat on the pavement of road and start to cry as much I want..Its okay rosie..Its okay rosie..Don't cry..Be confident..You already know he hate you, then why you are taking his words seriously..Leave it..You are going to stay with him just for a 6 month..After that, you can come back here..Stand up..Try to smile rosie..After controlling my emotions and tears, I went near his car and got into the car through back seat and stared outside because I don't want to see him..Its not mean that I hate him.. I just don't want to see his hate..
As I was immersed in my inner thoughts, I heard his voice..
" Gundu come and sit front"..
Whenever he call me gundu, it hurt me so much..Anyway, I knew very well that he is using the word "gundu" just to hurt me..
"N..no...Its okay, I will sit here".. I replied him..
After giving me "one angry look", he got out of car and came and sit near me on the back seat of car.. Why he is sitting in back seat of car !!..Then who will drive the car!!..
While I'm thinking busily who will drive the car, i felt his hand on my waist..He pulled me to his side before I could react or look back at him..
I tried to move out from his grip but his grip around my waist was very strong..While I was trying to get out of his grip, Suddenly he lifted my chin and kissed my lips and tried to enter his tongue inside my lips but I didn't open my lips..I was totally shocked by his unexpected move.. I was sitting there like an statue..
He roamed his hands over my neck, breast, wherever his hand touching..I shivered in his slow yet killing touch..I gasp when he pinched my waist..He used it as an opportunity and enter his tongue inside my lip and kissed me roughly.. I felt like it was a punishment not a kiss.. I don't kissed him back..I sit there like an statue, whatever he want to do, let him do.. I began feel to suffocate due to lack of oxygen, after noticing my difficulty in breathing, he left my lips..
He stared at me with a smrik while rubbing his thumb on my shivering lower lip and said,
"Come and sit in the front seat.. Otherwise, i don't know what will i do..You know what i meant it..If i start it now then i don't stop it until you beg me"..
ENOUGH..I can't listen it anymore..
"Stop..Stop.. I will come".. I replied him and hurriedly settled in the front seat..
I stared outside and thinked why he kissed me.. I knew it very well that he hate me, then why he suddenly kissed me..Its our first kiss..In college time whenever we made love, I have tried to kiss him but he never let me do it..
Oneday I asked him " Why he is not kissing me while we are doing it"
For that, he replied in harsh tone "he will kiss only his real wife not some ugly bit*h like me"..
After hearing his words, I understood that he is just using me to fullful his lust and at the same time he is punishing me in the sexual way for the mistake I had made..
After that, I don't expect anything from him..Whenever he call me, I will go to his room and allow him to fullfull his lust..For me, my husband making love to me..But for him, i am bit*h who he is using to release his lust...
Again same doubt arised in my mind.. Why he kissed me today all of sudden!!??Don't rise your hope rosie..Atlast you only get hurt..While thinking about all this, Sleepiness covered my eyes..As a result, I fell asleep..Only sleep can make you forget everything..So I love to sleep, it make me to forget every pain which i am going through in my life..
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Rosie pov, "Hey Gundu..get up..hey gundu..get up".. I hear someone voice near me..Who is that ??..It sounds like varun voice..Why he is distrubing my sweet sleep !!.. "HEY GUNDU..GET UP NOW".. After hearing shouting, I opened my eyes and looked around me in shock while wiping my drool...Why I'm in the car??..Whose car is this ??..As I was wondering where I'm now, I saw his face..My love..My varun who is hovering his face over mine..He pecked my lips and told me in a soft tone, "Come inside quickly.." And then he went inside his house without waiting for me.. That's when reality banged on my mind..My mind rewind of all the memories whatever happened 3 hours ago..May be this is his home..Its a beautiful home included with garden..I like his home.. I miss my home and family..Sorry appa,amma, and anna..Forgive
Rosie pov, Ring...Ring.. Hearing my phone ringtone, I wake up and tried to get up from the bed..Because of body pain, I get up from bed with difficulty.. Varun..Is he animal ??..What he done to my body..Everywhere full of his bite marks..what to do with him?? Why he was behaving like this ?? He hate me na?? Then why he is touching me ??..Even forcing me to sleep in this small bed..Damn bed.. I couldn't even able turn while sleeping...Everything is confusing as hell..Let's leave that topic and attend the phone call..Call from office..What will i tell them ?? After picking up the call, i answered "Hello sir..Good morning".. "Good morning ma..why u don't came office..Is everything okay?? Sir asked me from other side of phone.. "Sir..actually due to some problem i came to my hometown..can you give me 6 month leave af
Rosie pov, After dressing up in Saree , I start to go downstairs.. As I about to reach last step, I heard his mom voice.. "Where is she?? Still sleeping??.. What she is thinking?? I know how those type girl are ?? Characterless girl?? Is her parents don't teach any good thing, thatswhy she did all those things to my son..Because of her mannerless behaviour, I could not able to hold a wedding for you.. Many good family's are asking your hand for their very educated and beautiful daughters.. Still I couldn't able to do anything ..All this happening because of her.. Varun.. Speak with advocate once again.. Try to get divorce as soon as possible, I don't want to keep characterless girl like her in my home".. Varun nodded and replied like an obedient boy.. "Okay mom.. I will do as you say.. Don't get angry.. I will manage everything.. You don't need to worry about her " Oh!!
Rosie pov, Suddenly someone touched my shoulder, i turned to look... Its manju..she wiped my tears and told me "Don't cry anni( sister in law)..everything will be alright..believe me..now have your breakfast".. After saying it, she extend her hand to give me breakfast plate..Before I could reply her or get a plate from her hand, We heard his mother voice from dinning hall.. "Manju..tell her to eat little..may be its will help her to reduce weight.." After telling it, varun and his mother continued their laughing section.. After hearing their laugh, loud cry ripped right through my heart.. I cried loudly.. Manju hugged me and patted my back and told me repeatedly, "Everything will be alright anni".. Manju released me from her hug after my cries dried down and told me, "Here have this food anni ( s
Rosie pov, After cleaning whole house, I took little rest in his room.. Evening his mom called me and told me to prepare evening snacks and dinner.. Therefore, I went downstairs to prepare it. After preparing food, I arranged dishes in dinning table and went back to kitchen to wash vessels.. After few minutes, As I was washing vessels, his mother came and informed me that everyone had their food and also asked me to have my food.. After replying her okay, I resumed to do my duty as a maid.. Almost I wind up all the work in kitchen.. Yet have some more dish to wash.. I haven't eaten anything since last night.. I feel so tried because of my constant fasting.. My tummy is pleading me to have food.. Even though, I decided to skip dinner again while rembering their morning insult.. Few more minutes Rosie.. After
Rosie pov, There is the famous line "The one thing that never changes is change ".. Last 2 year, I have always believed that I would never see varun again.. But, everything has changed.. I met him again and currently I'm living in his house.. I always dreamed to live with varun in his house.. Now my dream has come true.. Even its for 6 month, Its enough for me.. I will cherish this memories in my heart deeply.. At some point in our life, something unexpected will happen.. That can make our life upside down, but if we trust in ourself then we can move forward in our life with happiness..My thoughts are cut away by aunty voice.. "Rosie.. We are going marriage function, so you don't need to prepare lunch and dinner for us".. Aunty informed me with smile and went to get ready for marriage function.. Two months passed since I came to varun house.. Many things changed.. After that night, aunty didn't comment
Rosie pov, After Switching off kitchen light, I went upstairs.. Aunty and mama still not reached home from marriage function.. On the way to his room, I saw varun sitting on sofa in hall.. After changing into my night dress, I came out from bathroom.. When I came out of bathroom, varun is not in the room.. Where is he ??.. Then I heard his voice from hall.. "No dear.. I am always free for you.. Yesterday also I messaged you, still you talking like we are not talked for month.. Yeah I know.. After 4 month, the problem will solved.. Don't worry, I will be there for you.." Is he talking in the phone??.. Anyway, Who is that??.. Surely its some girl.. He messaged her yesterday means he is chatting with her daily thatswhy he is always busy with his mobile.. What he meant by saying that after 4 month problem will be solved.. Is he talking about our divorce !! ... Yes, correct .. He
Rosie pov, His bitter words pierced right through my heart. Reality slapped me hard against my face. Pain was burning around my heart. It was unbearable. I felt numb. I loved him truly but what I got return, only pain and insult. I don't want to be alive. I want to die. I want to leave this world. Please god take me and relieve this pain from me.. I cried out loudly while keeping my hand in my chest. "Ya bit*h, take off your dress and lie down, i don't have time for those nonsense " His voice reached my ears.. * Mature Content Warning* After wiping away my tears harshly, I removed my dress and lie down on bed as he told. He came top of me and hold my chin and make me to look at him and told me sarcastically, "Now your are behaving perfectly like a bit*h". Hearing his words, I closed my eyes.. Impact of his harsh and soul killing words, tear