QUINN'S POVWhen I knew Ford had gone, I eventually went back downstairs and to the business center. After spending some time job hunting online, I made three appointments to view apartment complexes in the area. Since Ford had found me in Maryland, I could apply for more commodity trading positions. At least I still had my career.After I finished in the business center, I grabbed a quick lunch and then took a self-guided walking tour of downtown Annapolis. History littered the city practically around every corner. I convinced myself I'd be happy living in this beautiful place. I convinced myself I'd made the right decision -- that being without Ford and his constant hot/cold behavior, I could truly begin to figure out who I was without him.The problem with trying to convince yourself of the lies is, eventually you realize it doesn't work. I 'wanted' to work at HI and I 'wanted' to sleep in Ford's bed for the rest of my life. I wanted our lives to meld into one.I wanted to grow old
QUINN'S POVI'd never heard him string together so many words at one time. I choked back tears. I wanted him to care for me. I wanted to matter to him. But I couldn't help thinking if this sudden, uncharacteristic display of emotion came on the heels of a confession to murder. Was he trying to soften me up so I wouldn't turn him in to the police? Not that I ever would."You said you'd never lied to me. Are you lying now?"He leaned back. "I can see why you'd ask that. And if I'm being completely honest, I have to admit to telling you one lie. I told you once I didn't need or want your love. That wasn't true. I need it now more than ever. And I want it. I want 'you' -- all of you."I wanted to grab him and kiss him at the same time I wanted to slap his face. I remembered when he told me he didn't want my love and it had crushed me. Why now? Why did he wait to tell me when I'd decided to move on without him and start over?"I had a pretty great childhood," he began again. "If you could'
QUINN'S POVFrozen ice water rushed all around me, piercing my skin like a thousand sharp knives. I became almost instantly numb. Suppressing the instinct to kick my legs until I reached the surface, I forced myself to still, letting my body go limp and grow leaden. I expelled all the air in my lungs in a slow gurgle and begin to sink. Glancing up toward the surface, the watery murk of buttermilk colored sunlight began to fade with each passing second. Quiet surrounded me. Darkness crept in the deeper I sank and I squeezed my eyes shut. My lungs burned with the need to gasp for air. Every swimmer instinct I had raced to the surface. I sank so heavily; my limbs bobbed of their own accord, my hair floating around my face like spiraled kelp. The cold quickly became increasingly unbearable. My entire body ached with the sting of it.I sank deeper and faster all the while it became gradually harder to concentrate. Blackness edged its way around my thoughts until it took over entirely --
QUINN'S POVSpastically I shook as another chill jolted me. From the corner of my eye, I saw Ford glance at me."We're close to my place. As soon as we get there, we'll get you in a hot bath."The tone in his voice made me quiver. On second thought, it may have been the freezing cold. Whatever the reason, a hot bath sounded ideal. Should I have been more concerned that I so willingly agreed to go wherever this stranger took me? He hadn't really given me much of a choice. But my thoughts were now consumed with the bath he'd offered and getting warm. The cold sliced through me like frozen shards of ice, chilling my blood. My feet were pressed near the top of the floorboards and the seat warmer warmed my bottom, but I couldn't fight the shivers that shook my very bones. He didn't speak again and neither did I. He slowed the car down a few minutes later in front of a six-story brick building. I slipped on my soggy shoes and opened the door. My gaze slid up the industrial looking buildin
QUINN'S POVNothing but the wheels on the road interrupted the overwhelming silence on the drive to the airport. He didn't play music on the car radio, no conversation, nothing but the soft hum of the heater and the occasional sneeze and sniff from me.We circled the airport, bypassing several parking garages, and I looked on in confusion. Ford eventually pulled into a private bay and parked his car. In seconds, an attendant appeared at his side, opening the driver's side door and then grabbing Ford's belongings from the back seat."Good morning, Mr. Harper," I heard the attendant say as I climbed out of the car."Good morning, Roger. She ready to go?""Yes, sir. Fueled and waiting. I'll bring your briefcase and bag.""Has Dr. Johanssen arrived?""Yes, sir. She's already on board."Ford nodded curtly and tossed a glance at me over his shoulder. I scampered around to the other side of the car and Ford gently grabbed my elbow. He led me out of the bay and onto the tarmac. The side of th
QUINN'S POVMy uneasiness subsided even more as the plane leveled and I inched my eyes open. I glanced down at our intertwined hands. My eyes lifted to his and he immediately pulled his hand from mine. He reached for his magazine again and thumbed idly through it. I could feel my heartbeat began to slow and my body relax.The flight attendant glided by after the pilot announced we'd reached our cruising altitude and offered us drinks.I answered quickly. "Tequila, please."Ford's eyes narrowed on me. "Do you think it wise to mix alcohol with your sedative?"The flight attendant leaned down. "There's no alcohol on board. Can I get you something else?""Water's fine."She looked at Ford. "Your usual, sir?""Yes. Will you also bring a couple of salads and a cup of soup for her?"She smiled at him -- a little too sugary for my liking."Of course. I'll be back shortly."The flight attendant departed and I leaned my head against the leather back of the couch. "I'm not hungry.""I know."I s
QUINN'S POVWhen I awoke twenty minutes later, we'd pulled to a stop in front of a tall office building. A valet standing nearby opened my door and I scrambled out. I gazed up at the skyscraper, one of seemingly hundreds crowding the sky. Above the door read, 'Harper Industries' and I turned around in surprise."You own this building?"Ford put his hand underneath my elbow again, leading me inside. "Come on."We strolled inside where everyone from the security guards to the woman mopping an area of the marble lobby, greeted Ford by name. It became clear to me that Ford commanded respect by everyone who worked for him. Or maybe they all feared him. I didn't know which. I wasn't scared of him; he intrigued me. I'd never met anyone so severe. Was he capable of laughter? Joy?I tagged along behind him into the elevator, vaguely admiring the way his black slacks clung to his firm backside. He'd put on his black jacket to match his pants and he looked breathtakingly handsome. I looked down
QUINN'S POVThe elevator doors opened and Collin took a left while we headed out the front doors. The car had been brought around and stood waiting at the curb."Collin seemed bothered you didn't need him," I started as I snuggled into the comfortable leather seat."He's my personal assistant. He's use to being at my side.""Oh." I sneezed again. "Where are we going?""The Empire State Building.""Do you think taking me to the Empire State Building is the best idea? My sedative has long worn off.""Today is about facing fears, Quinn.""Is it? Because, for me, today was about 'not' having to live with fear anymore.""Well, you're still alive, so today you'll have to look your fears in the face. What're you afraid of?"I chewed on my lip. "Everything.""Fear is a learned behavior and typically a manifestation of a bigger issue. I'll prove it to you."I didn't know what he meant and I wasn't sure I wanted to. He could psychoanalyze me all day if he wanted. I stared out the window, buryi