Chapter 36 Kelly Going to a city that is different from the one that you were just getting accustomed to is one heck of an experience but it's my experience that I love her always been called a gypsy so there's a bit of habit of always moving around and not sitting still I could attribute that to my personality as someone who loves hearing other people's stories and someone who loves traveling and telling stories, I was excited and nervous at the same time . By the time I arrived at the airport I was starving. I needed to eat something and they were lounges around that I could sit in until my flight to come but had the innate fear of thinking that if I eat everything will come back up because I was pregnant but what will happen would happen just as long as I feed myself and take care of the baby that was carrying I ordered breakfast and ate normally but I had the strangest craving for milkshakes in every flavor . My plane was taking off in an hour and I wanted to make sure that I ha
Chapter 37Aiden There have been times when I wanted to pick up the phone and call my father and there have been times when I wanted to kiss him for not telling me who I really am and they've also been times when I wanted to also shout out my ex-wife for keeping something what I was supposed to know secret but then again I'm doing the same thing to my current girlfriend which is not fair. I knew that it was only a matter of time before she found out what I had done and I needed to tell her what I have done for us before she found it out from someone else, and if memory serves me correctly she was not the type to sit down and wonder what's going on she knew I was giving something and she knew that Dante and Carlo were in on it . I thought I was in for a relaxed day where I just worked from home but as luck would have it I wasn't sitting idle . My father wanted to meet me and he had sent a message via Carlo, a couple of hours after Kelly left I was told by my body got to get ready to l
Chapter 1Kelly There's a moment between impact and realisation that you're about to hit the ground a wise person once said that; when you fall down you are in free fall, you don't realise that gravity is going to pull you down and the minute gravity pulls you down that's when you can feel the impact and pain of the events that had just transpired and falling down isn't falling down if you don't feel pain . Is the realisation that you're hurt and it's accepting that you're in pain and you had no control over what had just happened. There's also a point during that free fall or during your body being suspended into midair that you and you're about to hit the floor and everything that you've been through including; The good The bad The ugly all the trials and tribulations , we're in preparation for moments of impact but the impact that you are never prepared for us the one that you never see it's the one that you never see it coming to its like you are going about your day normally or
Chapter 2 Aiden It's been 5 days since the accident , and I can't get over what happened. If I had just gone inside that ambulance I would know where Kelly was but I had to choose between Kelly and my son and Kelly would understand if I told her what my son and my ex-wife told me. I just don't get why when one thing bad happens everything bad happens at the same time. I know that things come together by falling apart but if this is the universe's way of putting things together it's pretty challenging. I didn't realize that Kelly was missing and you were taken by someone who we don't know until a couple of minutes after the ambulance left that she was in the official ambulance came and the cop that told me that he wasn't supposed to devil train information had disappeared into thin air which means that somebody must have staged whatever that happened and they must have done a really good job because the perfect distraction has always been my son . I didn't expect to fall in love with
Chapter 3 Kelly The one thing about having an ex-boyfriend who turns out to be in the mafia is that when you get captured or when you go missing they know how to find you and Carlo just happens to be one of those people that are good at finding people it doesn't matter how far you run it doesn't matter where you hide he will always find you even Dante said it the other day that he would trust Carlo with finding anything that's lost. I wasn't lost I was once again dealing with betrayal and everything that had happened when the accident happened looked staged and I'm not the type of person that would stage a kidnapping like that I'm way too smart if I wanted to leave someone I would have really left them and give them reasons why but this seems like someone is trying to get back at someone and I'm being used as bait . My recovery was coming along and I needed to breathe and just be the kind of person that I needed to be to make sure that I am strong enough to withstand what was com
Chapter 4 Aiden I've always said that if you know who you are and you are comfortable with who you are and where you come from you have no reason to talk yourself and what you're capable of and that also plays an important role when you get married when you get married and make sure that you get married to someone who understands you who gets you who knows how to navigate rough seas with you already it's someone who will be there for you whenever you need them. I was once married and the person that I was married to was Rebecca she was the perfect model life and I apparently was the perfect model husband but I've always said that there's a certain feeling that you feel when you know that you've made your person and it's the feeling of comfort surety safety and you can see yourself in them in some way they are an individual but you come together in such a way that he will individuality compliments each other and that wasn't the case with me and Rebecca. I love Becca I still do righ
Chapter 5 Kelly I did not want to tell the truth about the person that I was reading in love with a fear of him getting into trouble he didn't sign up for what was going on and I doubt that he thinks that I've gone missing because I don't think that he cares that I'm missing because even if he could have found me at any hospital they wouldn't allow him in because Aiden is not my husband nor is he immediate family so I was stuck in between a rock and a hard place at the ; Massa's had a lot of territory from what I knew and they were able to find what they were either looking for or capture what they needed to capture and to my understanding I knew that Michelangelo masa who was Cloudio Massa's Nephew , was running things. And he wasn't the most feared man. In fact I had already met Dante's father and he regards me as a daughter and a great friend to his son because he knows how his son could get when he falls in love. Dante was always hung up on Kelly. As a friend you can only be the
Chapter 6There's a point where you try and control everything and everything just goes completely wrong and that's the point when you need to know you need to let go of what you want to control because you can't control everything you can play and well but you cannot control the outcome of what happens after that and one of the most valuable lessons that I have learnt throughout my life is that the only kind of control that you can control, is self-control and it takes really disciplined person to have self-control because sometimes you want things to go our own way or we want an outcome to be the way we want it when in actual fact was supposed to go the way it was intended to go and giving up control has never been my strongest suit and I'm not about to do that again.For the past two weeks I've had to deal with the light and that included making sure that everything was running smoothly in the company and that everybody knew what their responsibility was I didn't have an assistant a