"Too Sexy or not sexy?”
Anxiety killed me as I stood in front of my squared dark brown mirror, staring at my reflection.The creamy curtains of my apartment bedroom window being wide open caused sunlight to trickle in and illuminate my reflection some more. My eyes could not help but trace my own features, light greenish eyes, small heart-shaped lips to my creamy pale skin. A small sigh escaped my lips at how plain looking I was, compared to all these beautiful stunning girls that graced the university which I was attending. They were all rich too, unlike poor ole me who came from a humble home of a single mother. The only reason I was even able to afford to come and study here was that I had worked hard to be top of my high school class and earned a scholarship.My gaze quickly moved to the little piece of paper sitting on my study desk. All those nights of sleeping late, not going out and making the university library my second home, had finally paid off.That little paper held my final year results and stated that I had come out as Valedictorian for my software engineering degree class. I could not wait to call my mother and tell her all about it. I had done all this for her.For you see, as a teenage girl, my mother fell in love with a man. He got her pregnant and then left her just like that. My mother`s own family kicked her out as a disgrace. So, she was left all alone having to take care of a baby. Through hard work and doing manual labor jobs like working as a maid, she did it and was able to give me a normal childhood. As normal as she could afford too. There were times where I would get kicked out of school because of unpaid school fees but my mother always found a way for me to go back and continue my studies.All this motivated me to work hard and make sure that I could one day give her a better life too.I had made a lot of sacrifices to do so, like having a non-existing social life and fewer friends. When it comes to dating, I had spent all my high school years single. It was only now in my final year that I had met a boy and started dating him. His name was Greg and he was my first boyfriend.He was also the reason for my anxiety right now as I faced the mirror.Today was the day that I was planning to finally give my body to him. I had made him wait this whole year of dating with reason. It was the fear of not wanting to lose my scholarship, in the case of accidentally getting pregnant. Like what happened to my mother. But now that I had received my results making me eligible for graduation, I was ready to take our relationship to the next level and lose my 20-year-old virginity.Biting my bottom lip, I stared again at the mirror in turmoil while tracing my eyes on what I was currently wearing.“Damn, you are looking hot girl! Who is the lucky man?” I turned my head and gazed at Jess, my best friend and the one whom I shared this two-bedroom apartment with. She had just entered my room to see me and was looking gorgeous as always with her light blue eyes, blonde hair and model looking figure which I always envied. Instead I was too curvy and on the plus size compared to all these slim girls everywhere. I had tried all I could from diets to slim products but nothing worked. It got to the point where I just stopped caring and started being more comfortable in my own skin.“I am going to see Greg, my boyfriend of course,” I said to her while trying to style my long light brown hair to look sexy. It had to compliment the sexy, short and lacey tight black dress outfit. One which I wore with these cute black heels. Underneath was the latest black lacey lingerie set by Victoria secret. I had pulled all the stops in order to have a great night tonight. This girl was finally getting LAID!I was able to notice the quick fleeting annoyed look that passed Jess`s face. I knew the reason; she had always hated my boyfriend Greg and did not like him at all. She was always telling me that I could do better.And I always replied that I loved him.Although annoyed, she still walked up to me and helped me with my makeup. It was the reason I had sent her a text to come to my room. When it came to doing my own makeup, I totally sucked.“There done,” she said while closing the concealer shut.“Thanks, I don’t know what I would do without you.”Jess was like a sister to me, we had met and bonded from the first day of college.I could not help but check out the beautiful art she had done with my face. I suddenly felt more beautiful as I gazed at my reflection.“Yep, you are totally looking like a sexy bitch!” Jess added but paused by the door before leaving,“Oh, and if you ever decide to ditch your man tonight, Susan invited us to this dope night club party.” After saying that, she left not waiting for my reply. So typical of her but I knew she was just rushing to go out somewhere.Friday night was always going out night for her. If there was a name for a woman player, then it would go to Jess. I could not even count how many men she had dated just for only this year. Once she grew tired or bored, she always discarded them and chased for a new one, like they were accessories and she was shopping.But it was not her fault considering how stunning she was and men easily fell at her feet.Checking the time on my hand wrist watch, I realized it was still too early as I sprayed some perfume. I had told Greg that I was coming to see him at his house at 5pm but after watching more tv to waste time, I decided to go see him. It wouldn’t hurt to arrive two hours earlier considering I had nothing left to do.So, standing up, I took my phone and an extra pair of keys to Greg`s house which he had given me. I then added a medium black coat on top as it was a bit chilly outside. While getting an edible green apple to munch on, I called for an uber. Having no job, I was never able to afford a car. I survived on transport money from the scholarship.“Bye Jess,” I shouted out to my best friend but got no reply from her room, meaning she was already gone a long time ago. I then left as my uber arrived.In the car ride, I felt nervous. This would be my first time after all. Greg was always telling me that sex was an important part of a relationship and always sulked when I said to wait. But now I was finally ready to give it all to him. He deserved it for being the best boyfriend and waiting patiently for me. I had also taken precaution and started taking the pill too. I could not wait to finally have this special moment with my boyfriend.“Are you going to see someone special,” I came out of my thoughts upon hearing the question from my uber driver.“Yes, I am going to see my boyfriend,” I replied with a blush and realized the top part of my coat had opened, revealing the lacey dress which I was wearing.“Lucky man,” the driver said while nodding, I quickly covered up feeling embarrassed.Luckily, the car stopped and I quickly got out after paying.I opened the small gate to my boyfriend`s house and entered. Greg was also studying at university like me, but he instead was doing a business major considering he was inheriting his father's company after graduating. Upon reaching the door, I took out the spare key he gave me and unlocked the door.But as I entered the house, I suddenly wished I had not entered. Everything quickly went wrong.It started with the purple heels thrown by the sofa, the trail of other clothes, his shirt…her familiar mini skirt…. her red thong…his jeans.With each step that I took following the trail, my heart had already started pounding in my chest. I was already expecting the worst but another part of me hoped this was just some crazy nightmare that I was stuck in and would wake up soon.“Ooooh Greg, go faster…” the nauseating familiar voice of a female yelled in pleasure as I neared the door, followed by the grunt of a male. I first stood there in shock. I felt frozen on the spot. I was unable to comprehend why Greg would do this to me. Or why SHE would do this to me. “Aaaaaah…I’m so close, keep fucking me Greg.” All those promises he had made me. How I was his one and only. How he loved me so much that he would even go to the moon for me. How I was the love of his life. It was all empt
Holding my weapon lamp, I got ready to swing as the door opened. Once it opened, I quickly swung, aiming to hit the head. But out of nowhere a strong hand came out and stopped me before I could. “I save a lady in distress, risking my life too and this is the thanks I get.” The deep manly voice uttered in annoyance. While the lamp was grabbed from my hands and thrown to the floor where it crashed to pieces. As I took a good look at my so-called savior, I could not help gulp a little. I had been expecting to see some grumpy old man not this…He was the most handsome man that I had ever gazed my eyes on. You know that kind of godly sexiness. One which is supposed to only be found in photoshopped images of sexy male models. Instead I was lucky, given the privilege to actually see it here for real, with my own eyes. That perfectly sculptured face, well combed black locks which I wanted to run my hands through to those really kissable lips.
Damien Payne, POVFor the past five years I have remained calibate. I stopped dating at the age of 20 when I had trusted and dated the wrong woman, who then broke my heart and showed her true colors. While I was in love with her, the bitch had only wanted my money. I was after all the eligible son to the father who owned a millionaire worth empire that I now inherited. And have turned into a billionaire one.Being naïve and in love, I had fallen for her antics and given her all I had. I would deposit millions of dollars into her account after she would come crying, telling me lies. Like her cousin is gravely sick and needs money. Some days it would be, my father owes someone money and they want to kill him. Gullible young me fell for all of it. When she was using the money for expensive trips and surgeries. One day I then had an argument with my brother as he accused her of being a gold digger. To solve it, we finally made a bet. I had to lie to the so-c
Ava`s POVAt first, I found myself kissing un-responding lips. Before I could kiss them again, those strong manly hands gently grabbed me to stop me. As he did that, I looked at the floor, feeling embarrassed. I should have known that he would not want to sleep with me. What the hell was I doing thinking that a man like him would want someone like me. Men preferred women like Jess not me. Just as I was about to turn around and leave while my pride was still intact, I felt a hand pulling me back and I slammed softly against that hard and manly chest. “I never said you could leave,” he growled into my ear, making me almost purr at the deep sultry sound. “but you stopped the kiss, and I thought maybe…” I responded shyly,“That’s because, first you shocked me by that bold move and secondly I wanted to first make sure that you really want this,” as he spoke, my attention was back again to those kissable
Used to waking up at 3am for the past 3 years to study and then sleep again, my body did not disappoint today, forcing me to wake up even after the tiring and exciting activity which I had just done. I could not help but stare with a satisfied smile at the man who had rocked my night. He looked so handsome with this messy sex hair look which he was sporting right now as we slept. The feel of his dick felt so good, as it was still inside of me. We had both fallen asleep in exhaustion after doing more rounds of sex. He had even made me totally forget about my ex. I was pretty sure that Greg would never have been able to give me some really good sex, as this man had done. My insecurities suddenly reared their heads as I started wondering if I should continue sleeping. To let him find me still in his bed once morning came. What if this was a one-night stand kind of thing? After all, men like him, rich and sexy had to have done a lot of those and did not do relati
Ava`s POVTwo months later,“May we all end up as conquerors and winners when facing whatever challenges that are ahead of us. Success is ours! Congratulations to all my fellow classmates and the class 0f 2019.” After finishing up my speech as valedictorian, I gazed confidently at the crowd as they interrupted into a round of applause. And yes, graduation day had finally come. As Valedictorian I was told to make a speech. This was one of the days which I had been waiting for, finally graduating and getting my degree. With an excited smile, I got off the stage with my degree in hand and rushed into the arms of my mother. “Congratulations my baby, you have made me proud!” my mom shouted with elated tears flowing from the same greenish eyes which I had inherited from her. But unlike my brunette colored hair, she had black raven hair instead. “Come give me a hug too Ava, that speech was totally on fire!” I quickly
Ava`s POV“SUSAAAAAAAN!!!!” I shouted out loud in excitement as I stared at the new email which I had just received. “Ava what Is it? Why are you shouting?” Susan immediately asked after rushing into my room. I almost laughed at how battle ready she looked, as if she was expecting to come beat up someone for me. She was even holding a knife in one hand. And yes, sadly after graduation, I had difficulty finding a job.I even reached a low point in my life, becoming depressed after being rejected many times and my money for rent was running out too. Soon I would have been forced to return back to my childhood neighborhood to move back with my mother. How embarrassing. But I would not allow myself to be a freeloader and live off Susan no matter how much she said she would not mind. Even while having a degree, job hunting turned out to be a nightmare because of this very hard economy of ours. Many of the entry level jobs were now dem
Who the hell was willing to pay a million dollars just to stay in some bloody room for a single night? And I was supposed to stay for the whole year of my internship. How many millions was that going to be? “I totally agree with you, someone must have made a mistake.” I finally said now in agreement with the snobby witch. It must have been someone from Payne company who made the mistake when organizing my accommodation. We had to fix this; I did not want to end up responsible for making the company lose millions because of some room.After hearing my reply, she quickly went to the phone and called her other coworker to help sort the mess. Apparently, he was the one who did the night shift while she did day shift. “Brad, why did you put Avania Smith`s name for the Presidential suite when she looks like she cannot afford it.” The woman then said on the phone making me glare at her for the petty Jab. With a mean smile, she even put the phone on