Soulmates

I sat there a while, just letting the guilt crash in. I couldn't believe what I had just done. I was the one that initiated it and yet I didn't understand why I did it. It was like something came over me and just wanted Lana right then and there. No second thoughts.

I cursed myself for being so stupid. For just letting that odd emotion take me over. I laid back in the bed staring at the ceiling again. I hoped that Astrid could forgive me, but I doubted she would after the fit I threw. I wanted to just beat myself senseless but knew that would do no good. There was a knock on my door then.

"Come in," I yelled.

It was Lana again. I sat up, my heart started to race again. I had always thought Lana was beautiful, but I thought it more so now. She seemed really down, her eyes wouldn't meet mine as she hung her head.

"Lucas" she started "it's her birthday"

My heart sank. How could I forget what day it was? I threw a fit and left her the night before and then kissed her best friend on he