Love can hit you when you least expect it. It could be a soft easy wind that caresses you and gets stronger over time till it absorbs into your body and heart. Other times it can hit you like a gale-force wind and take every breath you will ever have, and breathe life into the person who took it in the first place. Laken stole my breath.
Laken First day of senior year. The first day of my continuous hell till I’m out of this God-forsaken town. If I could have left before now then I would have, but my grades are my ticket out of here. I don’t want to be stuck working at the local diner for the rest of my life, popping out screaming babies while my husband gets head every Friday night from a bar slut who can’t keep her panties dry, out behind the only bar in town. And trust me, this town has plenty of bar sluts.
BLAKELaken. I’ve never heard that name before, but it fits her. She makes me think of a cool wind blowing across the lake behind my grandma’s house on the hottest day of summer. A wind that makes you turn your face up to the sky and beg for more. She has an intensity about her that draws me in. She also has spunk and I like that in a woman. A soft woman can’t handle my brand of sex. I saw how she was checking me out, and I could tell that I was affecting her just as much as she was affecting me. She’s beautiful with her shiny, straight, dark brown hair that goes down to her shoulder blades, an
LAKEN Sweet Jesus, forgive me, for I have sinned. Badly. I have been having very sinful thoughts since I saw him in the office this morning, and in just a few words he’s flooding my panties like a torrential downpour. He sniffed me! If any other guy would have done that then I would have put him in his place, but no, my traitorous cunt had to bri
BLAKEShe was the last thing I thought of before falling asleep, and she is the first thing I’m thinking of as I open my eyes with the sun shining through the cracks in the blinds. This girl is messing me up because I have never been so eager to go to school in my life. My life hasn’t been easy and I’ve never had anything to look forward to- other than getting out of juvie- but I feel like if I can just lay eyes on her today, I would breathe easier. God, I sound like a love-drunk fool. I d
LAKENThere is no way I’m letting Blake see my scars. Or my fresh marks from last night. I almost did though. Commanding Blake is hard to say no to. I’m an independent woman. I had to learn to become independent after my family decided to go tits up. But when Blake started getting demanding, I started getting tingles going down my spine, and my nipples got hard. I had to snap out of it or he would have found out my secret, and that’s not a secret I will let anyone find out.
BLAKE This has been the slowest week ever, having to wait on my date with Laken. Yeah, it’s totally a date. She just thinks it’s as friends. I do want to be her friend before anything else though, so technically I didn’t lie. I was being honest when I told her I wasn’t trying to fuck her. Don’t get me wrong, I would love to have my hands on her body and my tongue on her skin all while I’m pulling on that silky hair of hers. I’m dying to touch her.
BLAKE I start heading downtown to a burger joint that has the best double cheeseburgers in town. Laken is quiet and seems to be watching everything go by outside her window without actually seeing any of it. I give her the space and quiet she needs to get her thoughts and feelings together. I need the same thing right now. I can’t get our kiss out of my head. I’ve kissed plenty of girls before, and not one of those kisses ever made me feel what this girl made me feel with just the touch of her lips. It blows my mind.