"I don't like to hold back, because that's how you hurt yourself." Chapter 11 I am currently in a plane right, dalawa lang dala ko, iyong anak ko at iyong sakit na binigay niya sakin. I hate him for making me do this, I hate him for everything. Sa Camiguin muna ako for one week at pagkatapos, siguro don nalang ako sa baguio magtatago for good, at don nadin maghanap ng trabaho. I dont know what the future holds but I just hope that it will get better cause I don't want to feel this kind of pain ever again, I know this will pass and things will get better someday. Time will heal me, I just don't know when. All I know right now is, kailangan kong maging matatag para sa anak ko at kinabukasan niya. I will do anything for her and I will love her and protect her all my life. ? Nang makarating na ako sa Benoni, ay sumakay ako sa rela papunta samin. Kinabahan naman ako, kasi hindi pa alam ng mga magulang ko sa pinanggagawa ni Sandro sakin at alam kong magagalit sila pag malaman nil

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment. Pain of love lasts a lifetime."- Anonymous Chapter 13 Weeks had passed, I never heard anything from Sandro and I am very thankful. It's still hurts, even tho he treated me so bad, I still miss him so much but despite of all this mourning, ayaw ko na siyang makita kahit kailan pa. This feelings will fade someday and right now, my focus should be in my baby. Wala narin akong balita kay Noah, I didn't get to meet him again after our encounter and that is a relief because I really can't handle meeting him again. Ngayon ang schedule ko sa prenatal, para macheck ang kundisyon ng anak ko, hinaplos ko ang aking tiyan and I smiled, ngayon ko din malalaman ang gender ng anak ko. I am still debating kung e reveal naba ang gender ko or surprise nalang pagkatapos ko siyang maisilang. I also have a lot of names in mind, I am really so excited to my baby.Naghanda naman kami ni Sherlyn para makapasok narin siya sa trabaho at para makapunta na ako sa hospit

Marilyn Monroe "Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. Chapter 15 Alessandro Carvalho's point of view I don't know what happened, I just woke up in silence. I was so drunk last night, I can barely walk. Wala akong narinig na ingay, wala akong narinig na luto ni Faye. And then flashback came into my mind sa nangyari, I hurt Faye. She's pregnant and I badly want the baby gone, hindi pwedeng magkaanak kami. Hindi pa niya alam ang buong katotohanan and it's better to stay that way. Everytime I see her in this house, I just feel anger. I hated her dahil naalala ko ang mga nangyari these past few years and it's her fault pero hindi na kailangan malaman niya ang lahat. We never told anyone, my family are the only one who knows this secret and it will remain burried.I got up and winced in pain dahil sa sakit ng katawan ko, I yelled Faye's name and then I realize na I locked her up in this room for two days without any food, I am not planning to kill he

“One's dignity may be assaulted, vandalized and cruelly mocked, but it can never be taken away unless it is surrendered.” Michael J. Fox Chapter 18 I am currently cooking breakfast for both me and Sandro and I almost jumped when I heard him screaming in his room, I can hear glasses being shattered into pieces at nakaramdam ako ng takot. Anong nangyari sa kanya? Baka saktan na naman niya ako, my heart is beating fast. Huwag niya sana akong saktan, baka mapahamak ang anak ko. I held my stomach protectively, I can still hear the shattering of things inside his room, bumabalik na naman ang trauma ko sa lahat ng ginawa niya. I want to know kung anong problema pero I am too afraid na baka mas magalit siya na makita ang mukha ko kaya agad akong pumunta sa kwarto ko at nilock ang pinto at pumasok ako sa c.r at nilock rin ito. I was breathing nervously and after a few minutes ay wala na akong narinig na ingay sa labas. "Faye" I heard him call me pero hindi ako sumagot, I hid ins

“We’re getting hurt, but I’m a long-term investor.” – Al-Waleed bin Talal Chapter 19 I woke up with a headache, masakit ang katawan ko. The lights are blinding me, narealize ko nasa puting kwarto ako. Bakit ako nasa hospital? I gasp nang maalala ko ang nangyari, ang baby ko! Agad kong hinawakan ang tiyan ko at tinignan pero flat na ito. Asan ang baby ko? Napaiyak ako. Wala akong kasama dito, wala rin si Sandro. Asan si Sandro? At asan ang anak ko? Pinilit kong tumayo pero bumukas ang pinto at nakita ko ang mukha ni Sandro na parang wala pang tulog. "Asan ang anak ko Sandro?!" nag aalalang tanong ko, napahilot siya sa noo niya. "Premature siya, nasa incubator siya ngayon" mahinang sabi niya, I cried. Premature ang anak namin? Buti nalang nakaya ng anak ko, hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko pag may nangayring masama sa kanya, hindi ko kayang mabuhay na wala siya . I wince in paint at tumayo. "Huwag kang gumawala, masakita pa iyang sugat mo sa tiyan" sabi niya, cesarian pala ang