I used to practice dance often because I was the leader of the Cheerleaders Team. And the thing which I do now is finding the solutions if all the problems and troubles caused by Regina and company to me. Wow! I have got an amazing idea. Each and every night without overthinking about the day I am going to write my diary.
And every night before going to sleep, I will leave a voice message to my Mom. But, why my heart is telling that something is wrong. But, What can be wrong? Is something bad gonna happen with me? Why the hell am I thinking negative?
What the hell will I do with you? My phone has only taught me that all the people are selfish. They will only end up hurting and breaking your hearts. So, you should be always the first to hurt them which is going to prevent you from a minor or major heartbreak.
After few hours:
Someone knocks the door.
I shouted in sleep, "I don't care who the hell you are? Just get lost and stop banging the fucking d
Oh shit! It's already midnight. And still, I am not able to sleep. Ouch! I just fall from my bed. What's happening with me, tonight. Why can't I sleep? How will I?It's barely a few more hours to pass and I will be reaching my New College. I know not a single one there. How will I overcome the living situation here?Ok, I need to be relaxed by getting some fresh air. Who's standing there? Is he Daniel? Yes, He is Daniel. He was my best friend.But a few weeks ago in the farewell party, where all were disguised in masks. Kaile was also wearing the same gown as mines.And Daniel kissed her, but it wasn't his mistake. He was too drunk, but Kaile should have stopped him, but she didn't. I think she liked him, but all the other students including my friends thought it was me.I had always told them that Daniel is just a friend of mine who has nothing with my love life. At that moment, I don't know what happened, I learned about that
I went to my room and was keeping all my things there when I noticed a girl.She was wearing ripped clothes. She was wearing a black colored crop top and a dark red mini skirt.She was wearing heels and was standing in a position to gain attraction. But with whom is she talking? Oh shit! it is him, the one who send me to the boy's washroom.I will never forgive him for doing this.What a jerk Kevin is? Really, how could he do that with me? Why did he send me there? What wrong have I done to him? Wait, Is she his girlfriend?I think yes as they were not looking like just so-called friends. And what are they talking about? Should I try to hear their conversation?No, I shouldn't. But, they are talking so loudly? Wait a minute. What are they talking about?I can't believe that in the hostel, they are talking about those pieces of stuff.Kevin is flirting with Regina. That means taht they are more than friends..Oh! that means she
So, I held and took her to the bed i just can't sleep in that room as she is shouting and giggling all the time. I can't sleep tonight let's just get out of this room. I went out and saw someone walking there and I got scared.I asked, "Who are you?"Then in the darkness, he came closer to me but I am so afraid that I can't shout also.I closed my eyes and put my hands on my ears.Then I can hear a similar voice, I slowly opened my eyes and see that.I asked, "George? Is it you?"George replied, "Yes, this is me don't get scared."I asked, "But why are you roaming outside?"George, "As Kevin is not letting me sleep in my room so I started roaming, but why are you out here?"Wow, Regina is also not letting me to sleep, I think she is drunk.George, "You think! I can hear her voice till here and you think she is drunk, but wait a second, Cristill what are you wearing now?"No, Regina told me that if I
George asked, "Today I am free you can come to my room, is it ok Kevin?"Kevin replied, "Ok it's your day, bro."Me thinking it's normal to discuss as he is said okay.Sir said, "So class ends for today and do the project nicely, and Cristill come with me I will hand over the project topic to you and you will dictate it to them, okay?"Yes sir sure, it will be my pleasure.I then went to the staffroom and it's empty but where are the other teachers?Sir said, "Sit there, I am finding that topic paper."I sat down in one of the chairs, sir came from behind and presses my shoulder and I get so tensed. He then comes and sits beside me.He came close to me and starts teaching me the project topic. Suddenly, I saw Kevin looking at me through the window.Sir complemented, "I have not seen an intelligent and beautiful girl like you. Keep it up."I replied, "Thank you sir. I will take my leave then."I then rushed out from the staffroom to my class. I
And I will be going now only but follow those tips and I will come and m listen to how and what you two did.I requested, "George, someone is at door please open it or let me open the door.George replied, "Neither you nor I am going to open the door."I softly said, "But George!"George siad, "I want you so badly, Cristill.You have to stay here tonight, you have to do what I want, ok?"What?George said, "Wear that dress you wore that night, ok?"His eyes make me more scared.Why is he looking at me like that? Why all this are happening?"I like him, but his touches make me feel so uncomfortable. Now I have to stay with him, or else his eyes.No! No one ever touched me like that. I don't know why am I continuously thinking about Daniel?He was my best friend. He never touched me and if he does I never felt comfortable.George pulled my body tightly against his body, and he is just kissing my neck.
Yes, Kevin I am alright, but why are you asking me if I am alright or not? Kevin after thinking something very deeply said, "I think, Cristill you are still very hungry, wait for a little I will you one more glass of juice."I said, "Kevin! stop. I told you that I am not hungry but then also I eat those because you forced me but please no more I could.You should go to your room and sleep."Kevin shouts at me, "No I will not Regina be so curious to know about yesterday night, but I am not.Regina asked, "Girl, are you so busy thinking about that moment? But please tell me at least. And you are thinking too much now?"(Regina shooked me)Oh! I am sorry Regina, I am having such a headache.Regina said, "It's ok! First, tell me about yesterday night, what about you and George?"I said, "I don't pay attention to him but he is fully into me."I told Regina everything. I also told her that I was forced to kiss him as he
Someone asked, "Cristill, are you alright?" Ouch! my head still hurts. Where am I? And how did I came here? Doctor said, "You are awake now, are you feeling better now? You were unconscious." I asked, "What? Was I senseless? But doctor when? Why am I here? Who brought me here?" Doctor replied, "I don't know someone dropped you here, and I can't see his face he was wearing a black mask and that time it was heavily raining and it was a short circuit here so it was dark." Someone dropped me here but by hiding himself from them. But doctor? Why was I here? Was I sick? I have tried a lot to remember but I failed. Doctor said, "Nothing serious. Have you taken sleeping pills?". No! I never took sleeping pills but how? Doctor asked "What have you eaten or drank last night? I think you should take care of yourself as I have found a less amount of sleeping pills, but as you never took pills that's why you were unconscious for suc
George was shocked and asked, "Cristill, do you know what had happened to Kevin?"I couldn't get why was he acting like that and asked, "What happened? Stop acting so serious."George replied, "I am not acting serious, it's serious only. Someone hurted him badly."I asked him, "What the hell has happened to him. Is he alright now?"Does it means? That guy who put me in the hospital beat him? But why though? He didn't hurt me and why he?George said, "Principal sir has sent him to the hospital."I asked him, "Oh! but did they found out who hurtee him? And our project is not finished till now?"George replied, "No! We don't have an idea who has beaten him."Someone called, "George come here!"George said, "Ok! wait I am coming. Bye."He went there but I didn't. He is already gone.Who would hurt Kevin like that?Wait a second! The doctor informed me that I have eaten something which has sle