That's what Grace thought when she found Aaron, her mate, She thought now everything will be fine, now the emptiness in her heart will be gone, now she will also experience the feeling of a mate.
When they love you wholeheartedly, they will give you attention or want yours, they will go for dates and have fun, get to know each other and all that clićhe things she dreamed of doing.
But.....
Why does it feel empty then? Why she doesn't feel anything, where is the love, the dates and all that she's been dreaming for.
Why Aaron doesn't even look at her properly, why he avoids her the day he claims her as his mate, why he doesn't love her or even smile at her. Why she's so close but so far away from him.
Why he's so distant even after their two years of marriage.
Yes, they married. Aaron asked her to marry him because he already marked her and doesn't have any choice, right he said that.
He said he was not in his right mind, the bond was controlling him, he doesn't even want a fucking mate to burden him, right burden!!.
That's what she is for Aaron. A burden to him, he said he wants to reject his mate the day he will meet her, but because of the bond between them he couldn't control himself, and he claimed her, he can't reject his mate.
Grace doesn't know if she feels happy or sad.
she's not even here for him for his first heat, yes after finding their mate the girl went to their heat, the very first and the most painful one. Where the female mate wants her other half at all cost, they want to mate with them, need their love that time.
She went on the heat every once in a year, and that was a hard time for her. She is very emotional in her heart, she became more sensitive in her heart, and it's the duty of male to court them, make them feel good and love them. Make them feel wanted and cherish them. Handle them with love and adoration.
But Aaron wasn't there; he was in his meeting at the office, and when Grace called him, he ignored it and switched off his phone when Grace continuously disturbs him.
He didn't even come home that night. He was working in his office all night because of the big project that was coming, he forgot about the girl and ignored his mate bond. He was not a fool he knows Grace is in the heat, but he doesn't want to do anything with her,
The Girl Luthor whole night asking for her mate, crying in pain and agony, heartbroken that her mate didn't come to pleasure her, she feels unloved and unwanted, she feels like her other half abandoned her, she feels she's not enough for her to make love.
The girl became insecure that night, and that was the just a start of this hell.
Two years the girl felt the agony, she did everything to make him happy, Grace tried every time to make their relationship better. She tried to talk to him even if he didn't answer her talks, but he listened. She made delicious foods for him and wore clothes of his liking.
She waits for him every night to come home to assure her that he's safe and came home. She waits for him at the dinner, sometimes Aaron comes late from office, but she still waits for him at the dinner not eating a bit even when she's so hungry. She sleeps at the sofa waiting for Aaron, and when he comes, he tells her, why she waits for him he didn't tell her to wait.
But Grace just smile she loves waiting for him, this is the only time they are together with each other, she gets every opportunity to spend time with him, the girl is craving for her attention and love, she cried every night to sleep because she wants to feel her mate strong arms around her, she wants to feel protected.
But his Aaron is far away from her even in her sleep, he sleeps at the corner of the bed so he can't touch her.
She became too heartbroken, too hurt and weak without her mate. He stopped talking to Grace and cut every link so Grace couldn't reach him, she was the most sensitive one and not having her mate in heat, she became weak, and her scent became depressed.
She fully believed that her mate hates her and disgusted with her, she feels ugly and undesirable. She hides and never links to talk to her. But she can feel herself crying in despair, and for Aaron's love, she's upset, but she's still waiting for her Mate little attention and love, she is sensitive.
Grace, will she wait for Aaron love even longer?
Next day
Grace was in pain, she was breathing heavily and trying to calm herself down, she was in heat again, and she knew Aaron's not coming, but she wants Aaron, and she will get him at any cost.
The girl trumble and called her mate,she made herself vulnerable in front of her mate, she cried in agony and pain, she begged for his mercy and love. She knows Mate can take everything but not their girl tears and pain and mate bond. They become protective instinctively and do everything to take their pain and tears away.
So that's why Aaron's Loss of all the control on himself forcefully took self-control and came to Grace. He was devastated hearing her cries in agony and just wants to take that away at any cost, and he'll not let his stubborn self make his Grace feel unloved.
He came home and barged in their bedroom where he saw his Mate littering and crying in pain. He growls in grief, seeing her like this.
Sensing her mate's bond grace seductively called her mate and there went their night.
That night Grace feels Aaron close to her at every angle, she feels her mate loving her and cherishing her, made her feel wanted.Aaron tried to stop but couldn't since she was already lusting over her current state he couldn't control himself seeing Grace on his mercy and begging for him.Aaron immediately kissed her hungrily. " Jump. "He said in between the kisses and Grace immediately jumped and wrapped her legs around his waist.Aaron kissed her neck and kissed it, making her moan in pleasure." Ahh. Aaron. "She moaned, which made him turn on even more. He then walked towards his room while carrying her.Then he laid her down on his bed while he's on top of her small form.He kissed her lips again, and his kisses went down to her jawline and kissed her neck and sucked it.While he's busy kissing and licking her neck, Grace starts to remove his shirt.Aaron leans back and removes his shirt showing his abs, making her drool in anticipation.He removes her clothes, and now she's ly
Grace woke up when a shinning of sunlight hit her face, making her smile. She was feeling peaceful and complete. Her heart was happy and dancing with joy, feeling the love last night.She bit her lips thinking about last night, how Aaron made her feel so good, gave her so much pleasure. He made her feel loved and wanted. She can still feel the pleasure that happened last night. Their lovemaking was so beautiful.She feels so happy when she feels the arms that are wrapping around her waist tightly and the breath that hits her neck.She slowly turned around and faced her husband. He was looking so handsome and cute in his sleeping form. She touched his face and smiled shyly, how this man-made her feel loved last night.Aaron stirs in his sleep and opens his eyes slowly when he feels the soft touch on his face. Grace smiles shyly and looks down."Good morning" she mumbled softly smiling.She looked up when she got no reply or any movement from Aaron."Aaron?" she called when she saw Aaron
It was after two weeks when Grace felt something was wrong with her. Like she's so sick every time throwing up anything she put in her mouth, feeling dizzy all of a sudden, eating weird things, wanted to bask in Aaron scent or wanted to be in his arms, it's not like she didn't want before, but now she feels like she can't breathe if Aaron is not there she literally feels like dying whenever she can't see Aaron.She becomes more sensitive, she will cry for every little thing, like one time she accidentally steps on a tiny aunt and sobs so badly feeling like a murderer. She feels like she can't control her body and her emotions.She feels like hungry all the time and just wanted to sleep the whole day and never wanted to even pull a finger. She feels tired, even without doing anything. She knows what's happening she can feel it but in denial because she's scared. What will happen if it's true?And finally, after waiting for one more week, she took the test and cried her heart out seein
He exploded............Out of happiness. Yes, happiness and joy. He couldn't believe Grace is pregnant with his baby. He's going to be a father. He always loved children and wanted one of his own, and when he found Grace bearing his baby, he's the happiest person in the world.He ran towards Grace, making her whimper in fear, she thought Aaron's going to harm her unborn baby but what he did shook her to the core.Aaron hugged her tightly. He wrapped his strong protective arms around her waist tightly but carefully as to not squish her tummy. For the first time in their two years of marriage, Aaron hugged her. For the second time in her life, her mate hugged her. First, when they discovered each other as mates when Aaron hugged her. She doesn't know how to react. She has frozen in her spot."Love! Goodness, I am so happy. I am going to be a father. I can't believe it."He called her love.. the nickname he never gave her. His voice is not the cold and emotionless that he used to
Never celebrate beforehand." God has something else planned for Grace; she has more challenges in her basket."Grace had never imagined that there would be a time where she will regret mating with Aaron.She never did before, even after what Aaron did to her. She never thought like that. She always had this hope in her that one day she will get her mate's love and attention and opened the door's of her heart for Aaron to come every time and anytime.She was ready to forgive him. Giving themselves a chance after knowing she's pregnant and her Aaron accepts her. These thoughts never came in her mind because Aaron's action never let her. She forgave him again at that time.But now she doesn't know what to do. She's happy, she's so pleased that she's pregnant, but her heart became so fragile and vulnerable that she's started to envy her baby. Her blood, her flesh.She hates herself. How cruel is she's to be jealous of her baby? How can she think about that? She's the worst parent for her
It's been four years now. Four years ago, Grace gave birth to a baby boy named Asher. A strong but beautiful boy. He's brilliant and clever.Many things have changed now and are for sure, not good. Grace has changed even Aaron did too.Grace is not a bubbly person anymore. She lost her personality now. She lost her smile; she lost her heart, her emotions, her feelings.She's not Grace who was trying to make her relationship with Aaron. She's not Grace who was seeking for her mates warmth and comfort. She's not that Grace, who was waiting for her mate. She's not that Grace, who was comforting herself telling herself a lie. She's not the Grace who once hoped for little things her mate did. She's not the Grace who hoped now. She's not the Grace who has been hurt not physically but emotionally and verbally. She's not the Grace who cried in longing and despair for her mate.She's not Grace without her soul which hid in the depth of her pain long ago. Weak and miserable can't see the disgust
Aaron, Well, where should we start from what he feels. Hmmm, how about let's go to the past and highlight from the day his baby was born four years ago.The most beautiful day of his life when he held his baby for the first time. His strong and handsome champ, Asher. That was the happiest day of his life.Two months after his baby was born, he started to feel or like realize things, concerning Grace.He noticed how things have changed. Grace doesn't talk like literally he never heard her saying anything. But he dismissed the thought thinking that maybe she's not feeling well or something and focused on his 2 months old baby.Time has passed by and little by little, he feels like there's something wrong. He can't think of anything, but every time he comes home, there is this feeling like-like, he doesn't know how to word it. It's so gloomy or sad?He doesn't know.But after ten months when his baby turned 1 year old, he felt something. He noticed that he couldn't smell Grace's scent. He
Day by day he's feeling something he shouldn't feel. He shouldn't be bothered if Grace won't talk anymore, or if Grace doesn't show any emotions anymore, he shouldn't feel bothered by Grace lack of interest, he shouldn't be alarmed if he can't scent her,he shouldn't be concerned about the distance Grace made from everyone, he shouldn't be bothered that their baby is always neglecting Grace and prefer him over Grace,he shouldn't feel bothered about Grace feels. He shouldn't fucking bother!!!!He's frustrated because he is.He is fucking bother by everything.And the big question is...WHY?He feels like clowning himself. He doesn't understand what's happening to him. He feels disregarded, gloomy but why. Simple...Because of Grace.He feels guilty without knowing the reason. His heart is scratching. His chest is sober; he feels like a criminal without doing any crime. What did he do to feel like this?He knows but just not accepting it like a coward.He came home after the long hours