You two know each other?" It was my mom who spoke next, breaking the awkward silence I seemed to bring with me since my arrival. I realised I was still standing so I took a seat at the extreme, making sure it's not anywhere near Ryder.
A lot is going through my head right now. My mom is engaged to Saint James, father of my bully. Do I just open my mouth now and tell mom? Should I make her call off the engagement because of the rifle between me and Ryder. She waited sixteen years after dad and now that she's got a man do I just ruin it.
Is life playing a game with me? Why do I have to always be entwined with Ryder? When I thought I have a year to endure more only to be thrown into a family relationship with him.
"We're in the same English class, Sophia" he said looking at me meaningfully
"She just don't talk to me"
The last part holds meaning only both of us understand.
"Really, Genie?" I can feel her eyes questioning me.
"I don't talk to most people mom" I muttered not meeting her gaze, afraid she'll see the lies in them. I picked up my glass of water to avoid talking further.
"It's okay, they'll definitely get along once they live together" James concluded
"What?" I almost choke on my water, pouring back the contents into the cup.
"What?" I asked again as if I didn't hear the first time. Horror and Surprise spread on my face.
But mom smiled. "We were going to keep it a surprise but it's of no use now" she grabbed James hand across the table and entwined her fingers with his.
"Since you kids attends the same school I realised it's best we move it together as we plan the wedding"
What?
"When's the wedding?" She couldn't help herself but ask. If mom had everything figured without telling me then I have a right to be mad at her. For keeping it from me and keeping me in the dark. I looked between mom and James the Ryder. He sat down there as if none of this was anything he wasn't expecting.
Why isn't he saying anything?
Did he know all this all along? Does he know my mom's been seeing his dad? Does he have an idea that I'll be his step sister soon?
Not only am I shocked to find my bully as my stepbrother but moving with him is something that's alarming. I wanted to speak and make an objection but the look on my mom's face tied my tongue down. She looked her happiest. I couldn't ruin this for her. At least not now.
"We haven't decided yet, your mom doesn't want an enormous wedding so I guess it will be soon"
I only nodded. I don't see reason in me asking for the date of the wedding because whether I like it or not, it's happening anyways.
A waitress appeared and took our orders. I haven't had enough time to check out the menu so I just picked the first thing I set my eyes on. And Ryder, I looked up at him to find his gaze on me but he looked away after being caught. I wonder what will be going through that mind of his. Is he cool with this? Why isn't he saying anything? Does he pretend to be a good kid while his dad Is there and turns a rebel behind me? He holds an expression that's unreadable. He looked back at me and caught me looking. I looked away embarrassed.
The waitress returned with our orders, I forgot what I ordered anyway. It turns out to be an Italian salad, I'm glad it's not anything I won't be able to eat.
"So, Ryder, tell me what your plan is after high school," mom asked.
"Focus on football I guess. Perhaps get into an ivy league school or something" he shrugged and said it so casually like he's said it all over.
"James didn't mention you play" mom looks back at James in defense.
"Yeah. I'm the quarterback"
"I'd love to come watch you play one of these days right Gen?"
"Umm… yeah… " I struttered suddenly feeling nervous and not finding the right word to say.
"The next match is on Friday, you should come" Ryder says
"Oh really… I'll need to reschedule my meeting this week then"
"You don't have to but thanks, Sophia"
"What are your plans Genevieve?" James asked the same question my mom just threw at his son.
"Me?" I was taken aback by his question. I've never really decided on what I'll do yet. All I know is that I want to get away from here first.
"Ummm…" I paused. "Haven't decided" He nodded in understanding. The rest of the dinner was okay and at the end, we hugged and waved goodbye to my soon to be stepdad and stepbrother. The moment I got into mom's car, my phone vibrated. Thinking I've got a message from Lexi, I pulled it out. It's from an unknown contact. I opened it.
Unknown: So, stepsister ugh?
I don't need anyone to tell me before I figure out who the sender is.
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"Holy shit" Lexi's voice raged through the speakers. I facetimed her as soon as I reached my room.
"That's fucked up" she said and I nodded in agreement. It's more than fucked up.
"I can't believe Ryder's going to be my Stepbrother. I mean giving our story and all that" I pace around the room with my laptop in my hand.
"Well… might be a good thing you know…."
"No fuvkng way!" I charged
"Sorry, just kidding" she laughed but I knew she didn't mean it. There's no way in the world Ryder and I will get closer. He uses every chance he gets to remind me how awful my presence is to him. I hate him so much but now stepbrother??
After a little chat I ended the call with Lexi with the promise to catch up on Monday. I take a shower and put on my pajamas. I was about to start an essay that's due on Tuesday when I heard my phone chirping. I picked it up to find another message from Ryder.
What does he want from me?
Unknown; I know you aren't asleep
I left it on read but didn't reply but since Ryder's being Ryder he didn't let me rest.
Unknown; Are you ignoring me, sis?
Sis?
Is he being serious right now?
Almost immediately I got another message.
Unknown; Reply me and I will stop
Me; How do you get my number?
Unknown; I'm Ryder Saint,Sis.
I rolled my eyes as if he could see me.
Me; Cut the attitude and stop calling me sis and stop texting me. I care about my grades so I have to study. Goodnight.
I hit the send button then switched off my phone. Ryder texting me?? Unbelievable. I returned back to studying but Ryder seemed to have ruined my mood so I went downstairs to get a cup of water.
I met mom in the kitchen.
"Want a cup of coffee?"
She asked, watching me carefully. Since the surprise of throwing Ryder in my face we haven't discussed much. The car ride on our way back was silent. Neither of us didn't know what to say to each other. Somehow I believe I was acting like a bitch. This is the same woman who has taken care of me and gave me her all since the penis donor didn't want it. I want to blame all of this on whoever my father is, if he didn't abandon us in the first place, none of this would be happening.
"No thanks, I'll just have some water then go to bed"
I replied
"You're okay with moving with James right?"
So this was it. How do I explain that I'm okay with moving but not okay with having Ryder as my stepbrother.
"Of course, James is cool and Ryder I can deal with it" I feigned Excitement and shrugged it off like it's nothing.
"Are you sure"
I nodded. " You should get some rest"
She smiled and hugged me goodnight, and I closed my eyes and let the familiar floral scent of her perfume wash over me. I wondered if she’d start wearing something more expensive now that she was marrying a billionaire, and my heart ached a little as I thought of all the other little details that might change in the near future
RyderI still can't believe Genie McConnell is going to be my Stepsister. Out of any other girls with tities and a nice ass, it's going to be her. Since when did dad start seeing another woman. Hell, he's never seen anyone since mom left. All however was just a nice pussy to satisfy his urges. But seeing Genie mom with him, I'm pretty sure it must be serious. It's been a week since my dad and Sophia announced their engagement and I'm still fuming. I don't understand why I'm angry. First, why does he have to throw that news at us without any warning. From the horrified look on Genie's face I'm sure it came as a surprise. Secondly, he hasn't been around ever since. I know he has a busy schedule but fuvk, he's settling down in a few months now with a soon to be Stepsister and a wife for Christ sake. I know he came in late last night anyways. Throughout this week, I did something. Haven't done since the first time I set my eyes on her, I let her be. I avoided and stayed clear of her way
I shut my eyes as soon as I opened them. Wtf! Why is it so bright in here? What happened? My room is usually dark. When my eyes finally get used to the light I realised it's not my room after all. Where am I? Like a flash, I recollect the events of yesterday. Our arrival and then at night, a drunk Ryder. The window, my face went in that direction spontaneously and I realised it's still open. Little wonder it's all bright in here. I stared at the ceiling for a while while I listened to the low…. Coming from Ryder's room. He must really love that band. After a while, I decided to get out of bed and put on some clothes as I was done doing this, I heard my door close behind me and I looked up to see the race of the person I so dread. Arrgggh Will I ever get used to seeing his face each day now that we live together? I don't think so. Stepping away from the mirror, "Have you ever heard the word 'privacy' before?" I studied his face, he looks okay, his hair is a little dishevel
He is leaning against the closed door obviously blocking my way out. How did he get in here? I didn't hear him climb the stairs let alone come in. "What are you doing here?" His voice is calm."No..noth…nothing" I stammered and quickly god the camera behind my back but it was too late as he already saw it."Oh!" His eyes widened In recognition as he took in the scene before him "Give it to me" he extended his palms out towards me. I start to bypass him but it's of no use as he had already shut the door. I stood incredibly close to him as I inhaled the smell of freshness from him. I've never been this close to him. Never. It has always been him intimidating me and me running away. But that had stopped. I made that clear weeks ago that he couldn't triumph over my weakness again. Plus, I've already decided that I'll stop being a victim to his unjust war. I tightened my trip around it "No" I said firmly. He can do what he likes all I care. He takes a step closer and I take one back. "
*****I opened my eyes. My hair sticks to the side of my face with sweat.Heat smothers my body and my breasts tighten against the towel.That’s not all.Oh. God.My hand rests between my legs and I’m… wet.I jerk my hand free as if I was caught stealing.I remember last night after an early dinner with mom, dad and Ryder I came in here to study but I ended up falling asleep. heard a muffled sound coming through the wall from Ryder’s bedroom. It must be what woke me up from while at the brink of getting a good orgasm. I listened carefully and It sounded like someone crying in pain, but as I cocked my ear towards it, I realized it was a woman moaning with pleasure.God, he was such a vulgar man-whore. He's watching the blues. Omg. I tried to picture him stroking himself while watching and insert my fingers where it aches me between my legs. The lady starts moaning faster and I follow the Rhythm with my fingers in an effort to finish what I have been dreaming about but my hands don't s
One fact I disagree with is that I'm obsessed with my stepbrother. Ex bully but now my stepbrother. The transition is overwhelming and unbelievable. The guy who I had vowed to hate and get away from. The one who makes me feel insecure of myself. The one whose voice makes my blood boil. Just like the dew disappears with the morning light, all of this magnimonity was replaced with a feeling I can't place my hands on. Ryder is more than I had earlier pictures of him. Of course he is a badass guy who still pisses me off anytime he wants but beneath him is something more. Ryder and I never spoke of the sexual tension between us even though it ran through my mind each time especially the movie we both shared in his room. I was pretty sure it didn’t mean anything to him, that he was just trying to lose me even though the sensations I experienced were the same as if we were in the movie. The past few weeks have been less dramatic. He's been busy with practice so I see less of him at home.
We stare at each other, both of our eyes wide. Like we just woke up from a century's worth of sleep and realizing the change in the world. We were surprised at what just happened. I can't read the expression on Ryder's face. I can't tell if he regrets what just happened or it's just part of what to expect. "I'm just going to leave," I mutter. I stand up and straighten my blouse, stepping away from him. It didn't take me any second before I exited his room, not glancing back to spare him a look. I leaned against my door the moment I'm in my room and closed the door behind me. I stood there blinking for forever and staring into eternity. I placed my hands over my chest to stop my racing heart. There is no logical explanation for what just happened. I just freaking kissed my stepbrother. The guy who weeks ago is the last person I ever wished to come across. The guy who infuriates and makes my blood boil. The guy I seriously wish to get away from. The guy who never dated girls. The guy
I was in a calculus class when I heard my phone chimed. I was relieved I could get my eyes away from Mr Allen and his boring lectures. Infact, I have been dying to get off this seat for a long time. So when I got a message, I became happy. I reached between the pocket of my sweater and pulled out my phone. It's a message from Ryder. Why is he texting me in school? The few weeks since I've known Ryder now, he only texts when he has anything naughty to say or to disturb me. Something within me tells me something is wrong somewhere. I mean, he never texts in school at least. Before I could find out what the message entailed, I heard the demanding yet ugly voice of Mr Allen calling me. "Miss, McConnell, are you still with us?" I look up to find his eyes boring into mine like he has been staring at me a long time ago. I broke the contact and looked around to find all the double pairs of eyes lingering on my body. "Ye..yes" I stuttered. "Good" he says before turning to the board to co
"I know all of this is fucked up because you're my fucking step sister. I shouldn't want you or fell attracted to you but I can't help it Genie" His eyes are no longer gentle. "I know you don't feel the same way but I need to get the words out now" "Why?" My voice is a little quiver. "Why what?" He asked "Why are you telling me all of this now?" I repeat. I'm confused and feeling sick right now. "Why did you have to tell me all these Ryder?" "Because that's the way I feel" his voice is calm. "I thought you hated me" He laughs. "You believed that?" "I've never been myself around you Genie. You turns me on so fucking badly that I hated you. I hated the fact that you get to me and makes me feel in the way I've never felt before" I'm stunned into silence by the new revelation. The guy who had made my life a complete hell is actually attracted to me. "Since when?" I couldn't help but ask the one question that has been on mind since he started all of these. Did he woke up tod