FIONA Point of ViewShe was silent for a while before saying "If you are going to work here, you need to be open and as a Psychologist, you need to be true to yourself if you want others to be true to you, I'm sure you are aware of that" She said professionally.I stayed silent not saying anything, not being able to. I'm quite sure I've lost the job"Wait, you are Kai's sister?" Caroline spoke through the silence."I made that clear already.""Oh my God!. You are that idiot's sister! You're nothing like him" Carol exclaimed"If that's a compliment, thank you, and if you're to work here, you'll refrain from saying curse words" Lizzie said firmly"So, Can you work here" She asked again"I can. I can work here" Carol smiledLizzie shifted get gaze to me, with her eyebrow raised, meeting her eyes, I said "I can't""What!" Caroline frownedLizzie was silent for a while before saying "As a psychologist, you should be optimistic, the word I can't shouldn't be in your dictionary. I don't care
Caden's Point of ViewGrinning victoriously, I stand up from her"That wasn't so hard, was it?" Victor say grinning at us"Oh shut up. Vic, Caden I'm not sorry!" with that she runs, I watch her running as her white hair sparkle"Get her!" Victor say laughingI race after her "I'm coming for you Mel""Can't catch me" She say running, looking over her shoulderI wish she didn't, I wish I didn't chase her, I wish I didn't listen to Victor, I wish I didn't read that text, I wish she didn't die.°"Fuck" I groaned opening my eyes, blinking furiously to get accustomed to the blinding light. I blink my eye, only to behold a white ceiling"Fucking Hell. Life's a fucking joke" I said sitting upright"Ha, I see you're awake" I heard the annoying voice of Lizabeth, Kai's sister. I hate her, I hate her so fucking much, including her stupid white hair. I hate her so much, She's always acting like my elder sister, I don't know how many times I'll tell her that my elder sister is dead, She shouldn't
Caden's Point of ViewGrinning victoriously, I stand up from her"That wasn't so hard, was it?" Victor say grinning at us"Oh shut up. Vic, Caden I'm not sorry!" with that she runs, I watch her running as her white hair sparkle"Get her!" Victor say laughingI race after her "I'm coming for you Mel""Can't catch me" She say running, looking over her shoulderI wish she didn't, I wish I didn't chase her, I wish I didn't listen to Victor, I wish I didn't read that text, I wish she didn't die.°"Fuck" I groaned opening my eyes, blinking furiously to get accustomed to the blinding light. I blink my eye, only to behold a white ceiling"Fucking Hell. Life's a fucking joke" I said sitting upright"Ha, I see you're awake" I heard the annoying voice of Lizabeth, Kai's sister. I hate her, I hate her so fucking much, including her stupid white hair. I hate her so much, She's always acting like my elder sister, I don't know how many times I'll tell her that my elder sister is dead, She shouldn't
Caden's Point of ViewMy demons come in many forms, it comes in many ways and it definitely comes in many names. I sat and watch as they all name my demons, study it, I watch as they prescribe drugs and treatment to make it go away, but that's just the sad aspect, the demons that hunts me will never stop, they will continue to hunt me till I die, no treatment and therapy can drive away my demons.The length in which I've fought my demons made me one of them. I've fought my demons so hard and so long that I've become one. I look in the mirror and all I see is them, I don't see me anymore, I don't see Caden Manchester, I see who I was told to be before I even knew who I was, I see the person the world made me, not the person I was meant to be. I don't think I can be who I was made to be, I feel like it's too late to start over, I feel like no matter what, the past will always catch up.It catches up to me in different forms, in nightmares, in flashbacks to Vincent, Victor and even Vanil
Fiona Point of ViewThe thing about emotions is that you can rarely handle it, it's like a fire, it could burn out of place any minute, you have to keep it checked and sometimes, you try, but you fail, just like I failed. There are certain moments, looking back, you wish you didn't do what you did, you wish you can reverse time and erase it, just like I want to, but you can't, I can't. It's been a day since Caden lashed out on me, I still can't believe it, I find it so hard to believe what I did when he shouted on me. As much as I hate myself for breaking down, I can't really blame myself, I was tired, hungry, weak, vulnerable, when Caden released those words, it was my breaking point, tears I kept in broke out like an over filled dam. I cried for hours, before falling asleep, waking up in one of the rooms.I went back to my hostel, with swollen eyes and a broken heart. I'll stay away from Caden, far away from him, it might seem impossible because we are in the same school, and we w
Fiona Point of View"Hungrry" Caroline groaned in a way that reminded me of Hope.I rinsed my hand walking out of the restroom"Aren't we going home now?" I asked "How was your day?" I added as walked back to the session room to get our bags"It was fine. I talked to girl. She's twenty four, so not a teenager, She adds oh in all her sentence. Her name is Rebekah, but she insists I call her Becs" Caroline said, grimacing.I smiled as I told her about Hope and Landon "You should see Landon, I'm definitely sure he'll do magic to your bird's nest" I said poking her hair"Hey, don't touch my hair" She said feigning annoyanceWe took our bags as I said "Take care of i -- " I was cut short by a melodious laughter. I looked in the direction and I saw Caden and a girl, standing by the entrance, talking and laughing, felt like something died in my stomachI cleared my throat as I said "Let's go" with them at the entrance passing would be a little awkward. I groaned as I brought my nails to
Caden Point of ViewWe are all a little broken, Caden. A little bit damaged, a little bit ruined, there is something Inside us that's broken, but not beyond be repair, we just have to find the right person, who is the right fit for us, someone whose broken pieces fit our broken pieces, just like a puzzle, and we'll be made whole. You, Caden Manchester, you make me whole and I really like you, perhaps my feelings for you will be Always and Forever, the possibility of that happening scares and excites me"Slowly, I opened my eyes, I put off the music that was still playing. I don't know if this was a dream or a nightmare. She was right to be scared, I was her undoing, the image of her lying on the floor, crying in pain is forever stamped to my memory. She was in pain, and I was responsible. I was her undoing, and now she hates me. It's all for the best, I wasn't her other half, I'm not Fiona Fucking Kings Always and Forever, and if she knows it now, she better stick it to her head----fo
Fiona Point of ViewA lot has changed in the past weeks, one is my obsession for makeup, my makeup kit is dusty and desperately crying for attention. I just don't want to use them again, I feel like it's part of Smallville that need to be forgotten, alongside other occurrences, but sadly some occurrence might be forgotten, but not really forgotten, because they live on through the scars that they left on me.I stare at myself in my the mirror. Currently, I'm home alone, I called in sick. I didn't go to work because today is the day, that awful day that my boyfriend tried to kill my sisters and I, we all have scars to remember this day, to remember Luke Chamberlain.I'm only in my underwear, because I'm home alone, Caroline went to Class, after which she'll go to work. I moved closer to the mirror as I traced my scars, scars that decorated my body, maimed my soul. There are certain cloths I can't wear. I tracked each scar, from the cigarette burn on my shoulder, to the iron burn on my