The silence in the house told me exactly what I wanted to hear.
I waited till everyone had gone to sleep, it was a crazy idea, and no one would have tolerated it anyway, so I had to be wise and do things on my own.Immediately we put the laundry away, Father returned, and Amanda rushed to serve and attend to him while I sat there, consumed by my thoughts and plans to visit Mac.I had gone over the idea about a million times in one night, yet I could not foresee it ending in a good way. It also gave me the perfect time to take some money for a cab.After assessing the house from what I could hear, I climbed down slowly from the bed, thankfully Amanda was such a deep sleeper; it didn't matter the noise that was being made, nothing could separate her from her lovely sleep, and we were the only ones who shared a room with a window big enough to allow my tiny frame to pass through. I jumped into my freest pair of jeans and hoodie.I needed the comfort first and then carefully, l let myself out through the window, making sure the stash of pillows under my duvet looked like something similar to my figure.Immediately my feet hit the ground, and I broke into a run, guilty of not being caught; regardless I couldn't take the risk of exposure even now, and I didn't stop till I reached the bus stop.It was going to be a long ride, and It didn't help that Mac lived on the rich side of town, miles from my comfortable abode, so after taking the bus, I had to hail a cab to take me into his family estate.As we drove into the estate, I stared up at the tall and expensive buildings around; It was a posh estate, the kind that had perfectly manicured lawns and beautiful flowers sprawling everywhere; you would think the gardener worked all the time.Blinding lights illuminated the dark, and the view of the fountain was breathtaking; everything about it screamed wealth and I couldn't help but think one day I was going to be the luna of this pack, it was surreal and yet striking. it filled my eyes with anticipation and water until reality seeped in; only if I could somehow convince Mac to feel something for me would all my dreams come true; otherwise, I would be just an abandoned wolf, left to live in her misery till the end of days, the thought haunted me, plagued me even as I stepped down from the car and walked to the front of the mansion before me where the butler was standing outside waiting,“I'm here to see Mac” I smiled brightly at the butler. I was nervous, my palms were sweaty and my smile was too bright.He was standing at the front of the large main building, the lights made him look even larger but he was an average-height middle-aged guy. .He looked at me, from my oversized clothes to my unruly hair and I was sure he must have mentally scoffed, wondering what I had to see Mac for, looking like this, almost homeless. I was confident he didn't take me seriously. I needed to act fast.“Errm, I'm his mate, so please inform him of my presence.” I tried to caution my smile but it only wavered. I expected his countenance to change so that he would begin to address me with more respect but his eye only widened, and he gave a curt nod. “Your name?” “Fiona,” I rolled my eyes, and as if it were everyday women claiming to be Mac’s mate showed up at the doorstep, he only nodded and retreated into the mansion.Not the right way to treat your future luna I thought, getting wayyy ahead of myself.After a few minutes, he emerged, looking stern and well .... Without Mac, I let out a deflated sigh, and stared at him; surely it cannot be that bad right?“I am sorry. He has requested that you come back at a later time” His face gave no emotions and I knew he could see all that he had just shattered my heart.“Are you sure? Did you tell him it was Fiona? His mate?” desperate much fiona?He sighed impatiently, “You forget that he can smell you, please don't make a scene, I would arrange for a driver to take you home in a few minutes” He walked briskly into the huge mansion leaving me out there in the cold with tears brimming the top of my eyes and a severely broken heart.After 5 minutes of standing in the cold waiting for my ride, I decided that I wasn't going to let my efforts be in vain, I had come this far and I would not let anyone stop me from seeing Mac and gauging his reaction one more time.I snuck to the back of the house and counted the rooms close to the left side, usually, the head of every house, which is his father, stayed at the right side, so I was almost certain that his room was at the left and I was sure it would be located at the middle, at the 5th room, luckily for me There was a big tree standing a few feet from there and the wildest idea suddenly popped into my head.I blinked twice and begged my inner wolf for strength before setting my foot on the first branch, I heard it creak, and my heart thundered violently as if just learning the dangerous thing I was about to do. I placed my left foot at a higher branch and cursed silently as my muscle flexed, my breathing was getting so loud, and I knew it was only a matter of time if I didn't speed things up; after a few minutes, I was able to climb to the top of the tree just beside the window, I pushed it with my hands and to my greatest surprise it was open. I let out a loud gasp.Some part of my brain was warning me that I was missing something but I was too tired to care.I took a long breath and jumped into the room. It was completely dark. He's probably fast asleep. I tiptoed my way into the centre of the room, trying to adjust my eyes to the complete darkness around me.Once I reached what I thought was the centre of the room, I realised that the room was much bigger than I initially thought, I felt the hairs at the back of my neck begin to rise at the awareness of a presence, crap, I must have awoken him, My breathing came out shakily, I was suddenly so nervous as I waited for him to speak.After a few minutes of breathing silences, I gathered the courage to spin around to where I could feel his piercing gaze on me, and when I looked, I saw the tiniest speck of blue eyes illuminate the dark room minimally.I blinked, rubbing my eyes and shaking my head at the thought that I was dizzy from the climb and seeing things that weren't there, when I opened my eyes and looked again, this time the gaze was close and the view unmistakeable. It was..... Blue eyes.Wait, does Mac have blue eyes?His ocean Blue eyes were shining in the dark. They were so beautiful and alluring; they pulled me in. The moon goddess really loves me to have paired me with someone as dreamy as Mac. It made me so happy to know that he was here, staring at me, that I could hold his attention for this long, I could still feel his stare burning into my skin, and it made me feel hot in places that had no business being hot. What was so different now? Maybe he was shy? I mean, right now his inability to keep his eyes off me shows a great level of interest, and I wonder what happened earlier when we met, why he couldn't even spare me a glance when we realised that we were mates. I mean, it was a casual drop-off by my father and he got to find out that the daughter of his father's chauffeur was his mate so it must have been so shocking and extremely cringe to him right? That must have made him shy, right? I was snapped from my thoughts by the jerk of a warm hand pulling me behind the curtain. That was q
There were so many things I expected when I finally regained consciousness When my body betrayed me by coming awake. The sexy stranger and I being tied up before a number of stern-looking alphas, Mac staring at me with the same nonchalant expression and now maybe more of hatred and disappointment? Father’s voice and eminent disappointment grounding me and expressing how foolish my decisions were, my sisters staring at me with pity and disdain and whoever read out my punishment according to the law, Amanda looking at me with a look that screamed betrayal and how could you? Mr. Ashen banning me from his estate and declaring that I was unfit for the position of Luna and I was forbidden from ever setting my eyes on his son. the ‘i told you’ look on the butler's stern face. But of all the things I imagined, never in a million years and lifetimes could I have imagined that I would wake up in my own room and on my own bed. That I would find myself in my room, on my bed with my jeans and sw
By the time I returned from walking around the neighborhood and sitting idly in a park while obsessing over the events of last night, my brain was tired of drawing conclusions that led nowhere. I met my entire family all hurdled over the dining table and eating. Father was smiling so brightly, as Gwen chatted something about her husband's field, I wondered when she arrived. I could tell Father was excited to be having a meal with his girls and when he saw me, his smile only increased. “You're back, I heard you went out for an unusual morning run.'' He teased, smiling with his eyes while he beckoned me to come over and join them at the table. Father certainly didn't know anything about last night. I walked over and took a seat at the dining table, Gisselle and Amanda stared at me weirdly, exchanging looks and finally accepting that I actually went jogging. All through my time out, I kept thinking, How did I get home? What exactly happened? It was driving me insane so severely that I
The silence in the house was deafening. once the door behind me was successfully locked everything came to a halt. I caught my sisters and my father all huddled around the dining table looking guilty, they had been eavesdropping and from the looks on their faces they knew I was well aware. Too tired and heartbroken to deal with any of it, I walked briskly into the room I shared with Amanda and shut the door loudly caging myself in. I climbed up to my bed and the waterworks officially began. Is love meant to hurt like this? Was I not enough? Did he have the faintest idea of the agony he put me through each time I stumbled through his emptiness and emotionless feelings toward me. I should have known he would only come here for intel, to use me, maybe there was nothing I could do to make this man love me. The tears flowed in harder in loud angry sobs and I was grateful to have locked the door behind me, I really didn't need anyone's counsel at the moment, I was too occupied with the voi
Who the hell was L? What did that even mean, I had a faint idea that it was the blue eyed stranger who probably dropped me that left the note here, but it didn't make any sense. What was the blue orchid for? And what was the meaning of L. a name? Luther? Lark? Lionell? These are the names that could suit him but they didn't feel quite right. Amanda cleared her throat, dragging not only my eyes but my attention to her. “ What is that about? And who is L? Spill before I betray you as you did” I sighed, exhausted If only she knew I had no answers to her questions. “ I'm just like you, I am as confused as you are” I said wearily. She studied me for a while and I knew she was deciding whether or not to believe me. Finally she said, “You know what? Lets just drop this, there has been enough drama to last a while in this family anyway” I nodded my head while looking away wistfully, trying to make sense of things and trying to understand what was really going on. Things were getting way mo
This could not be happening There was no way it was possible and I had just once again conjured images myself. I blinked, struck too quickly by the intensity of his eyes and just to confirm that I wasnt seeing things and when I opened my eyes again, he was gone. I stood there for a few seconds, my mouth hanging open, before the brain cells in my head began to work and I registered, I really actually saw him. I dashed to the front of the building to check if I could see any traces of him. , My breathing was erratic, my composure non existent, I was distressed and very confused but I kept searching and searching till after a few minutes when I finally accepted that he was nowhere to be found. He had disappeared, literally. It had to be a joke, right? It had to be some sort of mind play, I turned around in confusion. One moment he was there, and just before I could look he was gone. It made no sense at all, It made me very furious in fact, Was he messing with me? Why did he keep playi
CHAPTER NINE After getting my ears full with the scolding and stern words meted out by my sisters, I dragged myself to the room and shut the door lightly then gently eased onto my bed, I was emotionally tired, it was so difficult for me to stay without obsessing over the fact that some of the things that happened within the last twenty four hours happened, for example, How did I meet him and lose him yet again. Did i even meet him? Did I conjure up an imagination? Could he disappear? Was that even possible? So many questions. floated around in my head. I knew he was a wolf from the first time we were at close proximity, my wolf had sensed his wolf right away, but was he a special breed? Could something like that be possible? The events of the past week had consumed my mind so much and distracted me from thinking about Mac, But now, it was like a magazine and my brain flipped over to his page, How could he leave me there knowing I was stranded? How heartless of him to do that to me,
By the time resumption week rolled in, I was ready to put the uncertainties of the past week behind me, Mac had never tried to contact me since we last met, and I doubted that he was apologetic to me over how he left me stranded on the road, so I decided to give him some time to think of me and maybe grow his love for me. I didn't want to let go, but I was tired of bruising my own heart over and over again. I had heard nothing of L, and I still didn't know his name or anything else about him and. I was tired of obsessing over blue eyes that made me no good and brought me nowhere close to answers or a realization. Until I had more information and reason, I was going to stay off the radar and let things come naturally to me. Once I managed to fit everything I own worth carrying into my box and I tell you, it was a lot, and it took the lonngest time I did a happy dance to show my excitement while Amanda laughed her ass off at my silly moves. She was accompanying me to school, the only o