Chapter 9

Arielle Walton

I'm too embarrassed to raise my head, I stopped sobbing but I'm still leaning on his shoulders while he held me and whispered comforting words. I missed this even though I shouldn't be feeling this way. I couldn't control my tears they were flowing like a flooded river, I couldn't realise why would I cry in front of him, a part of me still trusts him and yet the other empty soulless part has second thoughts about it but he was holding me tight as if he let me go I would disappear, the sense of warmth and safety wrapped around me. I want to raise my head and say sorry but I'm such an ugly crier, I've probably wet his suit with tears and boogers. But I couldn't do it, I was too embarrassed to say it after all he's the man who broke my heart. I do have dignity as well.

My eyes felt heavy as I slowly start to close my eyes

"mia cara, you're burning up again, let's lie down" he pulled away and looked into my eyes soon the sense of warmth was taken away but was filled wi