Caden Point of View"Looks like the girls are asleep." She says, as we walk inside.We crash on the couch, with wide smiles."I loved today, Thank you." She says, kissing my cheek."I need to get out of the cloth." She gestures at herself."So do I." I get up, dropping the junks on the table.I peel off my clothes, knowing if I leave it in a puddle on the floor, she'll vex, so I place it in the basket.I pull on shorts and a Marvel top, I wonder why she chose to get undressed in the bathroom, away from me, I could go in there, but I don't intrude on her personal space.I walk back to the Living Room, put on the TV, continuing our marathon of How I Met Your Mother.I grab a bag of cheetos, when she walks out with a blanket, and another of my shirt."When do you take these shirts, how do I not know?" I ask with a grin.She takes the Cheetos from me, sitting on my laps. I notice she's wearing the Monalisa socks I got her, when we were in New Orleans. She stares at my empty feet, shakes h
Caden Point of ViewFiona will be in here on here on Friday, and Sunday, we visit Chynna. I wipe away sweat as I walk out of my make shift Gym, in the space at the back.I put on the blender, throw in fruits, milk and eggs, then blend. I am proud to say I have gone straight. I work out often, actually when I can, which is usually twice a month.I eat healthy, stopped eating out, instead I make food, this morning I will make Egg Fried Rice, I've been trying recipes. I read, not what Fiona and the girls read, I have no mental capacity to keep up with that, but I read books, I read Harry Potter, The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck, Everything is Fucked, and Atomic Habits.I tried getting into poetry, Violet recommended some books by Rup Kaur. I pick up her book, The Sun and Her Flowers, I should be done before tonight.I put off the blender and pour the smoothie into a cup. The boys are all coming, so I should get cooking because they are always hungry.I hear a knock, and frown, it's j
Fiona Point of View.Caden's apartment is full to the brim, and overflowing."Is the Pasta Primaver ready?" Glory, Will's Mom, asks.Jo, with Hope and Kaiden holding her feet, says "Almost, but the Parmesan is.""Dad should like the Chicken Scarpariello." Cara says to Danielle, who shrugs, eyes on Luciano."You look beautiful." Perfect says, walking to me.I grin at her, noticing the tattoo on her finger "You look splendid."I look behind and see Finnley looking at her, he doesn't takes his eyes off her, even with Zayn and Landon speaking to him.Speaking of Zayn, where's Violet?"Settle down everyone, take your seats." Elizabeth says, with Paris strapped to her chest."Hey you." I feel heat on my neck, turn to be in Caden's arm."Beautiful." He says, and I turn crimson."Get seated." Elizabeth says firmly, eyes on us. _____We are all seated in the backyard, and Elizabeth mixed us, I should be beside Caden, but I am seated beside Pepper, not like I am complaining. Sinister, Cade, N
CHAPTER ONEYou broke my walls, and broke me as wellFIONA POINT OF VIEW"We are done. Don't contact me again""Congratulations Fiona Gwen Kings, you've been admitted into New York University, to attain a degree in Psychology, do ensure th --" These two message contradict each other. I applied to NYU just to be closer to Caden and also because it's one of the universities with good Psychology professors, but Caden Manchester wants to have nothing to do with me again. His message has been in my phone for three months but I chose to ignore it, despite the fact that I've read it. It's time for a fresh start, time to forget demons of the past, time to forget Luke Chamberlain, time to forget Caden Manchester even though it will be hard considering we are in the same school, either way, it's time to move on. I made a promise to everyone I left that I will be fine, and I'm not ready to let them down, there is so much on the line.Quietly, I placed my make up kit beside my bed, pleased with
Crawl inside me, find me where I am most broken and love me thereCADEN'S POINT OF VIEWClub Blue was hot as ever as I entered, bustling with life, sex, sin, alcohol and drugs. I walked down to Rye, I dipped my hand into my back pocket, bringing out some cash as I handed it to him, he nodded in understanding as he took the cash from me, handing me the Heroin.I walked out with it in my back pocket, ignoring the naked girls calling out my name. I was heading to my Apartment when my phone rang, without checking who it was, I picked it, shouting "Don't fucking call me again Rosa!, infact I'm fucking blocking your number. Fuck off!" I was about to cut the call when I heard a voice I never thought I would hear again."Cade?""Danielle?"I met Danielle in Smallville last year, which was where I met Fiona, I've been trying to move on, trying to forget them."Yes, Cade it's me. What the fuck is wrong with you. Are you okay, Please tell me you are not high right now. Who the is Rosa? Why did
Broken girls blossom into warriors.FIONA'S POINT OF VIEWI realized I've been fighting the wrong demon, the real demon, stood in front of me. I watched as he unconsciously dropped his cigarette, uttering my name, or better still, the name he calls me "Vanilla."I looked at him, taking him in, he's dressed in black, his eyes getting lost in the night, he reeks of alcohol and cigarette and . . .sex. My heart breaks at the thought of him being with another person.I scrunch my nose, hating the scent of cigarettes, he told me he quit, he told me he doesn't drink again, looks like he lied, he opened his mouth about to say something but was cut off by a pink haired girl as she jumped on him "Caddy baby, the room is ready, let's go another round" She said kissing him, passing the cigarette in her mouth to his mouth.Disgusting.She finally acknowledged our presence, and glares "Who are these bitches, Caddy"With his dark eyes still on me, he said "No one. They are no one. Let's go Rita"
He has eyes like rain and hair like wolves, and a soul as vast and deep as the ocean, and I guess I didn't mind drowning in him.FIONA'S POINT OF VIEWI walked faster, not catching sight of any taxi. I walked faster and with vigilance. I should have called an Uber before I left Kai's apartment. I can't think of anything thing now, not even Caden. Anything can happen, my head has to be in the game. I can't be caught off guard because I was in deep thoughts. I continue walking, I saw a sign with NYU on it and I knew I wasn't far from the hostel. I was about to relax my nerves when I heard it."Angel, baby." I swiped my head to the side slowly, oh how I hate those endearments. I caught sight of a young drunk guy walking towards me, more like staggering. Instinctively, I gripped my knife, removing it from the warmth of my pocket, it's about to get some action."Why yo staring like that baby? Wana get the goodies" The junky man said, grabbing his crotch."Thanks but no thanks. I'm good"
It's tragic the way life is, how ruthless it can be, the way it plays with our heartstringsFIONA'S POINT OF VIEW"How's Journalism?" I asked Violet as we ate Avocado and toast."It's. . .stressful, but it's me, It's like the lecturers are seeing into me. It's so exciting. I am thinking of adding Literature or something. I do love it though, but I'm thinking of doing something that relates to Writing." She replies excited."You're going to be a badass writer in the next ten years" Cara smiled."Yeah!" Violet smiled."How's Psychology?" Danielle asked, gulping down juice."It's exciting. It's all I've ever wanted" I replied truthfully "How's business Danielle and how's Theatre, Cara?.""Y'all know it's not just Business and Theatre we are studying. Dad wants us to have knowledge of it all, but it's nice" Danielle answered."Theatre is. . .sweet. I get to kiss numerous guys, Spanish, Indian, Nigerian, English. Theatre is good. I'm getting popularity, I'm still no sure how I feel about t