I'm Sorry Barry

I'M SORRY BARRY.

I lay down on the bed back as Jennifer left my room. I don't know why but I feel really useless. I feel like I was doing something very wrong even if this was my first time. 

I loved Blake. I really like him. He only fingered me, something I can do myself if I am reading a hot erotic novel. The only difference is that, he was an opposite sex and his touch on me unlock new hormones, it's not like he took my virginity. Why was he even angry at me that much?. Or was it because it was his room?

*Beep*

I picked my phone to check the message that just entered

  'Seriously, Blake fingered you?'

Hmmn. That was from Ella

  'sorry bestie'

I sent her my message and sigh waiting for her reply

   'Wow, I was wondering why you guys went upstairs anyway?'

How am I supposed to reply to that?<