For Goddess sake! How the hell did I end up like this?
I take a walk in the forest belonging to my pack and end up a prisoner of a neighbouring pack. I don’t recall what happened, nor how I got here. All I remember is running in wolf form, then suddenly, nothing.
I woke up in this dirty, stinking cell like some filthy rogue a while ago. Some dickhead threw clothes at me and told me to get dressed. I would have refused because I’m stubborn, but I didn’t want to be naked in front of him any longer.
For some reason, I can’t mind-link my pack, my parents, nor my triplet counterparts. My brothers will be going out of their minds with worry. They’ve never been able to deal with me being too far away from them for long periods. No one knows why, and no one can explain it, though it may have something to do with me being their Omerian Alpha. An Omerian is the most powerful female Alpha alive; they’re also incredibly rare. Though my brothers were born Romerian, the male equivalent of an Omerian and should be able to handle things without me, I am the superior Alpha, and they follow me blindly.
If I can’t mind-link with any member of my pack or family, no one will be able to find me here. I would have counted on our pack bond, but I don’t feel that either, which concerns me. A pack bond can only be broken if a wolf chooses to leave, is exiled, or the whole pack is slaughtered. I know that hasn’t happened, nor have I decided to leave nor been exiled. So what the hell is going on?
It isn’t lost on me that I’m chained in silver like a savage. I have no clue what those who took me saw in me, except maybe how big my wolf is, but it couldn’t have been a threat. I’m not an active threat to anyone unless they attack my pack.
Sure, I’m stronger than most, faster, and more strong-willed. But my parents raised me to respect everyone around me, no matter their shifting ability, lack of it, or rank. How am I meant to respect someone who deems it okay to kidnap their future Queen?
I hear the sound of a heavy metal door creaking open. The most erotic scent hits my nostrils, and I groan. Oh, come the fuck on! Of all the places to meet my mate, it had to be while I was locked in a damn cell?
A man around twenty-five stands in front of the cage, staring at me with a smirk. He’s not bad looking. He’s blond, has brown eyes, and tanned skinned. He’d be handsome if he weren’t a complete prick. “Well, well, well, look what we have here,” He laughs.
I roll my eyes. I’m guessing this idiot is the Beta of whichever pack this is. He’s not the Alpha, and thankfully not my mate. “Why is your little friend hiding? Can’t face me himself?”
I hear a loud growl, and he finally steps forward, my mate. Shit, this has to be a fucking joke!
Bastian Ashworth?
Alpha of Greenrock Pack?
This can’t be true!
How can this pig be my mate?
Someone up there hates me.
Bastian scowls at me through the bars, his arms folded across his chest. “Wanna tell me what you were doing on my territory?”
“I wasn’t on your territory,” I hiss between clenched teeth. I can’t believe I’m being treated like this! These idiots know who I am, and if they don’t, they’re more stupid than they look.
“You dare to speak to me like this? You filthy rouge!” Bastian yells.
“Oh, my goddess,” I shake my head to the ceiling and roll my eyes.
“What you want me to do?” I don’t know who the other guy is, but I want to claw his throat out. “Want me to break her?”
A burst of laughter rips from my throat, and it’s almost maniacal. “You?” I laugh louder; then it dies on my lips as I stare at the two of them with hate in my eyes. “You wouldn’t stand a chance against me.”
“A rouge?” This time, it’s blondies turn to laugh. “You have to be kidding me? You’re on Greenrock territory, rogue. You have no power against a pack this size, with an Alpha as strong as mine. I don’t give a shit if you are my Alpha’s mate!”
“She’s not my mate.” Bastian opens the cell door and walks inside, his Beta following. “Stand, bitch.”
I roll my eyes and stay where I am. This arsehole does not have the power to command me. He may be an Alpha, but so am I, and I am much stronger than he will ever be. Fact!
Blondie grabs the back of my hair and drags me to my feet. I do nothing, and I say nothing either. They won’t get me to cower in fear; I don’t know what that is. Oh, I can feel it, but not as strong as most would. That’s the Omerian in me.
“Is this where the two of you beat on an unarmed woman? How very rabid wolf of you,” If they think I’ll show respect, then they’re sadly mistaken. Just because I may have stumbled upon their territory, it doesn’t give them the right to treat me like this.
“What’s your name?”
I take a deep breath. “Lillian Dalgaard.”
Bastian narrows his eyes slightly as if I’m lying to him, then laughs, proving that he thinks I am. However, he’s too eager to reject me to think about it. “I, Bastian Armond Ashworth, reject you, Lillian Dalgaard as my mate and future Luna of Greenrock pack.”
I laugh; he has no clue. I will never mate with this fucker, but I’m not going to let him off that easily. Being rejected and accepting that rejection is painful for the rejected one. The one doing the rejecting feels pain for a while, then gets to go off and live their life, while their rejected mate suffers in agony as the mate bond slowly severs. For Alphas like us, the sheer agony of rejection; is magnified tenfold. It will be worse for me because of my Omerian status.
Feeling every touch, kiss, and thought given to someone else through the mate bond can slowly kill someone. But I won’t suffer alone; Bastian will soon learn that rejecting an Omerian and her not accepting will cause him twice as much pain as usual. I am not to be messed with, and it’s time these arseholes realised why.
“Well, guess what, dickhead?”
Bastian’s eyes widen. He thought I would have crumbled at his rejection, but he doesn’t know me. Well, it seems he doesn’t remember me, at least. It might have something to do with the fact we haven’t seen each other in ten years. Our fathers are friends, our packs are friendly, but that’s all about to change.
“You wouldn’t dare!”
“What are you talking about, Bastian?” Blondie lets go of me and looks to his Alpha.
I smirk. “Oh, I dare. You have no idea what you’ve done, but you’re about to find out.”
“Don’t do it!” Bastian hisses.
“I, Lillian Anja Dalgaard, Omerian Alpha and future Queen of Zidiah,” Both Bastian and Blondies eyes widen so much it’s almost comical. “Do not accept your rejection, Bastian Armond Ashworth, Alpha of Greenrock. You may not have remembered me, but I remember you, Bastian Ashworth. The mate bond will eventually break, and you know what that means for you, don’t you? Rejecting an Omerian is the most stupid thing any wolf could do. Now you will suffer pain you never knew existed.”
“You stupid bitch! You’ve doomed us both to death!” Bastain rakes his fingers through his hair.
Once you find your mate, it isn’t long before the heat and rut come along. If you’re not with your mate, it will feel as though you’re being tortured with fire. It will burn you from the inside out. It’s much worse for Alpha’s than any other rank, and I’m not sure I’ll be able to survive it, but Bastian most definitely won’t.
“Boo fucking hoo! You thought you could reject me and watch me suffer? You’re sick and twisted, and now you’re going to find out what real pain is. Enjoy your last few days, Bastian. May they be the most painful you’ve ever encountered. Take to your grave that your rejected mate killed you.” I laugh loudly, Bastian’s eyes lock with mine, and I bite my lower lip seductively. He will never know what he’s thrown away, the stupid man.
Bastian and his Beta storm away after closing and locking the cell door.
As soon as I hear the lock click shut on the big metal door, I slump to the floor. Bastian’s rejection is already gnawing at my stomach. It shouldn’t feel this way when I don’t want the man as a mate. But sadly for me, the mate bond doesn’t care if you like it or not.
I don’t know why the Goddess Selene has cursed me like this. I mean, what have I done in life that’s so bad she’d curse me with a mate who’d reject me?
Hours pass in the blink of an eye, and I try to hold back a scream when the fire burns in my belly. This is not going to be easy by any stretch of the imagination.
‘Vasara, are you there?’ I call for my wolf, but she doesn’t answer. ‘Vasara, please don’t ignore me right now. I need you,’
‘I’m not talking to you!’ She snaps. ‘You hurt our mate.’
‘He rejected us, Vasara! He didn’t want us! It might have escaped your notice, but I didn’t accept it. You should be mad with Bastian, not me.’
‘Whatever.’
I groan and hang my head. I’m not getting any help from my wolf until she stops sulking. I try mind-linking my brother’s again, but nothing happens. I don’t understand this; I’ve always been able to get through to them, no matter where I am.
I don’t know what Bastian’s men did to me when they caught me, but they’re going to pay for it, you mark my words.
“Bastian, if I’d known who she was, I’d never have brought her here.” I don’t look up at my Beta and best friend, Chris. I’m too angry to look at him right now. When he came to me an hour or so ago, telling me that he’d come across a rouge on my territory, I was displeased. I was because unless a rouge causes trouble, we generally let them through. This rouge hadn’t done anything, according to Zayne, my army general. She was walking along the border, in wolf form, minding her own business. So what gave Chris the right to catch her unawares and knock her out? I don’t know, but I’m not going to let him get away with what he’s done. How could he not have known who she was? The size of a Royal wolf makes them recognisable! I hope Chris knows what trouble he’s caused. The fool brought my mate here, an
Okay, I’ll be honest, I thought I could see this through with ease. I felt that I could torture Bastian and teach him a lesson not to mess with me. That was stupid of me because I am in the worst kind of pain. I’ve heard plenty about the pain of rejection. I’ve also heard how it’s worse for Alpha’s, but I never expected this. Goddess, it feels as though I’m being burned at the stake! The flames then extinguished and repeated again and again. I also feel as though my gut and heart are being ripped out repeatedly. Add all of that together and multiply it by ten million, and it’s still not close to what it’s actually like. I haven’t eaten since I got here. The guard brings food to my cell, but I don’t touch it because I’m not hungry. I sipped water for the first couple of hours, but I haven’t drunk anything in days either. Not eating or drinking is dangerous for wolves; if we dehydrate, we die. R
Leander and I park our motorcycles outside the front of Greenrock packhouse. We both climb off and place our helmets on the seats. When Lilly finally managed to get through to me using our triplet link, this is where she said she’d be. Captured, she told me, but for what reason? They thought she was a rogue. Stupid motherfuckers! I didn’t tell Mum and Dad that I’d heard from Lilly; I didn’t want to give them false hope. However, I contacted Leander, and he met me a few miles away. My brother has just found his mate, but he hasn’t approached her yet. She doesn’t belong to our pack. Hell, she doesn’t belong to any pack, though she isn’t a rogue. Humans raised her, adopted her, Leander told me. Goddess knows if the girl even knows what she is, but she’s definitely a wolf shifter. I would have given Leander advice on approaching the girl, but I didn’t have time. Li
“Zayne?” I call his name as I pull against my restraints. “Yeah?” I turn my head to look at him standing beside my bed. “I need you to take me to Lilly.” Zayne sighs as though he were about to protest, but I won’t let him. “As your Alpha, I am ordering you to take me to my mate. I can’t do this as much as I thought I could, Zayne. Look at me,” I yank on my restraints, anger falling from me. “I’m a goddamn mess, and the only way for me not to be a fucking mess is to be with Lilly.” “I thought you hated her?” I growl at the smirk on Zayne’s face. “I don’t hate her; I thought she was a rogue. Why the fuck am I explaining myself to you? I need her, okay? She’s my mate, and only if I’m with Lilly can either of us survive this.” It shouldn’t have taken me this long to figure it out. “Now, get me the fuck out of here, and . . .”
“Get her on the bed,” Toby motions to the bed in which he wants Lilly to lie down. Dad took Lilly from Bastian as soon as we were through the doors. When we arrived home, the son of a bitch growled at my mother for merely wanting to check on her only daughter! I thought Luther was going to rip Bastian’s throat out with his bare hands. No one growls at Mum without Luther ripping them apart. Luther and I may well be identical, but my brother is much more dangerous than I have ever been. With Mum being half-vampire, my brother, sister, and I were all handed down the gene. However, where Lilly and I got the speed and strength, Luther got much more. My brother’s vampiric side is almost as strong as his wolf side. Our grandfather, Drake, Mum’s dad, once told my parents that it wasn’t possible. Luther’s vampire side should not be as strong as it is; we’re more wolf th
“I think you and Bastian should stay close over the next couple of days.” “Do you?” I mumble to Toby without looking at him. I woke up from my two-day coma an hour ago, and now I want out of here. Toby has no explanation of why both Bastian and I reacted so badly, but I know I’ll find an answer soon enough. Toby has checked me over, and though I’m not one hundred per cent, I’m okay for now. My heat isn’t over yet, but I can’t stay in this bed any longer. I won’t stay near Bastian like he’s my damn shadow, either. If the heat picks up again, I’ll hold the piece of shits hand, in full view of my parents, of course. I will not have sex with him, no matter what. Bastian woke five minutes after I did, but neither of us has spoken. I don’t want to talk to him; I have places to be, meaning I need to see
“What are you going to do about this, Bastian?” I look up at my father as he towers over me. “Don’t look at me like that! You really fucked this up.” I scrub my hands over my face and sigh. “I know what I’ve done. But I was following what you’ve always told me about rogues.” “Do not turn this on me, boy! You have a mind of your own; you should have used it! How could you reject your mate? It shouldn’t have mattered who you thought Lillian was; you should have accepted her!” My father yelling at me is all well and good, but it won’t change anything. I was stupid, and I lost my mate because of my actions. My parents have been good friends with the Dalgaard’s for years. So why then didn’t I recognise Lillian? I feel so stupid, but I have no one to blame but myself. “
Dancing, they say it’s good for the soul. Not that I’m much of a dancer, but I give it my all on a night out.I shouldn’t have gone to a nightclub with my friends, but I haven’t been feeling too good of late. I know it’s all my own fault for sending Bastian away, but it hurts.I don’t understand why I can’t forgive him and move on. It’s not like he physically hurt me, even if he did mentally. I healed, and I should be moving on, but I can’t.“Want me to walk you home?”I chuckle and shake my head at Rachel. “I’m a big girl with an even bigger wolf. I’m sure I can take care of myself.”She rolls her eyes while flicking her red hair over her shoulder. “Fine,”Rachel and I