Cora’s POV
The bed is still full of dust, but he does not care about it. His breath smells of booze, but it also does not matter to me. Just his scent is intoxicating, making my mind dazed.
His hand caressed the inside of my shirt, from my belly up to my back yanking my bra without difficulty, “don’t be too tense, I’m not going to eat you for eat.” He chuckles sexily, he kisses the tip of my nips under my shirt making it wet.
“N-no, don’t do that. Ah!” I can’t help but moan as he bites it gently, “s-stop, it’s hurt.” I added, between the embarrassing sound I’m making.
“Are you sure it’s hurt you? Your nips perks like this as if begging for more, do you want me to stop?” He asks while kissing and licking it and suddenly stops for seconds and does it again, he’s teasing my body as if he understands it very well.
“T-that’s not true, it’s really hurt when you bite me.” I put my hands to cover my face, I can feel how hot is it. I don’t know him, but here I am letting myself indulge in his pheromones.
“Damn it!” He suddenly curses and immediately undresses the remaining clothes we have, it was too fast. Now, he’s looking at every detail of my body, as if he’s looking at a piece of art. “you look so gorgeous.” He said and lick my neck seductively down to my belly button.
My body shivers, how long had passed since the last time did it to me?
Moans filled the room, everything is too much for me. His gentle yet rough movement devours every inch of me, it’s adding heat inside of me. It’s not enough, there is something inside of me shouting for more… I want more of him.
his lips and tongue continue to roam my body, but careful not to leave a single mark. He is very skilled as if he knows exactly what to do at such times, while his lips and tongue were busy, his hand also started to touch my wetness.
"Spread your thighs wide for me, honey." He whispered while not taking his eyes off mine, he kisses my legs up to my thigh, "let me see how much you are ready for me."
I averted my gaze from him, and gradually separated my thighs to give him more freedom to see it. I feel that it's even become wetter as I feel his hot breath hit me there.
“Please don’t stare,” I protest and try to close my thigh again but he stops me and smirks.
“Don’t, let me enjoy the view.” He said and leaned down closer to it, his tongue slipping down and up as if he were licking ice cream.
My whole body trembled more and more as if electricity ran through my veins, I can't stop my body from getting wet, especially when he hardens the tip of his tongue and continues to lick my clits.
My hip began to move on its own to follow his every move, "Aah, please, give me more." I pleaded, but he ignore it and continue what he was doing.
His hands massage my br*ast, playing with my nips. “damn, I can’t be gentle anymore.” He said and kiss my lips again, I can taste my own juice on his tongue.
I wanted to push him but he quickly grabbed both of my hands to stop me and pressed my arms to the bed, now he was on top of me while continuing to kiss my lips. He positioned himself between my thigh and pressed himself into me, I can feel how hard he is.
I should stop him; these things are not meant to happen. But my body and mind say otherwise as if I will reject it if I will stop this time. I know I restrain myself too much since I got Clyde, but being like this just because of a stranger’s pheromones and touch I will let him do this.
“What are you thinking? Don’t think of anything else but focus on me,” he said and I finally feel his slowly moving, he was trying to be gentle as he slid inside of me. “Oh, damn!” He moans, he looks enjoys it.
I can’t help but feel relieved somehow, but this is not the right thing I should feel. Once he fully enters me, there is no turning back…
“S-stop, I need to go,” I said and push him, I immediately rush picking up all my clothes and run outside of his room.
I didn’t try to look back at him, I dress without thinking about what I looked like now. All I think about is going home and seeing my son, tears starting to drip down my cheeks. I told myself that I will never let my animalistic desire make the decision but I let someone have his way with me.
Now I don't know how I will keep my promise to Clyde that I will give him everything he wants, my new job immediately had a problem, and this is the reason why I don't like things going too smoothly in my life. Because I know, my life is planned to be miserable.
I'm just hoping that Tally can't tell me what happened, I can't face her if she finds out what happened between me and her cousin. I should have avoided him, I should have stopped him. Because of alcohol, that’s why he did that, but what excuse do I have? I have no excuse for it.
“Wait!” He runs toward me, but I immediately stop the taxi on the road.
“Can you start your engine, Sir? I need to go!” I said to make the old driver start to drive without asking.
All I can see is him standing in front of his house, I didn’t see his face clearly. It’s my first time but it maybe the last time too.
Cora’s POV“What happened to you?” Tally covers her lips as she sees me standing in front of my apartment door, “why did you let yourself soak in the rain?” She pulls me inside without worrying if the floor is wet.“I didn’t know that it will rain, I haven’t brought an umbrella, and it’s sudden pour when I’m already at the bus station.” My body is still trembling, from the nervousness and fear. What if Tally can smell his scent to me?Is it enough to hide what happened if I let my body wash in the rain?She stares at me, “then why did you run here instead of the convenience store to buy at least a disposable umbrella? Don’t use Clyde for your reason because, from the very start, you knew that I’m with him.”I sigh, “I know that you’re with him, though, this is the first time for him that I came home late. By the way, where he is?” I took the chance to change the subject, if she will keep asking me there is a high chance that I will tell her everything.“He’s already asleep, I said tha
Cora’s POVAs I woke up, I first called Tally to discuss the job, and she agreed to meet up. However, why this man is in front of me?!I look at the surrounding, we’re here in the park in front of Clyde’s school. I don’t have any idea how he gets here or maybe Tally did help him, but that is not the issue here. The last person I don’t want to see here today is him!“Did I leave you speechless? I heard about Tally that you wanted to quit as my housekeeper, but do you really think is that easy after you signed this contract?” He shows me some pictures of that day, so he’s the one she’s chatting that time.I gulp my saliva, and I look at him in the eyes with confidence, “so what do I have to do? What happened last night is a big mistake, not only on my side but yours too.” I said without hesitation, I don’t want to create a scene outside. Especially here in front of Clyde’s school.“A big mistake, really? Do you think I’m that drunk to call it my mistake?” He put both hands on his waist
Cora’s POVThree days, it’s been three days since we met that day and he asked me about the job and if I really wanted to back out. But everything he said that day is on point, so that’s why here I am putting all the dishes in Tupperware for him to reheat once he comes back.As they said, our paths did not meet even once for three days. This is good than I expected to be honest, maybe he’s not that bad… But still, knowing that he’s an Alpha; I can’t help to put a wide line between us.It is still questionable that I have a friend like Tally, so I should stop myself and put more tangles between my life and him from the start.Alphas only bring the problem to my life, my father, my ex-boyfriend, and even my boss and strangers. I’m so tired to the point that I hate every one of them without reason… I’m afraid of the consequences if I let another one in my life.But my son is an exception, of course.Done!” I exclaim as I look at all the food in the fridge, I can help but feel proud whene
Cora’s POV“Mom!” Clyde run toward me with a wide smile, “are you done with your work?” He asks as he hugs and kisses me, some of the children giggles at what he did.“Clyde and his mom are always so cute, why not kiss me like that too?” One of the mothers said to her son make his cheeks get red.“Mom! Don’t tease me, I’m too shy to do that in front of them!” He points to us and his other classmates and runs to their car, instead of chasing her son, she just chuckles and looks at me, and bows her head. “Bye, Clyde!” She said and waved her hand to us.I never expected that one of them, from a rich family, will smile like that to us and treat Clyde the same as other children. It’s very rare and uncommon, but maybe they are just born to be kind.“That’s aunt Bea, she said that I can call her that way when we’re talking to each other,” Clyde said as if he can hear all the things in my mind.“She’s nice and beautiful, right?” I reply, I can help but feel envious as a man open the door for
Cora’s POV“Are you okay, kid?” He walks toward Clyde and extends his hand to help him stand up, my son hesitates to accept it. He looks at me and I nod to approve it.“T-thank you,” he said with a low voice and immediately run and hug me, “I’m sorry mom, I didn’t mean to cause you a problem.” As he said those words, he cries like a baby. It’s been too long since the last time I heard him like this.“It’s all right, you don’t have to say sorry about the things you didn’t mean to happen. Let’s buy your cream pie and let’s go home, huh?” I said while patting his head.He just nods his head, I look at him and bow. “Thank you for helping us, you don’t have to say those words though,” I said and smile.He shrugs his shoulder, “but I can’t stand his words toward you, if only you are not friends with Tally and not my housekeeper then I won’t extend the things like that. He deserved it, after all, so don’t sweat about it.”I suddenly felt guilty, maybe he’s really nice like how Tally describe
Cora’s POV“Cora, what are you looking at?” Zafer asks me confusedly looking in the same direction where I am staring, “did you see someone you know?” He added.“N-no, it’s nothing.” I avert my eyes immediately and look at my son, why is he here now? I know I should not feel anything, but fears start to linger in my system. What if he knows about Clyde, then what will happen?“Mom, are you okay? Your hands are cold and trembling, see?” Clyde holds my hand and looks at me worriedly, “tell me, is there something hurt?”No, there is no way their path will cross. The world is too big, it is just a coincidence that I see him here… Yes, that’s it.“Cora!” shock, I look at Zafer who suddenly pulls me both in my arms to look at him, “what is wrong with you; your face is too pale, are you sick?” Like Clyde, he also looks so worried.I look at my son who is now about to cry, “o-oh, no… I’m not hurt, I’m sorry.” I hug him, “there is nothing to be worried about me, we can go home now.”I was abou
Cora’s POVThe firefighters got in time, but the fire is too big for them to kill it immediately. Even how hard I pray, half of our apartment got burned. I want to check if there is something, I can get but they say that it is still dangerous for me to come inside.Zafer did not leave by our side until now, the heat of the sun and the bad smell of the surrounding made me ashamed. This place is not for him, but still, I’m so thankful that I have someone who looks for Clyde.“Cora, please sit down for now. I’m getting dizzy watching you, like what the fireman said earlier, there is no way for you to check your apartment.” Zafer said while holding Clyde’s hand who still look sleepy and does not understand what happens in his surroundings.“But everything is in there. I want to at least check if I can save some of our clothes and food.” I reply and look again at the building.That is not the only problem, now that it’s not safe to get inside where we are going to sleep now? I can still fe
Cora’s POV“Woah!” Clyde run inside the house as Zafer open the door, “this house is huge!” He exclaims.“it is? I don’t think so, but you running here make it look big.” Zafer put his key on the side table, “let’s go in that room, I will give you the toys I mentioned earlier!”Both of them run toward the room excitedly, I can’t help but chuckles. But immediately stop as I realize that I shouldn’t feel this way, how can I feel relaxed and comfortable in Alpha’s den?Instead of thinking negatives thing, I walk toward the refrigerator and look for vegetables and meat to cook. It’s a bit too much but I can’t let Clyde get hungry, just tonight I will swallow my pride.I also cook some omelet egg with white onion, it’s Clyde’s favorite, and as far as I think, Zafer also likes it. I start to scramble the eggs when I suddenly remember the first night I and Zafer met, I bit my lower lips and shake my head.“What do you think your thinking, Cora!” I whisper to myself, why do I have to remember