Chapter 39: Broken & Amended

Ethan POV

“I am not letting my trauma rule me!”

I screamed for the third time.

“Are you sure? You seem to angrily yell at any slight discomfort. You still have episodes.” My therapist adjusted her her glasses around her big brown eyes.

“I must say; you are the slowest patient I have ever encountered.”

I slammed my hands on her big mahogany desk.

“Are you trying to piss me off?” I screamed running my hands through my hair.

“You seem to be catching on mr Andreas.” She dropped her pen and book.

“Do you see how easy it is? You haven’t been doing what I asked you to do. If you had, they would have been some improvements by now.”

“Or maybe you’re not doing your job well. I payed you to fix me!” I snarled at her

“Fix you? I can’t fix what doesn’t want to be fixed. You are hiding your trauma ethan.” She poured a cup of coffee and pushed it my way.

“I signed up for this lady, it clear I need to fix whatever causes the episodes I have.” I said between clenched fists.

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