Dylan POV
Octavia, my mate that I rejected. Did I feel pity for her? No. Did I feel terrible about taking her best friend as my mate? No. Do I feel guilty about emotionally abusing her and letting pack members treat her like trash? Yes, yes, I do. I had a crush on her when we were younger. She was such an adorable little girl. I remember wishing she would be my mate and the moon goddess granted my wish.
Then all the pack members hated her, and all my friends started insulting her. I pitied her at first, but then I started having more fun taunting her. I never raised my hands on her, but I commanded people to. When she didn’t shift, I made fun of her every chance I got. She never said a word. She never made a sound when anybody hit her. She endured it all. Samantha doesn’t know, but anytime Samantha hits her, and she leaves. Octavia looks at Samantha longingly. That is the only person she cares about. As her mate, when I taunt her, she just looks at the ground. She makes no sound, and she doesn’t say a word. It always pissed me off that I could never get her attention. She only cares about Samantha. I rejected her and forced her to reject me. She did it with tears in her eyes. The rejection was painful, but I smirked at her and left her to cry. Then I decided to mate with Samantha to hurt her, and I did. My wolf never agrees with me. My wolf hates Samantha. He is usually complaining whenever I have sex with her. Sometimes I block him out. There are times he will fight with me for control. So I always inject myself with wolfsbane so he won’t fight for control. I know it isn’t good. Wolfsbane is poisonous, I know, but that’s the only thing to get my wolf off my back.
I claimed her as my mate, and anytime Octavia was near, I acted extra romantic to her. But still, she looks at Samantha longingly! I wanted to hurt her badly, so I was happy when Samantha said she was pregnant. Not because of the child but because I wanted to hurt Octavia. When I announced it, she finally looked at me defeated and broken. The pack jubilated, but I saw her sneaking out. I forgot about Octavia and celebrated with my friends and pack members. I was feeling happy and triumphant because I finally managed to break her.
“Hey, I am going to the bathroom,” I told my friends. I headed to the bathroom. I did my business; then I felt a powerful emotion of pain, anguish, anger and sadness. The emotions were powerful. I held my chest. ‘Who owns these emotions‘ I thought, closing my eyes in pain. Wait, are these Octavia’s emotions? I had never felt her emotion. This is the first time, and it doesn’t feel very pleasant. My chest felt like it was about to blow up. Is this how she always felt? She has been having these intense emotions for years. If she was a human, she would have died by now. How did she cope? I couldn’t take it anymore. I passed out with one thought in my mind. ‘My wolf will forever hate me.’
2 hours later
“Ugh,” I groaned. My head felt heavy. I sat up and shook my head. I looked around, and I was in the hospital. What am I doing here? Then I remembered.
“Oh, my God! Octavia!” I said, panicking. I quickly stood up. Samantha came walking in.
“Oh, Dylan, you’re awake. You had me worried,” she said, not looking worried at all.
“Not now, Samantha. Where is Octavia?” I asked, trying to keep my cool.
“How am I supposed to know? I haven’t seen the bitch since when we announced the pregnancy. Why are y…..” I didn’t allow her to finish her statement. I ran out of the hospital. After getting to the pack house, I went to her room. I heard moans. ‘Who is Octavia having sex with? I was beginning to get angry, so she has been cheating on me since! That two-faced lying bitch! I slam the door open. It was not Octavia; it was one of the pack teens.
“Alpha!” they screamed. The guy was trying to cover the girl’s nakedness.
“What are you doing in Octavia’s room having sex on her bed?” I asked them, and they started laughing. I was confused. What is funny here? When they saw I wasn’t laughing, they stopped.
“Wait, Alpha, are you serious? You were the one who chased her out of this room and told her to stay in the basement,” the girl said, looking confused. Then I remembered I did chase her out of the room to punish her for pouring coffee on my clothes. I am such an animal!
I left the room and headed to the basement. When I got there, I opened the door. I could smell her here, but not strong. I saw a door, and I went closer and opened it. Her soothing scent slapped me in the face. Strawberries. My wolf, Ryder, was whining at the smell.
Her room, no, this is not a room. It consists of a small dirty bed and a small table. It is so dark here. I also saw a small bathroom. This is where she has been staying. My wolf started whining loudly.
“This is all your fault! Your mate has been suffering, and you added to her suffering! You are a monster for doing this to her!!” He screamed furiously. I opened the pack mind link. Mind linking everyone.
“Listen, everyone, has anyone seen Octavia?” I asked.
“No Alpha”
“I didn’t see her today Alpha.”
“The last time I saw her was 3 days ago.”
“Yes, Alpha, I saw her running to the border like 2 hours ago.”
Wait, border? 2 hours ago. Oh, shit! I quickly mind-link the pack warriors.
“I need four groups of warriors containing three people to move out and search for Octavia. Spread yourselves and look for her now!” I screamed, running out of the basement. After stepping outdoors, my expectations for her whereabouts changed.
3 hours later
It has been 3 hours, and we have not seen Octavia. I followed her scent. It was faded, but I could smell it, then I got to a stream, and I couldn’t locate her smell again. We searched and searched, and she was nowhere to be found. I can’t link her because she had cut ties with the pack. Defeated, I went back to my pack.
“You chased your mate away! You are a terrible human!! Moon goddess made a mistake making you my human!!” my wolf screamed at me.
“You are a monster. You have lost your mate and your wolf after you rejected her and forced her to reject us. I stood strong and took away 80% of the rejection pain. Do you think what you felt was pain? I was still happy seeing my mate! But you chased her! Now she is gone, she is gone, I am nothing without a mate,” he said, and just like that, I felt an immense pain that sent me down to my feet.
“That pain you are feeling is the rejection pain and all the pains of everything you did to her," my wolf said sadly. Then I could feel my wolf dying.
“Goodbye, human,” he said, then the pain increased. I screamed as my body shifted to my human. The pack gathered around me, confused. The pain was intense and my heart was beating loudly when I couldn't take it anymore I passed out. I just lost my mate and wolf in one day.
I guess the saying is true. You never value what you have until you lose it.
Octavia POV It has been an hour since I ran, and I have just been wandering around. I feel lifeless and empty. Why is my life so horrible? What did I do to deserve this? I didn’t kill those people intentionally. My father died, and I was sad about it. I don’t even expect that strange power; It just happened. I was just a kid, but those people maltreated me, abused me, starved me, made me do all their chores, called me names, and laughed at me, and now my best friend and my mate mated. She is not even my best friend. She is my ex-best friend, and he is my ex mate. I laugh humorlessly. No matter what they did to me, I still had hoped he would notice me, and I was ready to forgive if he apologized, but then he got her pregnant. All hope is lost. I have no one to call my own, not even a wolf. My life is so pathetic. I felt salty water on my lips. Then I realized I was crying. I cried more, and I felt so useless and pathetic. I saw a pond. The water is so clear and shining. I entered th
Silver POV“MATE?!” my wolf Shadow screamed. Mate? I have a mate. This shivering and shaking girl is my mate. My wolf Shadow kept on shouting, mate, while moving around in my head.“Will you chill out!!” I yelled.“Mate! mate! mate!” He kept on chanting. I rolled my eyes. He has finally lost it. I look at my mate. I can’t see her face. Her hair is covering it. I moved closer, trying to sniff her again, but she must have thought I wanted to bite her or eat her, so she started shaking more.“Pl…pleas…..” she trailed off and I noticed she stopped talking and moving. She fainted!“One of you quickly put her on my back” I mind-linked my warriors, facing them. “Umm but Alpha, she is a ro…” I cut them off, flashing my canine.“Fucking put her on my back now!” I yelled at them. They flinched.“Okay, Alpha,” Ivan said. He shifted to his human and went behind me. He placed her on my back. I adjusted her very well. I ran to the hospital and mind-linked the head-pack doctor, Doctor Agnes. “Doc
Octavia POV Beep…beep. What is that sound? I opened my eyes and looked around. Why is everything so bright and white? Am I in heaven?! I was confused. No, I’m pretty sure this is not heaven because I feel pain all over my body. I sat up, holding my head. I am starting to have a headache. I rubbed my head groaning. Then I heard the door open, and I looked up. “Oh, you are awake,” a man wearing a white coat said. “I am Doctor Agnes; what is yours?” he continued, moving closer. I panicked and started shaking. “Pl..please...let m..me g…go” I said, shaking terribly. The doctor put his hands up. “Calm down; I won’t hurt you,” he said gently, but I was far too panicking. Everyone always hurts me. I curled into a ball, rocking myself back and forth. “St..stay a..wa..away!” I yelled. Then the heart monitor started making loud noises and making me more scared. “Go away, go away!, go away!” I screamed with tears running down my face. “Nurse!! Get me a tranquilizer!” I heard a man scream.
Octavia POV Beep…beep. The constant noise is bothering me, and I’ve had enough of it. This time, I’m not drowsy, so I sit up. I looked around, and the big man was sitting in a chair beside me, looking at me. “You really need to stop fainting,” he said. Oh no, I fainted again. I rub my head, trying to remember. Oh, goddess! He is my mate! I gasp loudly, looking at him. Does he know I’m his mate? Can he feel the bond? Will he reject me? “Y...you a...are my mate?” I asked lowly. He smiled happily. “Yes, I am your mate,” he said. I look at him, expecting him to reject me. He looked back at me. Why is he not rejecting me? I questioned myself; I never thought I would have a second chance, mate. “What?!” He asked, looking at me amused. “A.. aren’t you going to reject me?” I asked again. This time a look of shock passed his face. “N... no…ooo, why would I do that?” He asked, looking confused. With each passing moment, my confusion deepened, and I wondered why he didn’t want to reject me
Octavia POV We entered the office, and he went to sit on his big brown chair while I sat in front of him. I nervously fiddle with my fingers. What could he possibly want to say? Or maybe he just doesn’t want me as his mate? Or he wants to reject me? Or does he want to take another woman as Luna because I have no wolf? Oh, moon goddess, help me from his rejection. I could feel my heart beating fast. “Octavia!” I had a voice yelling, cutting me out of my thoughts; I flinched, looking up. “I’m sorry for yelling, but I have been calling your name with no response. Don’t get too bothered; we just want to discuss,” he said. “O…okay,” I said lowly. “Okay, first, you have to tell me why you are a rogue,” he said, with a serious look on his face. “It’s really a long story,” I said. I am not scared of talking about my past, but it is not something I like to discuss. I don’t even know where to start. “I got time,” he said, resting on his chair and crossing his arms. “Okay, it started when
Octavia POVI criedout in fear and jumped on the Alpha. He holds me tightly and growls quietly.“Lillian!What did I fucking tell you!” He shouted at the woman who was wearing aridiculous clown costume with a welcome to the pack banner hanging in the room.Her outfit is very ridiculous and colorful, and she looks scary. I could alsonotice her strong presence; she had a powerful aura surrounding her. Maybe sheis an Alpha or Beta’s daughter. I always have this thing of sensing people’saura, and it’s weird because I have no wolf.“Comeon, bro, I was trying to give her a nice welcome,” she said. Bro? is she hissister? How did she even know about me?“Lillian,please get the fuck out now; I told you no surprises; when will you everlisten?” he asked. She rolled her eyes, ignoring him. She just rolled her eyesat her Alpha. Isn’t he going to punish her?“Hello!I’m Lillian, this stupid Alpha twin sister,” she said with an eye roll. Wow,twin Sister, he is a twin, awesome.“Umn..nice
Octavia PovWe wentdownstairs to the main living room but passed through a different door. Why arewe passing this way?“Whereare we going?” I asked, but she smiled.“Youwill see,” she replied, still smiling. We got to the basement and entered aroom that had stairs. We went down, and the place was a little bit dark, so Iwas getting scared.“Lillian,where are we?” I asked, nervously holding her arm. She laughed a little andleft me. I stayed in a spot, scared. Then suddenly, the light came up, my eyeswidened, and my jaws dropped.“Holyshit!” I cursed. “Noway!” I yelled. Lillian laughed. I look at the beautiful scene in front of me.“Anunderground car pack!” I yelled. Oh my God! I love cars and motorcycles somuch. This is the first time I am seeing a car collection of different colors.I was so happy and ran to each car, admiring it.“Wow!This is awesome!” I yelled. Lillian laughed, stirring at me.“ShouldI tell you something?” she asked.“Yeah,go on,” I said, smiling.“Yo
Silver POVI fitmy hands tightly and grit my teeth together. That fucking bastard, oh, how Ifeel like punching him and disfiguring his face.“Hello?”he said, cutting me out of my thoughts.“Yes,how can I help you?” I asked, annoyance clear in my voice. He paused a little.“Yes, Iwas wondering if you saw a female rogue passing your territory?” He askedworriedly. I smirked, so now he is worried about her. A thought flashed throughmy mind; “Why don’t I have a little fun?”“Oh,rogue? Yes, we did see one some time ago; she passed my territory,” I said,looking at my nails. “O..ohs..so where is she now?” he asked tremblingly.“Why doyou ask Alpha Dylan?” I asked.“Oh s..she,um, she committed a crime; she killed one of the pack members and ran away,” hesaid. He is such a kid; he can’t even lie.“Ooh,well, the rogue is dead; you know how pack laws go, don’t you, Alpha Dylan?” Iasked, smirking. I love playing mind games. He gasped lowly, but I could hearhim. I am a werewolf, aft