University? Don't leave 2

I stand at the foot of Victor's grave and just stare wordlessly. I don't even know what to say.

"If you were here, I know you would be so happy for me." I say, sitting down on the grass.

"I miss you so so much." I feel something on my chest, I check and then realize that it's my tears. I'm crying. Who wouldn't break down?

"Thank you for bringing Barry into my life. A lot of times, he behaves like a replica of you. He loves me, cares for me, protects me just like you would. At it's you I have to thank for that." I sniff and wipe my tears with the back of my hand.

Today is the date I lost my brother. I woke up feeling gloomy, and I just knew it was time. It's been so long I visited this place.

I get home and see Barry on the floor, crying too. I quickly move to his side and see he has a picture of Victor clutched in his hand. His shoulder quakes as he cries like a baby. I go to his side to hold him, crying again too. I try to make out the words of what he's saying, but the sound incoh