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XLVII. Intruder
Blistering heat hit me from the afternoon sun as I walk out of my office for a late lunch at my favorite Mexican place.
A smile curves up in my face as I looked around. The world is extra vibrant like an old musical movie playing on a vast lawn with the cold night breeze blowing in the background.
It was a scene–a fantasy that had played out many times than I could count when I was falling asleep. It was a safe haven for me in my dreams. A smile tugged up at the corner of my lips. I circle my arms around my stomach as the urge to skip on the sidewalk while humming a nameless tune came over me.
As I rounded the corner, nostalgia hit me right in the gut as the scene around me played in a manner like the last movie I had watched.
I had watched it with Killiad. I remember wiping a stray tear in my eyes as we watched the movie in silence while I was cocooned in Killiad's warmth.
A smile started to bloom on my face the moment I saw Killiad's famili
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