Chapter 5 - Curiosity
The next day, as Giovanni had announced, Marco showed up at the apartment to accompany her to the academy."Hi, I'm Marco!" he greeted as soon as Brenda opened the door. "Do you remember me? I was there on the wedding day.""Vaguely. There were so many unfamiliar faces, and I was so nervous...""Yes, that's understandable. Giovanni has asked me to accompany you to the academy and help you with the paperwork.""Yeah, I barely speak Italian and couldn't do it alone," she said apologetically."Well, whenever you're ready, we can go."Marco was a blond, slim guy, just a little taller than Brenda. She immediately felt comfortable in his company.Like Giovanni, he spoke Spanish perfectly and had no trouble communicating with him."It's a relief to talk to someone other than Giovanni. Since I hardly know any Italian...""You should enroll in an academy. If you learn it just by ear, you'll speak it wrong for the rest of your life. If you want, I can ask Francesca to find out.""Francesca is Giovanni's assistant...""Yes, that's right.""I wouldn't want to bother her with things that aren't part of her job.""Francesca will gladly do anything related to Giovanni. Besides their working relationship, they're good friends.""Just that?" she asked, casually."He told me they're friends; I don't know more," he shrugged."Got it. Don't worry about talking to me; I understand that Giovanni has lived alone for a long time and must have had some relationship before me, it's normal. I'm not jealous," Brenda said disinterestedly."Look, Brenda, I don't talk about Giovanni's personal life, neither with you nor with anyone else.""I understand. Is he your boss?""Not exactly. He's my friend; I don't belong to the company the same way he does. I'm a draftsman and decorator, and I take care of all the renovation projects following Giovanni's instructions, but I'm independent. I show up there a few hours a day, always on the schedule that suits me best, and then I go home to work on the plans and sketches, and then I deliver and get paid. That's why, and because I have a flexible schedule, Giovanni asked me to accompany you today. He's much busier with work.""I see... Well, I'm glad he asked you," she smiled, "and don't worry, I won't ask you anything else about him. His previous life doesn't interest me."She was going to say his private life, but she understood that Marco wouldn't understand if he didn't know her real situation, and she was glad he had a relationship with his assistant; it would leave her alone.Marco showed her the bus stop she should take in case she entered the academy, and they made the journey together so she could get used to it.They got off a few meters from the building.Brenda inquired about the courses and was told that there were several levels, and she should start with the first one, which was drawing, but she would have to take an aptitude test to be admitted.She filled out the application, and they scheduled her for the test the next day. Afterward, they started their journey back home also by bus.As they got off, Brenda spotted a café with a terrace almost in front of the house and offered Marco:"Can I treat you to something? You've spent the whole morning with me, and it's the least I can do.""Don't worry, it's been a pleasure to enjoy a morning off and outdoors.""Please, I'll feel bad if you don't accept.""Well, in that case..."They sat at one of the tables."I hope they admit me...""Brenda, I don't want to disappoint you, but I understand that you have to be very good to get in there; they're very demanding. I haven't seen your drawings; maybe you have the necessary ability, but if you don't make it, you shouldn't be disappointed. There are other very good academies in the city too. Francesca prepared a list of all of them, and if you don't get into this one, they'll surely accept you in another.""Does Francesca take care of everything related to him?""Practically. She even cleans his apartment when he's traveling..."Brenda felt slightly annoyed."Well, it won't be necessary now. Now I'm here.""Of course, I suppose that's how it should be," Marco said, not very sure.They chatted for a while and had a snack, and then they said goodbye. Marco offered:"Do you want me to come tomorrow to accompany you to the test?""It's not necessary. I know where to catch and drop off the bus. You don't need to waste another morning because of me.""It's been a very pleasant time. If you ever need me to accompany you somewhere else, just tell Giovanni, and he'll let me know.""Thank you, Marco," she smiled kindly.Brenda went upstairs and dared to open the fridge and prepare something to eat without touching what Giovanni had left cooked for her. She had to decide to enter the kitchen someday, and the sooner she did it, the better.Then, she spent the afternoon practicing some of the things they had told her would be on the test the next day, and Giovanni caught her by surprise when he returned.He already knew how their morning had gone; Marco had told him.When mentioning it, something Marco had talked about that morning immediately came to Brenda's mind, and she asked Giovanni abruptly:"Does Francesca have keys to this house?"He stood still, staring at her, tremendously surprised by the question."What makes you think that?" he inquired with interest."Something Marco said this morning," she said, somewhat embarrassed. "That Francesca cleans your apartment when you're away. She must have keys for that.""Not necessarily. Actually, she doesn't; I leave her mine so she can check the house when I'm away, and she usually cleans it before I return if the absence has been long, but that's all," he raised an eyebrow, and she shifted uncomfortably. "Any problem?""No, it's just that I wouldn't like to know that a stranger is going through my things," she cleared her throat, looking away. "If Francesca has keys, I would put a lock on the door of my room so no one can enter while I'm not there.""Bambina, not even Alcatraz has more security measures than your room!" he exclaimed, amazed and amused. "What do you keep in there? Drugs, gold, precious stones?"She frowned."Only my drawings, but I don't want anyone unauthorized to see them, and I don't like strangers going through my things.""Don't worry; even if Francesca had keys to the house, she would never go through your things.""I can't know that; I don't know her," she shrugged, wary."But you'll get to know her soon. The company has granted me the promotion I was owed and has announced your welcome dinner for next Saturday," he announced, returning to his normal demeanor. "We'll celebrate both things. I would appreciate it if you didn't make any plans for that night.""I don't have plans yet; I don't know anyone here.""You know me and Marco.""That's not enough for a very intense social life," she said, almost reproachfully."Another thing..." he commented, now amused, "when you want to know something about my life, you can ask me, and I'll answer without any problem. You don't need to go prying with my friends."Brenda swallowed hard, quite uncomfortable."I didn't pry Marco; he just mentioned that if I didn't get into the academy, Francesca would find me another one, and I asked him if she took care of all your affairs, even the personal ones, and he said yes, that she even cleans your apartment when you're away," she explained, seemingly calm. "That's all. Don't think we spent the whole time talking about you.""I hope not," he made a feigned horror face, "or else you'll be on the first plane back to your country.""Are you whores?" she looked at him in horror."I would rather say we were," he said with a smile. "Now we've settled down: Look at me, I even got married...""Very funny," Brenda rolled her eyes, "but you don't plan on changing your lifestyle.""On the surface, yes," Giovanni joked. "No, seriously, those wild nights were the result of our eighteen years. We're more formal now; we don't get drunk every weekend.""How mature! And what's behind this change?" she asked sarcastically."I simply discovered that there are better ways to have fun than waking up with a hangover every Sunday.""That doesn't mean you're now using drugs or something worse... right?""Not at all. I've traded waking up with a hangover for waking up with a woman. It's much healthier," he said nonchalantly, causing a knot in Brenda's stomach."Well... that's one way to see it," she shrugged, wondering if he changed women as often as he changed underwear.She didn't let any of her curious thoughts out, just listened and formed an opinion of the man she had married for convenience."I'm going to take a shower before preparing dinner," Giovanni said, after looking at her with some interest.Chapter 6 - Welcome DinnerOn Saturday, Brenda carefully dressed for the dinner organized by Giovanni's company in her honor.She had opted for a black dress with sequins that made her look older than she was, so the age difference between them wouldn't be so evident.The dress was low-cut, but not overly so, elegant and discreet at the same time.She wore shoes with the highest heels she could bear due to her lack of habit, also to compensate for the height difference. She also applied more makeup than usual to make herself look a few years older.When she saw herself in the mirror, she felt satisfied. She hoped to make a good impression and to perfectly represent the role of the wife she had been hired to play.So far, he had fulfilled his part of the deal in every way, and she had not yet been able to reciprocate.The balance of their first week of marriage had been positive for Brenda. Her expectations had been met, and the only inconvenience was that she couldn't quite relax when
Chapter 7 - Just for AppearancesAfter a while, the music changed, and ballads began to play; beautiful songs that Brenda had heard in her country in a translated version, but sounded even more pleasant in Italian.She had to admit that this language was ideal for speaking about love. Perhaps someday an Italian would say words of love to her in that language.The image of Giovanni trying to say them to Francesca came to her mind, but she couldn't imagine it. The idea of him, with his husky voice and fierce appearance, saying words of love to anyone seemed impossible to her.Francesca must have been very desperate to get involved with Giovanni in that way, and moreover, to pretend to be so calm seeing them together.Would she be able to pretend if she were on the other side? She was sure she couldn't.Lost in her thoughts, she didn't realize that some members of the group had gone to dance until she felt Giovanni's hand on hers."Let's dance too," he said.She looked at him surprised,
Chapter 8 - Jelousy?Brenda felt all eyes pinned on her and began to feel irritated. Because of this, she asked:"Well, since the guest of honor is very busy. Does anyone want to dance with the honoree?""Can I serve you?" Marco offered."Of course," she smiled eagerly.She stood up, and they began to dance in turn. Brenda immediately felt much more comfortable dancing with him than with Giovanni.After several songs, they sat down while Giovanni and Francesca continued on the dance floor. Francesca commented:"Your wife is beautiful.""Yeah, not bad.""I couldn't see her well on the wedding day, I was too far back, but she doesn't seem as childish as you say," she spoke thoughtfully."Well, she is, I assure you. You're not jealous, are you?" he smirked."Of course not, silly. I'm looking forward to having someone to share the responsibility of taking care of you," she said, playfully hitting his shoulder."You're my favorite girl, and no woman in my life will make me stop loving you,
Chapter 9 - Irrational Desire"You're a box of surprises... Brenda Harper," Giovanni said with a hoarse voice, swallowing hard."I'm just practical," she shrugged. "I didn't like the way people looked at me, as if they pitied me."He chuckled, needing to lean against the wall for a moment as a sudden dizziness washed over him."Let me take you to bed..." he requested without thinking."Excuse me?" Brenda's heart skipped a beat.Giovanni smiled, despite the unintended implication of what he had said. It hadn't been intentional, but he found the girl's reaction quite amusing."You're about to fall...""I can do it myself."Despite her words, she stumbled again, and Giovanni caught her in his arms, ending up even closer to her than they had been on the dance floor."Are you sure?" he raised an eyebrow, looking at her teasingly. "Let's suppose I believe you, what will you do when you smash your pretty face against the floor?""That'll be my problem," she snapped, annoyed, and Giovanni mov
Chapter 10 - A Special GiftBrenda remained somewhat uneasy about Giovanni, but even though she didn't understand the reason, she decided to put that aside.The important thing now was to focus on her studies and not on the stupid dreams she occasionally had.That night, as she was going to bed, Giovanni surprised her with some news that made her very happy."Tomorrow I'm going on a trip. I'll be away for a few days."Brenda wondered if it was for work or pleasure, but either way, she would enjoy the house peacefully.She could stop wearing the dreadful nightgown that smelled of mothballs and dress comfortably, without fearing that he would see her in skimpy clothing.Although the truth was that she had never intended to overstep boundaries or even hinted at anything. She had simply installed the lock he himself had bought at her request, adding afterwards that she hoped she wouldn't get sick with him asleep, because he would either have to let her die inside... or drag her out the w
Chapter 11 - Too close Brenda got out of bed like every day and stepped into the shower. The sheets had stuck to her a bit, and she was running very short on time.The night before, she had taken a long time to fall asleep because she had heard Giovanni awake until very late. He had been working in his office until the early hours of the morning, and she couldn't sleep peacefully until she felt him asleep.Even though in the month she had been there, he had never tried anything other than teasing her on any occasion he could, she still didn't trust that he didn't want to claim some kind of sexual relationship.She felt especially tense when he returned early from work and realized he hadn't been with Francesca. On the days he returned after dinner, which had happened two or three times, she slept better.The previous night, she had stayed awake listening to the noises and fearing to hear his steps stopping at her door or the sound of the doorknob turning, but finally she heard Giovan
Chapter 12 - Feeling secureGiovanni hadn't returned from work yet, and Brenda had a feeling it was going to be one of those nights he spent away from home, as he usually did once or twice a week.She had dinner alone and turned on the television, making an effort to understand the dialogues of the movie she had in front of her.Giovanni's teasing about her language skills had stung enough for her to make an effort to sprinkle her Spanish with Italian words, still lacking enough grammatical fluency to string together full sentences.But despite her amusing way of expressing herself, Giovanni had stopped laughing at her in that regard and rewarded her with a "Bravo" every time she got the right word, patiently correcting her when she was wrong.Until that night, she hadn't decided to watch an entire movie, and she was glad to see that she understood enough to guess the plot and some conversations.Only the actors who spoke very quickly were unintelligible to her.Once it was over, she
Chapter 13 - A proposal That Friday, Giovanni hadn't come home to sleep. He had spent the entire night out, and Brenda had barely slept.She couldn't help but feel slightly worried. Surely, he would be with Francesca, but what if that wasn't the case? What if something had happened to him with the motorbike?Maybe he had been drinking, and in that city, traffic was crazy.When she came back from class and he wasn't there, she sensed that he wouldn't come to dinner and would arrive late, but what she initially thought would be a quiet and relaxed night at home had turned into a half-asleep vigil, waiting to hear his keys in the lock.But when she got up in the morning, there were no signs that he had returned all night. He had probably been at Francesca's house, although she wasn't sure.Brenda had thought about going downtown and buying the drawing material she needed, but she didn't dare to leave the house in case he returned.In the end, she decided, and when she returned at noon,