Xavier's POV"Fuccccckkkk," I drawl out stroking my dick harder against my wet palm. Over the past few years, I've hardly entertained a woman much less fuck them, they were all models hired to accompany me to major events and shit. In hindsight I should have probably just fucked with one person but I was just too uninterested to be sticking around just one. Each was duller than a box of RoseArt. I grunt out in pure pleasure. The stinging sensation of the hot water hitting my back encourages me to go even faster. "Oh shit,"Soft moans fill the bathroom as I pump my stiff cock trying to find a release. Under hooded eyes I look down at myself pleased that the pre-cum is already washing down the drain. Gritting my teeth I raise my face to the shower head letting the hot drops hit it in hopes of calming me down. I debated earlier on bringing over a call girl but quickly decided against it. It feels like I would be cheating on her. On my family. I really don't wanna have that feeling restin
Xavier's POVI grab a sparkling champagne flute from a passing waiter and toast it to Even who is now standing in a far corner of the room. He's mingling with some folks but his eyes are glued to me, seemly watching my every move. I smirk at the sour expression on his face before downing the glass in one go.Man, if looks could kill. I'll be dead dead right now. I want to laugh in his ridiculous face but opt against it and instead flash a smug smile."There you are," Sajjan pops into view just as Zoey exists the hallway. The woman looks over at us for a brief second as she passes by. There is hurt and frustration in her gaze which is quickly snuff out when she heads over to Ethan. I watch in silence as she smiles at the man and the trio he is standing with. Oddly enough, the expression does not reach her beautiful bright eyes. "We should dance, this is a classic."My gaze moves from a seemly unhappy Zoey to the woman in front of me. "I do agree with that but you know me, I do not dance
Zoey's POVI grab the remote from the counter and hastily switch off the television just as Xavier appeared on it. He's been appearing on tv a lot more often now, apparently his companies are doing extremely well. He practically makes billions on top of billions, he even sports a new bimbo on his arm every other week. Sad to say but each one is sluttier than the last. He's definitely not slowing down but then again, it's his life... and his health not mine.I shake the disgusting thought from my head before I throw myself back into packing my son's lunch.We haven't spoken in years. Eight long years to be exact. I finally come to terms with it, he obviously doesn't want to be here. During those past years I graduated from my online college class, got a degree and even went back to college for a additional two years to continue studying business after my baby was born. A few months after. It was a really rough period in my life but I got through it with the help of my foster parents
Xavier's POV A lot has changed over the years. My companies has completely flourished going beyond limits I never imagined. I was and still is being featured in magazines, tv shows and guest judging talent shows. I am even at peace with my family after they all decided to forget what happened and move on, surprisingly it drew us closer together as a family.Even though I'm very pleased with where I am I just can't stop thinking about her. Her skin, her laugh, her hair, that tearful look she had after I told her I wasn't ready for a child. I honestly regret everything. I shouldn't have let her walk out on me. I should have accepted our baby. I should have told her that I would be there for our child as often as I could be showering him or her with love and adoration.It's funny how it still eats me up after all this time. After all these years. My heart ache thinking about it. If only I did the right thing. It's far too late for apologies, far too late for pretty much anything. I just
Zoey's POVMy phone blares in the quiet room frightening the living daylights out of me. I hiss as the hot liquid from the mug scorch my skin.It must have spilled when I jumped back. Placing a hand over my beating chest I fetch the phone from my handbag. I briefly look at the caller ID before I swipe up the screen then put the device to my ear."Zoey where are you?" My older sister's voice comes on.I lightly slap my forehead, I totally forgot we are suppose to have lunch today. Apparently I'm twenty minutes late, I observe looking over at the digital clock on my desk."I'm sorry Jaz," I place her on speaker and set the phone down to grab a few baby wipes from my bag. "I'm on my way,""Okay," I hear her sigh, "I'm still here." I hastily begin wiping up the small spill on the table.I'm just glad it didn't throw away on the keyboard. "I'll see you," I hang up. Grabbing up the wipes and cup I go to my adjoining bathroom. I disposed of the wipes and rinse out the mug bedore setting i
Xavier's POVRelaxing back onto the pile of soft white cushions, I drape a hand over my tired eyes. I mentally will myself not to fall asleep... at least not until I am settled in a hotel room."You're staring Cassandra," I drawl in a matter of fact tone. A huge weight of pure exhaustion crush my shoulders as weariness settle deep in my bones. I did not sleep well — at all really — last night."I'm just worried Xavier," the woman says in a nasally voice before clearing her throat. "Are you okay?"I fight the urge to roll my eyes and instead focus on the red-headed lady sitting across from me. The broad tablet that hangs loosely in her small manicured hands blurs as my eyelids drop for a millisecond. I'm so fucking exhausted! "I'm fine Ms. McDonald, the sooner we get to the hotel the better off I'll be." I wave her off. Seriously not in the damn mood. We've been working for years and knowing her, she's going to continue nagging until she gets a reaction from me.Suprisingly, Cassand
Zoey's POV I pace by my office window biting down hard on my lower lip in frustration. At this point I really don't care if it even bleeds. I am a raw bundle of nerves right now. My hands bounce on my hips as I move back and forth in the room like my ass is in fire. "Son of a b-" I can't believe this.I'm going to see Xavier again. The very same man that rejected us eight years ago. The man I loved so deeply. The man I trusted with my very own life. The man that... Hot tears silently roll down my red cheeks. I immediately clamp a hand over my mouth to stop myself from crying out in frustration. I've hid away this pent up sadness for so long... and now. No. I can not do this...I can't believe that I'm still crying over the bastard after all this time. I furiously wipe away the falling tears with the back of my hand. A sharp sting burns behind my eyes but I ignore it. I can't afford to waste another drop of tears, instead I let out a shaky breath I walk over to my desk grabbing up
Zoey's POV "What's wrong now?" Heaving a loud sigh, I turn around to face Jazylnn. I can feel her boring enormous holes in the back of my head. She hasn't stop looking at me weirdly ever since I told her last night about the accident. It feels like the time I told her I was secretly in love with Troy all over again. It didn't matter though 'cause she knew all along. "Nothing," she covers half her face in the huge coffee mug. Now shes lying... unbelievable. I give her an incredious look to which she drops the mug on the island and roll her eyes. "Fine. I just think this is an opportunity... that's all." Is my sister on... drugs?! "An opportunity? Opportunity to do what?" I raise a brow as I sip from my own cup. I'm totally lost to whatever she has cooking up in that big head of hers. "To meet new people," the woman says in a duh tone rolling her blue eyes once more. "Maybe that was a final sign to get back out there. You've been out of the dating game for too long, when is the l