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Ever since my argument with Gwyneth, we never really talked as much as we used to. I understand why she was feeling that way and I understand why she had avoided me since she hated what I have done. Of all people, I thought she would be the one who would understand me because she is my sibling, but then I was wrong.

She made me feel even worst. I tried to understand where her anger was coming from and obviously, she was gutted that I said and did those things to Jolene. I know she could not believe me that I treated Jolene that way because she has always hated it when I do things that hurt women since I was brought up by women too.

I wish my words could change anything to what she sees me now but then I know I can never take back the things I did and the things I said to her.

Sometimes I wish she could have understood me and why I had to do it.

The night before the band’s world tour started, someone came to my house late at night and rang the doorbell many times which woke